instrumental by @emorave
vocals/mix/chops by me 

[ Lyrics ]

SELECT MY HEART
AND TRY TO SEND IT THRU THE SCREEN

ITS LOST WHEN SENT
UR NEVER GETTING WHAT I MEAN

ITS EITHER YOU
OR THOUGHTS OF HARMING ME
THATS FILLING UP MY DREAMS

AND IT NEVER ENDS, I THINK
IM HERE 
JUST WAITING FOR 
THE BLEEDING TO STOP

( Stop )
( I Think )
( Bleeding Never Ends )
( Stop )
( You’re Harming Me )

U SAID U LIKED ME
BUT U DONT 
CUZ IM A PSYCHO

YOU CHANGED YOUR MIND
LIKE WHAT YOU SAID
WAS JUST A TYPO 

IT MAKES SENSE
CUZ I COULD NEVER BE UR TYPE

I TRY TO TELL MYSELF TO STOP
BUT THINK ABOUT U EVERY NIGHT 


IM NOTHING NEW 
U PROBABLY GOT A QUICK REPLACEMENT 

MY WORDS ARE WASTED
YOU FORGET MY FUCKING STATEMENTS

I KNOW THESE THINGS
BUT STILL YOU MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE

AND WHEN U ASK ME WHY I CARE
ITS SOMETHING 
I JUST CANT DESCRIBE

( Im nothing new)
( Im nothing new )
( My words are wasted )
( On you )

[ @spazzteamonline ]

select my heart

produced by @recyclexbin @jolst
cover art by @envyother

can we pick up where we left?
there's been so many times i've wondered what was next
i pushed it down but now it's going to my head
i've been gone for a bit, sorry girl i'm on a quest
x2

where'd the time go?
i'm lost again, thinking where did i go wrong?
i can't on my own, i get lost in bliss
turn it up for this final song
reach inside the bag, hoping for the best
soon as i spoke i wish i'd left it unsaid
i can't look into your eyes, girl i'm off meds

waited three days for the comeback
lose myself piece by piece, can't get it all back
press pause, restart, had a fallback
up thinking bout the days where it started
i had it but it's slipping through my grip
can't take it girl, it's cutting through my skin
the due date is closer than i think
everything is collapsing within

where'd the time go?
i'm lost again, thinking where did i go wrong?
i can't on my own, i get lost in bliss
turn it up for this final song

can we pick up where we left?
there's been so many times i've wondered what was next
i pushed it down but now it's going to my head
i've been gone for a bit, sorry girl i'm on a quest

final song (prod. recyclebin & jolst)

@kojowav @sshinju

had it in my palm it must've dropped
she say she never hear from me, must've forgot
i'm reaching my limits with a lot
i keep dosing up until it stop
i'm losing focus, need to move on
turn into a version of myself that get boo'd out
girl i can't see you now, i'm in town with lunaa
lost what we had, i spoke too soon

spoke to soon, had it coming to me
i don't wanna do it, all i really care about is money
10 drinks in, i enjoy em all from start to finish
hoping when this all is over, they'd be throwing flowers to me
what compares, when there's nothing left there?
tell em i don't care, while i'm pulling out my hair
in depths of despair, i light up my cigarette
it's been getting to my head, carrying it all these years
feel a pain in my chest, wondering what's next
push me to the edge
100 years of stress, just tell me what it is
girl i tried my best, chasing down the meds

had it in my palm it must've dropped
she say she never hear from me, must've forgot
i'm reaching my limits with a lot
i keep dosing up until it stop
i'm losing focus, need to move on
turn into a version of myself that get boo'd out
girl i can't see you now, i'm in town with lunaa
lost what we had, i spoke too soon

In my palm (prod. kojo & shinju)

6/14/2024

Glassy (Prod. Diegointhedark & Redpriest)

better now w/ mayh3mp (mw)

now + kiryano

prod @remghost

maybe it’s just me but nothing feels the same 
the way u look at me idk what to say 
The way u make me feel I can’t really explain 
yea I need u here there’s just no other way 

I can’t make it up to me, theres so much I didn’t see 
Baby really all I need is for you to come with me 
Watch the world falling apart, don’t care as long as I got you 
baby wherever we are, I know we can make it far 

I got used to exhaustion, but backing off ain’t no option 
I guess I got what I wanted 
I feel like nothing, turned to something 
I’m on my knees, need you to carry me 
I feel like a bunny, the way I’m jumpy
I love money, it’s disgustingmaybe it’s just me but nothing feels the same 
the way u look at me idk what to say 
The way u make me feel I can’t really explain 
yea I need u here there’s just no other way 

I can’t make it up to me, theres so much I didn’t see 
Baby really all I need is for you to come with me 
Watch the world falling apart, don’t care as long as I got you 
baby wherever we are, I know we can make it far 

I got used to exhaustion, but backing off ain’t no option 
I guess I got what I wanted 
I feel like nothing, turned to something 
I’m on my knees, need you to carry me 
I feel like a bunny, the way I’m jumpy
I love money, it’s disgusting

Bunny (remghost)

10 of em' w bob.wav

throw away

idgaf no more x4
just turned 23 yeah im so up
idgaf about dem fuck dem guys
yeah im turnt the fuck up aint no suicide
yeah im turnin 23 i aint finna die
i aint finna die i aint finna cry

i just hitcho girl ima make her mine 
i just hit 23 bitch we gettin blind drunk
she want me bad she said get to mine cunt
just hit 23 like its cj lifestyle
she doin flips on it like a fuckin diver
she doin tricks onnit cus she kno she mine bruh

and she said do you fuck w me i said sorta kinda
ima still eatin up kitty up no cultery when im dinin
said call her a slut when she ridin
but das all fine girl
mind your own business bitch idc bout dem scripted lines bruh

and im fillin dem scripts up bitch im gettin yeah im gettin so high like a pilot
ion kno how i made it here im 23 im a survivor
fuck dat shit doe ion care 
im just gettin turnt today
iss my bday  today



23! prod. BALLA

prod https://soundcloud.com/ddertbag

Miracle Freestyle

this is not gonna work
i can already tell you this is not gonna work
and it's sad cus i really like you

she's an angel that just caused a scene
she's a miracle thats into me
and i swear i saw you in my sleep
in a dream inside a dream

wanna see you she replied with please 
please pretty please
playing games with me to make me feel
by any means

she said "can't be around someone like you"
she said "just put together 2 and 2"
i know, did not expect true love so soon
i love the way you dance, the way you move

she gets mad at me so easily
i cant blame her been awhile since i was feelin me
trynna fuck up my routine
i got business to attend, wake up get dressed and leave

wanna see you she replied with please 
please pretty please
playing games with me to make me feel
by any means

In my palm (prod. kojo & shinju)

Drux