500 Days of Summer

@pradaaslife

i could never go there by myself
i swear i can never even look at you again
i swear i try my best
can't keep hurting i'll just play dead
nothing in my mind make sense
close my eyes
go to sleep
omg not this again
hate my mind
hate my dreams
i need this to end
can't deny
what i need is just too much to ask

down it getting tipsy
i can't get no one to fix me
life is just too tricky
think i need someone to teach me
i could end up missing 
i don't think you'd even text me
life it gets too messy
i could be there if you'd let me

smoke too much
i hurt too much
my work's so bad 
can't get shit done
it's on too long
just please get off
try to have fun
i guess i care too much

i'm sorry
i can't be the one you want
it's on me
i get too emotional 
calling me 
i'll be quick to pick up
it's all a dream
and i don't want to wake up

i don't mean to hurt you
accidents happen
i can't think back 
can't think about what happened
can't control myself
i need some assistance
can't finish my sentence
it's too much i can't manage

i could never go there by myself
i swear i can never even look at you again
i swear i try my best
can't keep hurting i'll just play dead
nothing in my mind make sense
close my eyes
go to sleep
omg not this again
hate my mind
hate my dreams
i need this to end
can't deny
what i need is just too much to ask

Not again (prod. pradaaslife)

@pradaaslife @keyblayde808 @1spxce

messed up 
wish i could take it back
but i can't 
i guess i'm not supposed to walk that path 
then again i do what i want and only that
let's try again
wake up
try my best to just stay healthy i barely can
i can't even see what's happening it's all bad
i pray for more good to come
it's all i can

you got everything
you fit the description
don't tell me it's all for nothing
can't believe what you said to me 
it left me with sickness
i can't get better i'm trying

glass shattered in my hand 
cut me
hurt me
fuck the things we had 
it's not even worth it
can't go through with my plans
i'm forever hurting
go through it again
nothing's perfect

messed up 
wish i could take it back
but i can't 
i guess i'm not supposed to walk that path 
then again i do what i want and only that
let's try again
wake up
try my best to just stay healthy i barely can
i can't even see what's happening it's all bad
i pray for more good to come
it's all i can

All I Can (prod. pradaaslife, keyblayde808 & space)

@pradaaslife

i've been staying up just wondering
do you even think about it still?
i think i'm the worst do you know how that feels?
every night i get in my feelings ayea
everytime i try i want to quit it ayea
every single moment let's relive it again
i could be dying i don't think i'd even feel it ayea
i waste my time i can't wait another minute ayea

telling me i changed i guess i did
fake everything let me get honest
i say what i say get my mind off it
can't change what i did can't think about it

walking in the woods 'til i reach my destination 
need some off time do you get what i'm saying?
want us to be good give it time i'll be waiting
gone for a while can't see myself staying

wish i could've felt like that forever
time's change hope you're doing better

wish i could've stayed the same forever
trying my best just to get it together
falling apart i can't take all the pressure 
wish i could've felt like that forever

i've been staying up just wondering
do you even think about it still?
i think i'm the worst do you know how that feels?
every night i get in my feelings ayea
everytime i try i want to quit it ayea
every single moment let's relive it again
i could be dying i don't think i'd even feel it ayea
i waste my time i can't wait another minute ayea

aYea (prod. pradaaslife)

@pradaaslife

so much going on lately
can't get any peace
i think i'm going crazy
let me do what's best for me
and i pray you don't hate me
can't get you out my dreams
why can't i just stay here,
and you'll stay here with me?

you can do what you want i'm just glad you exist
i don't know what i'm on lately i've been feeling sick
can't controll any thoughts i've been so damn out of it
i've been gone for too long let's go get back to it
putting effort in 
i want to see you again
i wish i could go go go go back
can't think straight
my mind's so wicked
staying lonely again 
you can't smoke from my pack

and i'm off it again
and it's all my bad
i'm up coughing again 
really need to relax
and i always pretend that i'm doing better
i'm really not and only you can see that

so much going on lately
can't get any peace
i think i'm going crazy
let me do what's best for me
and i pray you don't hate me
can't get you out my dreams
why can't i just stay here,
and you'll stay here with me?

Just making conversation (prod. pradaaslife)

@pradaaslife @careinq

new shades on feeling great
light a cig then go on with my day
ok ok ok
time's up next time don't wait
opportunities comes and goes
mind over body i'm so comfortable
if something's up i could come you know
i don't mind just let me know

i know what i need get the curse lifted
i know what i need it's for sure not this
note to my old self i don't want to visit
i know what i want it's for sure not this

take a step back look at life
is it even real?
i cant' decide
what i want to feel
annoying guy tbh what's your deal?
go away
i don't want you here
get my mood up can't be walking around with tears
what's going on?
i need things to get clear
take a step back take a second look 
is it even real?

you don't really know me
it's just imitation
they say they miss the old me
i'm forever changing

new shades on feeling great
light a cig then go on with my day
ok ok ok
time's up next time don't wait
opportunities comes and goes
mind over body i'm so comfortable
if something's up i could come you know
i don't mind just let me know

Mind over body (prod. pradaaslife & maple)

@pradaaslife @torno

i'm going away
hope to see you soon
i feel so empty
you left me bruised
you're one in a million
build me up to shut me down fuck how i'm feeling
right?
that's just a part of living
feels like there's a part that's missing
right?

i know i fucked you over so many times
it ain't right, right?
if you don't want what's best for me then step a side
all you can do for me right now is stay alive
go on, go back
i can't make up my mind
i can't decide
throwback way back when everything was fine
this just doesn't feel right

i'm going away
hope to see you soon 
i feel so empty 
you're one in a million

Not again (prod. pradaaslife)

Drux