Dexter (prod. Souls1)

@silversxo @april211k

searching for an answer, should i try today?
fucked up in the party i just spiked my drink
i'm missing every chance i get, i need a break
pouring out my heart, i'd give u all i have, embarrassing
just did a line & now i can't handle the after taste
pill under my tounge i try to understand what's happening
eyes opening up, should've let u know
restart it all, i wish for another wish

it's getting too dark to see
walking through mud & rain
it's all falling apart infront of me
lie down, fade away
in my mind for days
i'm reaching the point where i break
gamble w my life, putting everything at stake
i wish u had met the other me
stuck in time, stuck in memory
i wish i could go to sleep
what even matters when it all fades?
was it all for nothing?
why are u defending nonsense?
give me the bottle, down it till i'm drowning
this time i caught it bad, i've been down for a while
i can't stand it i get lost in your smile

Embarrassing (prod. silver & april21)

Dion - .

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PYoEvtuKa0Y
ft @drrux
mix, prod, coverart by me (@bigdog30k)

[drux]
It was going great but I stopped 
Pour a drink on the rocks 
I’m late for a show 
I say it’s ok when it’s not 
I’m breaking apart 
I can’t let go 
I was outside my phone on silent sorry girl I missed ur call 
Reaching the top kept falling I’m trying 
But I can’t have it all

[buffalobang]
It always falls apart
I cant really fake it
Woke up this morning and decided that i hate it
And my body’s going vacant
Got a bad feeling and i cant seem to shake it

[drux]
I love fucking up for myself 
I’m coming down once again 
She’s Gorgeous 
Whenever I see her lose my breath 
Why am I skipping every step 
I can never figure  where we stand 
Please go easy I’m doing all i can 
Turns out I was never trying my best
I could never see it for what it is

[buffalobang]
I know you sew me up but 
Im hanging onto the last thread
Real bad day cant make out what just happend
I really fucked it up huh?
Everything is collapsing
Hold me close baby im on my last leg
I was hoping not to get close
Stayed inside my stronghold
Yea i tried not to get too close 
Made it by on bare bones

[buffalobang]
It always falls apart
I cant really fake it
Woke up this morning and decided that i hate it
And my body’s going vacant
Got a bad feeling and i cant seem to shake it

[drux]
It was going great but I stopped 
Pour a drink on the rocks 
I’m late for a show 
I say it’s ok when it’s not 
I’m breaking apart 
I can’t let go 
I was outside my phone on silent sorry girl I missed ur call 
Reaching the top kept falling I’m trying 
But I can’t have it all

Stronghold

StrongHold (ft drux)

𝒟𝒥 𝒸𝒽𝓇𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓇𝒶𝓍 𝑒𝓍𝒸𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒾𝓋𝑒

#ee  𖦹ᯅ𖦹

art by @/one1.1tap (insta)

pradaaslife - customize [chromerax + recyclebin]

https://youtu.be/w1OL5q6kBBs?si=gLds7MD9eyGOFB5S

@l1lbiscuit

she told me some i heard before, i get nostalgia 
i told em give it to me straight, then they round up
i see you switching, you was different when i found you
turn up when i'm entering the club, want it louder
sorry that i couldn't give a fuck..... about it
sorry that i pulled up 20 deep, i miscounted
sorry that i'm overly emo, drux can't go around it
sorry that i'm way too drunk, can't be allowed in

i'm sorry, i just came to party
looking back now it was so different when we started
we both want different things it's time we let our ways get parted
girl i'm on late cause they know i go the hardest
let em go in peace, now it's grown, it's time to harvest
my hand glued to the bottle, i will never leave the bar
paint the town with eskimo, i know he gone be a star
i don't wna see you girl, i'll come in when ur gone

the check get thrown
sent a text, ''are you home?''
you need to study or you won't know what i'm on
i'm going through it, do u mind? watch ur tone
sorry that i didn't show up when you counted on me
man it's all a blur, can't remember what you ever told me
i don't do new friends but be my guest if you really wna know me
falling to my death and inconvenience won't stop falling on me

she told me some i heard before, i get nostalgia 
i told em give it to me straight, then they round up
i see you switching, you was different when i found you
turn up when i'm entering the club, want it louder
sorry that i couldn't give a fuck..... about it
sorry that i pulled up 20 deep, i miscounted
sorry that i'm overly emo, drux can't go around it
sorry that i'm way too drunk, can't be allowed in

Sorry (prod. biscuit)

@methboiswag

mask how i feel, mask how i feel
whatever you want is right here
walk around the city fake smiling in my grillz
there's too many different girls
i been up way too long, it's getting worse
brought a bag in my purse
failed security search

tried to fit in with the geeks, now i want it for me
can't you see me? i bleed, i bleed, i bleed
found my way, threw out the key
caught lying through my teeth
they trust my word, i deceive
i decay completely

i decay, fade away 
tried to figure out what words to say
had her at hello now she wanna stay
we can fuck all night, geek up all day
i been out the way, time's changed
whatever you want i got it baby
whatever you want i got it baby
whatever you want i got it baby

i'm off these pills girl come and save me
crying for help why can't you see it?
slept all week, turnt up all weekend
let me know when you know how you're feeling
mind can't grow, i'm lost completely
mask my feelings

mask how i feel, mask how i feel
whatever you want is right here
walk around the city fake smiling in my grillz
there's too many different girls
i been up way too long, it's getting worse
brought a bag in my purse
failed security search

tried to fit in with the geeks, now i want it for me
can't you see me? i bleed, i bleed, i bleed
found my way, threw out the key
caught lying through my teeth
they trust my word, i deceive
i decay completely

Security (prod. methboiswag)

crisp

o jag

s/o to @iwtkp4ever + 久石譲
(ft @swoopyy BNO)

light up + swoopy

https://soundcloud.com/spira_me + https://soundcloud.com/emogangmovement (kbry) + https://soundcloud.com/buffalobang
prod https://soundcloud.com/with3rx

spira me:
Just call me maybe...

She think this shit's not real, how would i fake it?
Taking pics with fans I kinda hate it
She hates her life, she gotta face it
Baby it becomes just what you make it

I make the club go crazy
I know what i did to you but call me maybe?
Do everything for you, just for my baby<3
She wanted me to fall just for her safety

Oh i've been wired for you
I sit in silence for you
I've been reminded of you
Please take all the time in the world..

(You are watching a master at work)

Kbry:
Don't care about that distance, want her close to me 
Felt so haunted, been so lost, since she ghosted me
She is a mirage, just a vision
She is gone, gotta get it in my system

Got this taste, got this taste, got this taste stuck in my head
Deficiency, im always in ur debt
Snows fallin like im fallin through in my bed
Gotta get her taste out of my head

buffalobang:
I hit the wall I took the fall again
Baby if you don't want me then can we play pretend?
You closed the door, I hope I see you again
Baby it was never easy from beginning to end

One step at a time
It doesnt have to be like this, I hate to feel like this
One kept secret 
It doesn't have to be like this, I wish i didnt feel like this..
I wish I didn't feel

Dexter (prod. Souls1)

Drux