its hard not to cry when im all by myself
and its hard not to lie when i lie to myself
and i hardly can try even with all the help
being me everyday's slowly killing myself
and i say that im fine but its far from the truth
and they push me away so i push on them too
say that you feel the same i dont think that you do
and i dont want to change but im changing for u

it's funny how this happens so often

spotify

r&j +keyblayde808 (ddertbag)

@pradaaslife @keyblayde808 @1spxce

messed up 
wish i could take it back
but i can't 
i guess i'm not supposed to walk that path 
then again i do what i want and only that
let's try again
wake up
try my best to just stay healthy i barely can
i can't even see what's happening it's all bad
i pray for more good to come
it's all i can

you got everything
you fit the description
don't tell me it's all for nothing
can't believe what you said to me 
it left me with sickness
i can't get better i'm trying

glass shattered in my hand 
cut me
hurt me
fuck the things we had 
it's not even worth it
can't go through with my plans
i'm forever hurting
go through it again
nothing's perfect

messed up 
wish i could take it back
but i can't 
i guess i'm not supposed to walk that path 
then again i do what i want and only that
let's try again
wake up
try my best to just stay healthy i barely can
i can't even see what's happening it's all bad
i pray for more good to come
it's all i can

All I Can (prod. pradaaslife, keyblayde808 & space)

VIP's (feat. Drux)

i love you my friend
@feeluvsyou @lil-soda-boi

feeluvsyou x lil soda boi - i don't care (early version)

Your Eyes Tell Excerpt (bbyGG + Rippo + SShibe1 + Shrinemaiden)

had to put my childhood dog down today
one of the hardest things ive had to do in a bit
thanks for listening :)

miss you already baxter, August 6th 2024

4always&4ever

spira_me broken + seepin2 prod spira me

Message From Me. (Takuori)

(produced by dos4vr + 2neisan)
connect with me: www.instagram.com/distractyourself
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