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##drugstargirl✦

💗

prod @chemboysp4des + @prodtwilight

i love you guys yall make this shit worth it :)

salvia

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salvia (sp4des + twilight)

infectious

Infectious (space)

THERMONUCLEAR ##NUKETEARS2 (LILAC+YANDERE) HOSTED BY DJ SMOKEY

Lyrics (starts at 0:35)


Its been a long day, its been a long week
U take the pain away baby when u next to me
When i start doing something i need to stay on track
I end up doing nothing atleast im still intact
I keep them pills right next to me in case i wanna go to sleep
Just wanna forget everything sit in my room play hide n seek
Lets get away go for a ride, me and you
I see the evil in her eyes, dont know what to do

If i fall i need some help from the angels
They know im coming back from hell im unstable
I got some stories i could tell they could save you
Lets not forget you stabbed my back thats why i hate you

I focused on them bands, baby watch me lift off
Fuck u in the benz, baby take your ricks off
But thats in the past now its fading
Im so stuck inside my head think bout you crazy
Im so distant from you, i dont wanna be
I been missing you, i hope you’re missing me too
Go walk a mile in my shows maybe you could see
What i been goin through im goin through it for you

I keep them pills right next to me in case i wanna go to sleep
Just wanna forget everything sit in my room play hide n seek
Lets get away go for a ride, me and you
I see the evil in her eyes, dont know what to do
If i fall i need some help from the angels
They know im coming back from hell im unstable
I got some stories i could tell they could save you
Lets not forget you stabbed my back thats why i hate you

FROM HELL

FROM HELL (prod. thislandis)

(prod. kaiizu)

idk what’s wrong
idk what is off
idk what’s wrong
idk what’s wrong yeah

days go by when ur noddin on the couch
trynna tell me lies
and thats kinda what u want
im stayin home tonite
bcuz i always drink abt u
and u make me cry
i just wnna die

hate 2 wake up im fkdd
first roll a blunt then pour in my cup
yeah i do everything i want
yeah dumb nigga stfu
what is love when im better off of drugs 
i jus cannot get enough 
i jus cannot get along

let me fall 4u
nd now im fiendin for sum pills
got a pistol on my head
whipe down them tears
i trynna get over u
but ion rlly got no skills
im still missin all the days
when u were here
when u were by me

ik its been for years
but it felt so real
i never can go back or find a better deal
and u still appear in my dreams
i hate to go to bed
 bcuz its so hard to sleep
ik its been for years
but it felt so real
i never can go back or find a better deal
and u still appear in my dreams
o wow

days go by when ur noddin on the couch
trynna tell me lies
and thats kinda what u want
im stayin home tonite
bcuz i always drink abt u
and u make me cry
i just wnna die

hate 2 wake up im fkdd
first roll a blunt then pour in my cup
yeah i do everything i want
yeah dumb nigga stfu
what is love when im better off of drugs 
i jus cannot get enough 
i jus cannot get along

yeah and if i feel lost
they tell me to just move on
huh where tf should i go?
where tf should i go?
and i lost my trust
idk what else i got
jus stayin up all night long
stayin up all night long
yeah
im still at the start
im fadin away into the dark
yeah
im fallin apart
i cant change myself 
bcuz i got no luck
wow
im fallin apart
wow 
bcuz i got no luck

days go by when ur noddin on the couch
trynna tell me lies
and thats kinda what u want
im stayin home tonite
bcuz i always drink abt u
and u make me cry
i just wnna die

hate 2 wake up im fkdd
first roll a blunt then pour in my cup
yeah i do everything i want
yeah dumb nigga stfu
what is love when im better off of drugs 
i jus cannot get enough 
i jus cannot get along

tragic demise (kaiizu)

@silversxo @methboiswag

i got 2 phones in my hand
in case they wanna get in touch again
man i wonder how it all went bad
restart, i need time before i get back
all i ever wanted from you, you could never give it to me
i know that i should've told, you're taking this so seriously
money came in different ways, they just keep on sending to me
went out crazy now everybody they wanna get at me
ketamine
get at me, get at me
that boy keep taking L's, i'm on the winning team
smoking in a shopping street, they stare at me
got her in my room, she showed her inner freak

give it time while i wait for em to catch on
i get so dizzy when i stand up
shawty wanna kick it with a rapper, i am one
them other boys lazy, tell em catch up
i just popped the last one

some wrong with my head, need a brand new skull
board a plane somewhere else, sorry girl i'm gone
i want it renewed but the brand new's old
i'm packing for a trip but the cash won't fold
i'm sorry that you missed it, i'm not going back
would you try to talk me down for when i'm on the edge?
i still think about it, can't i just forget that?
i'm falling down, get prepared for the whiplash

i get tied up in it
i can't get these spiders out my web
i should try some different
what's the point if i'll just end up dead?

i get way too in my head

i got 2 phones in my hand
in case they wanna get in touch again
man i wonder how it all went bad
restart, i need time before i get back
all i ever wanted from you, you could never give it to me
i know that i should've told, you're taking this so seriously
money came in different ways, they just keep on sending to me
went out crazy now everybody they wanna get at me
ketamine
get at me, get at me
that boy keep taking L's, i'm on the winning team
smoking in a shopping street, they stare at me
got her in my room, she showed her inner freak

Inner freak (prod. silver & methboiswag)

Music Video: https://youtu.be/92chuUrilcs?si=lOjjlRAhqi3FVcSC
(prod. by me)
.
.
.
i need someone 
to fix my heartstrings 
im dyin on this hill
my heart is racing
high speed
oh well
and i cant even tell
why do i feel like hell
inside me

i cannot even fix myself 
bcuz i need help
why do i feel like this?
its hard to love myself
i hate to go outside 
i rather fuckin die at home 
i just wnna die
im better off just stayin at home

inside me
i need to fix this hole
doesn’t matter how many people 
around me i still feel alone
and im fighting
but no i doesn’t trust a soul 
doesn’t matter how much love i get 
i still cant fix this hole

inside me
i need to fix this hole
doesn’t matter how many people 
around me i still feel alone
and im fighting
but no i doesn’t trust a soul 
doesn’t matter how much love i get 
i still cant fix this hole

i need someone 
to fix my heartstrings 
im dyin on this hill
my heart is racing
high speed
oh well
and i cant even tell
why do i feel like hell
inside me

i need someone 
to fix my heartstrings 
im dyin on this hill
my heart is racing
high speed
oh well
and i cant even tell
why do i feel like hell
inside me

heartstrings

(prod by. KuKyo icey)
.
.
cut me thru the bone
let my blood spill all around
i dont luv my life
can u end it tonight?
know, u hate me
so what’s stopping u to cut my wrist?
just go crazy
yeah this life, i fuckin hate it

cut me thru the bone
let my blood spill all around
i dont luv my life
can u end it tonight?
know, u hate me
so what’s stopping u to cut my wrist?
just go crazy
yeah this life, i fuckin hate it

u cant be serious 
ur lyin
u make my life go
up and down 
i can’t stand it at all

i can’t get out my bed
i hope 
its goin better
but no
uhhh
throw my life away,i hate it

uhhhh
i cant feel at all 

cut me thru the bone
let my blood spill all around
i dont luv my life
can u end it tonight?
know, u hate me
so what’s stopping u to cut my wrist?
just go crazy
yeah this life, i fuckin hate it

cut me thru the bone
let my blood spill all around
i dont luv my life
can u end it tonight?
know, u hate me
so what’s stopping u to cut my wrist?
just go crazy
yeah this life, i fuckin hate it

cut me thru the bone
let my blood spill all around
i dont luv my life
can u end it tonight?
know, u hate me
so what’s stopping u to cut my wrist?
just go crazy
yeah this life, i fuckin hate it

cut me thru the bone
let my blood spill all around
i dont luv my life
can u end it tonight?
know, u hate me
so what’s stopping u to cut my wrist?
just go crazy
yeah this life, i fuckin hate it

ihml (KuKyo icey)

(prod.by me)
.
.
.
baby i’ve been off another blue pill
u will leave thru the back door
never commin back no
rlly wish that u would never knew me
u just vanished like a snapscore
pretty fuckin swag whore

baby i’ve been off another blue pill
u will leave thru the back door
never commin back no
rlly wish that u would never knew me
u just vanished like a snapscore
pretty fuckin swag whore

pretty fuckin swag whore
cut me thru my chest bone
waitin for the rest to die
i guess so
u could be my only high
so letsgo
waitin for the rest to die
like a black crow

pretty fuckin swag whore
cut me thru my chest bone
waitin for the rest to die
i guess so
u could be my only high
so letsgo
waitin for the rest to die
like a black crow

i see blood drippin down my eyelids
its okayy
dont feel ashamed from urself
u’ll find a way
u’ll make it out of this
i know sum days r just pain
one day u’ll proud of this

i don’t feel anything at all
doesn’t matter how often i try
im failin
this shit makes me feel so cold
got me on my lowest point
im prayin 

i don’t feel anything at all
doesn’t matter how often i try
im failin
this shit makes me feel so cold
got me on my lowest point
im prayin 
(god)

baby i’ve been off another blue pill
u will leave thru the back door
never commin back no
rlly wish that u would never knew me
u just vanished like a snapscore
pretty fuckin swag whore

baby i’ve been off another blue pill
u will leave thru the back door
never commin back no
rlly wish that u would never knew me
u just vanished like a snapscore
pretty fuckin swag whore

pretty fuckin swag whore
cut me thru my chest bone
waitin for the rest to die
i guess so
u could be my only high
so letsgo
waitin for the rest to die
like a black crow

pretty fuckin swag whore
cut me thru my chest bone
waitin for the rest to die
i guess so
u could be my only high
so letsgo
waitin for the rest to die
like a black crow

swag whore

(prod. by me)

baby lets go shopping 
i dont even check the price tag
saint laurent and more
i can put u up in ice, bet
if u go the way with me
imma make it right yeah
i know u can trust me 
when u look me in my eyes yeah…

alright 
pretty thing yeah why u think
that im a demon
i know i look like that
but i still believe in jesus
pop pills suicide meeting God
what really really matters 
is what u got in ur heart (heart)

wait for a better time
hate that im always cryin
smokin up and i’ll be fine
with nobody on my side

i got everything i need
but i think im out of time
wash away ur sins
and then wash away mine

the devil moves persistent
when im always fuckin high
i see it in a withdrawal 
,,fuckin hate my life”
why did i even try?
i know that i feel better
if i run out i’ll be dyin

from the start i just want 
u and me
somewhere alone in a field
but u make me so sick
i forgot u dumb bitch
i just want 
u and me
somewhere alone in a field
but u make me so sick
so sick 

baby lets go shopping 
i dont even check the price tag
saint laurent and more
i can put u up in ice, bet
if u go the way with me
imma make it right yeah
i know u can trust me 
when u look me in my eyes yeah…

alright 
pretty thing yeah why u think
that im a demon
i know i look like that
but i still believe in jesus
pop pills suicide meeting God
what really really matters 
is what u got in ur heart (heart)

wait for a better time
hate that im always cryin
smokin up and i’ll be fine
with nobody on my side

i got everything i need
but i think im out of time
wash away ur sins
and then wash away mine

the devil moves persistent
when im always fuckin high
i see it in a withdrawal 
,,fuckin hate my life”
why did i even try?
i know that i feel better
if i run out i’ll be dyin

why do u think that ?

@1fns
@v3stal
@y4ndere
art by twitter user @3evil_

Inner freak (prod. silver & methboiswag)

Drux