my most painful song
+ https://soundcloud.com/hiseph
prod: https://soundcloud.com/kyur0 + https://soundcloud.com/troiner

we share a lot on the rooftops
thinking that you care a lot but you do not
guess it isnt fair but whats in the toolbox
i just wanna bare my arm put a knife in a new spot
scare myself when im near her
i just wanna paint her face in my blood on the mirror
there, i guess, put it clearer
i just wanna cut my arms feel it gush and i shiver

i stare a lot from the rooftop
blow my fucking roof off
grinning at my double barrel shotgun
tear at all of the cuts on
skin im drawing blood from
scratching off my scabs like im rotten

cuts w/ seph (kyuro/troiner)

instagram.com/7elysian
thank u all for listening :)
also drumkit here - https://payhip.com/b/g5TUN
@kojowav @chrxmey @1namaee @kiraiu @kyitsuu @craves @internetjoe @beatsbykrave @1seanbaby @dthd @takk0 @kiryy

겨울#2k21

I wish it was like (prod. lewisgoing & garasu)

i think i lost my happy place
my fantasies start to strangle to strangle me
and i'm doing the best i can
but solitude's not the reality

i didn't wanna hurt myself,
but i hurt myself
i didn't wanna hurt myself,
but i hurt myself
the blood in my nose just keeps pouring out
(let it all fall down)
medicine stuffs my nose til it chokes me out
(1, 2, 3, 4)
(i let it all fall down)
look at myself i made a mistake
23 years to kill this part of me
and i'll just surrender
too much commotion
fall off the mountain
stare at the mirror
play into illusion
nothing's forever
i hate my body
it's killing my conscience

i think i lost my happy place
i lost all of my harmony
so i'll hide inside the sediment again
and i'll just amount to nothing

poison
i can't get out, i can't get out
no escape
(no es-)
someone make it stop
make it stop

my happy place is gone

0:00 w/ @rewind214
1:42 w/ @symels1
3:05 w/ @symels1
4:17 w/ @awwy2k
5:33 w/ @1na73
6:39 w/ @violetxx9
7:32 w/ @violetxx9
8:43 w/ @pyu
10:05 w/ @prod_pk
11:11 w/ @prod_pk + @7sabrr7
12:22 w/ @prodjayysoul + @carian4434
13:16 w/ @grimgar-dx

august 2023 set ##Confession (symels, rewind, violet, meta, pk +more)

1st solo
2nd + @kojowav
3rd solo
4th + @pyu
5th + @methboiswag
6th solo
7th + @jxlyy
8th solo
9th + @45avast
10th + @kojowav
11th + @kojowav
12th solo

I wish it was like (prod. lewisgoing & garasu)

Drux