@with3rx
@1yugenn
@misoo74



見つめないで
im sitting in ur room and tryna think of what to say
my mind is going blank
i tried to treat this life just like a game
now i dont wanna play
tryna figure out wtf happened to me
離れないで
dont act like u dont know i see it in ur face
i get so high i wonder if i'll sober in a day
i used to be  the 1 u tripped me up i fell in 2nd place
wtf happened to me?

another day its nothing new im a NEET
it feels like everybody's picking u over me
i get too high and i cant stand on my feet
is it really how u want this to be?
im just trying not to stumble or fall
im ignoring every text every call
i try to figure if its worth it at all
i try to figure if its worth it
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
walk up in the store swipe my card and tell em charge it
dirty drugs and shoes and my Miharas on the carpet
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
fucked it up again and now im begging for your pardont
fuck me up again i didn't think it would be harmless

wtf (@with3rx + @misoo74 + @1yugenn)

@pradaaslife @lunaa1 @kayomi123123 @icetrouble

Touch your soul ft. Lunaa (prod. Kayomi & Icetrouble)

HOSTCLUB

@silversxo @sshinju

going home, i wish u would come
night is over huh? i say lets go on
i lose control baby yea i know
u keep me close, go everywhere u go
i keep staring at my phone
every second i keep thinking bout it, stay strong
what would u do if i was gone? fr
i think im having second thoughts

i get so lost 
turn my dosage up
ive been shutting off
they worry a lot
i do what i want
they could never stop me 

i got enemies who wna see me down
u paid extra to get in, im sorry bro i told the guard
they keep praying on my down fall, breaks my heart
u dont look out for ur 1, yea that says a lot
they keep switching up the plot
scrap club end up on top
i just went to a different city tryna figure it all out
wish u told me what was wrong 
every night im breaking down
ive been up n down for days ever since u came around

going home, i wish u would come
night is over huh? i say lets go on
i lose control baby yea i know
u keep me close, go everywhere u go
i keep staring at my phone
every second i keep thinking bout it, stay strong
what would u do if i was gone? fr
i think im having second thoughts

Second thoughts (prod. silver & shinju)

@kojowav @sshinju

had it in my palm it must've dropped
she say she never hear from me, must've forgot
i'm reaching my limits with a lot
i keep dosing up until it stop
i'm losing focus, need to move on
turn into a version of myself that get boo'd out
girl i can't see you now, i'm in town with lunaa
lost what we had, i spoke too soon

spoke to soon, had it coming to me
i don't wanna do it, all i really care about is money
10 drinks in, i enjoy em all from start to finish
hoping when this all is over, they'd be throwing flowers to me
what compares, when there's nothing left there?
tell em i don't care, while i'm pulling out my hair
in depths of despair, i light up my cigarette
it's been getting to my head, carrying it all these years
feel a pain in my chest, wondering what's next
push me to the edge
100 years of stress, just tell me what it is
girl i tried my best, chasing down the meds

had it in my palm it must've dropped
she say she never hear from me, must've forgot
i'm reaching my limits with a lot
i keep dosing up until it stop
i'm losing focus, need to move on
turn into a version of myself that get boo'd out
girl i can't see you now, i'm in town with lunaa
lost what we had, i spoke too soon

In my palm (prod. kojo & shinju)

mix by @buffalobang
she really is best ever
lets take this x together
rolling off a tesla man im so high yaa
when u say its forever do u think Ill be better
didn't mean to mess up but I love drugs

got a lot to worry bout but I smoke away the stress
and my cup so dirty now i give you more and nothing less

I don't care what they say it wont work for me
new city different life its the same to me

for every step we take we getting further up the road
lately haven't slept a minute gotta lay off all the coke
wait a minute is it true that u cant get me off ur head
wait a minute is it true that u aint getting any bread

many years I wasted I can never get them back
throwin racks out in the mall with bno I miss the past

for every step we take we getting further up the road
lately haven't slept a minute gotta lay off on the coke
wait a minute is it true that u cant get me off ur head
wait a minute is it true that u aint getting any bread

m3ss up [177p+iel

@silversxo

pray for better days, for a change
back to where you started, have you tried switching lanes?
i'm glad i switched perspective, colors changed
i hope that you cry for me when i'm sent away
hope that i don't have die for you to care
all this stress been getting to me, constant toss and turn
thought i saw it getting better, it's turning for the worse
thought i saw it clearly but the lines are getting blurred
fuck
rotting in my bed, you've seen me bleed
i feel special, like you'd do that just for me
smoking cigarettes, i'm looking at the leaves
even if i told you would'nt know how i feel

your hand in my palm
oh what could've been darling, i'm sorry girl it's gone
i swore i'd never fall in love
i can't feel my tongue, all these perscriptions that i'm on

hope that i don't have die for you to care
all this stress been getting to me, constant toss and turn
thought i saw it getting better, it's turning for the worse
thought i saw it clearly but the lines are getting blurred
fuck
rotting in my bed, you've seen me bleed
i feel special, like you'd do that just for me
smoking cigarettes, i'm looking at the leaves
even if i told you would'nt know how i feel

your hand in my palm
oh what could've been darling, i'm sorry girl it's gone

Oh what could've been (prod. silver)

I need a cigarette
im on stage im gonna ash all over the dj deck
say it with ur chest
praying to god when I take this pill
cuz It might be pressed
I gotta do my best
ruin my life and I stick to it
to see how bad it gets

runaway from all of it
it feels great to be this free
distressed garments all over me
disregard what I believe
they should know we started this
they join in and then they leave
I was fucked up off some bars
gamo belt held up my jeans
the would almost fall for it
don't believe in what u see
horror movie like its creep
she vizualize and dream bout me
idc about all these freaks
all my friends are freaks and geeks
3.5 up in this blunt
need this shit to fall asleep

I need a cigarette
im on stage im gonna ash all over the dj deck
say it with ur chest
praying to god when I take this pill
cuz It might be pressed
I gotta do my best
ruin my life and I stick to it
to see how bad it gets

lost hope im lookin forward
i know its ur order

as soon as I land  could u plug me in
different country need to buy a sim
border patrol wont let us in
im just here to make racks again
im bang ye that's my twin
run that shit up lets party man

I popout with drugs on me
I feel stuck inside this jeep
they not built for the industry
man this life is so hard for me

x3
til its over try my hardest
gather racks like a harvest

I need a cigarette
im on stage im gonna ash all over the dj deck
say it with ur chest
praying to god when I take this pill
cuz It might be pressed
I gotta do my best
ruin my life and I stick to it
to see how bad it gets

harvest [biscuit]

is it true that u feel that way?
might take some days for my mind to change
we could try cuz i feel the same
i think its all for myself to blame
x2
i can take a loss its nothing new
all they do is gossip twisting the truth
get the way i want it im forcing it to
have to feel ur touch im honest with you



is it true that u feel that way?
might take some days for my mind to change
we could try cuz i feel the same
i think its all for myself to blame

i can take a loss its nothing new
all they do is gossip twisting the truth
get the way i want it im forcing it to
have to feel ur touch im honest with you

shes the nicest i learned to like it
different mindsets i learned to fight it
the way we connect its so mindless
i know what she thinks when its silent


is it true that u feel that way?
might take some days for my mind to change
we could try cuz i feel the same
i think its all for myself to blame
i can take a loss its nothing new
all they do is gossip twisting the truth
get the way i want it im forcing it to
have to feel ur touch im honest with you

twisting the truth [with3r+rippo+sochi]

Talk to me

shouts out @buffalobang 

prod lil dovas
cover art: kbry x buffalobang

lyrics:

(lil dovas)
baby you're too cute, behöver insulin
injicerar dig som heroin
var har du varit i hela mitt liv?
ja, va har du varit i hela mitt liv?
du får mig tro att jag kan sluta på min medicin
om jag inte har dig har jag ingenting
du får mig tro att jag kan sluta på min medicin
om jag inte har dig har jag ingenting

hon har en blick som får mig att rodna
hon har cake, mm födelsedagstårta
men tror playar mig tho, känns som jag blir rånad
bipolär hon är svår att förstå ya
180 grader yeah hon ghostar
hennes synder kan jag förlåta
hon hemsöker mig som en vålnad
hon går inte att förstå nah nah

(kbry)
lost boy, innan dig jag var long gone
du var min GPS visa vägen home
been stressed out yea i been chasing clout
cursed af men jag känner mig så blessed now

kanske kan jag bli nå bättre
kicka mina meds bara du är här yea

withdrawls i can feel em
no flex, i'm jus dealing
emo thrash we a bunch of rejects
hon förtjänar mycket mer än mina side effects

(lil dovas)
baby you're too cute, behöver insulin
injicerar dig som heroin
var har du varit i hela mitt liv?
ja, va har du varit i hela mitt liv?
du får mig tro att jag kan sluta på min medicin
om jag inte har dig har jag ingenting
du får mig tro att jag kan sluta på min medicin
om jag inte har dig har jag ingenting

hon får mig att tro att jag kan sluta på min medicin
behöver ingenting förutom dig

(buffalobang)
baby jag hoppas att du känner likadant
vaknar på morgonen, men du är inte kvar
du får mitt hjärta att slå slå slå
utan dig så vet jag inte hur jag mår
jag måste dra, vi hörs sen, skriv på msn
det går ett tag, ses igen, det var längesen
klockan 5 går och lägger mig försöker sova 
men kan ej för tankarna snurrar runt dig
i mitt hem, aldrig ute
aldrig skoj, aldrig njuta
du har vapnet, får skjuta
så få mig att sluta

(lil dovas)
baby you're too cute, behöver insulin
injicerar dig som heroin
var har du varit i hela mitt liv?
ja, va har du varit i hela mitt liv?
du får mig tro att jag kan sluta på min medicin
om jag inte har dig har jag ingenting
du får mig tro att jag kan sluta på min medicin
om jag inte har dig har jag ingenting

hon får mig att tro att jag kan sluta på min medicin
behöver ingenting förutom dig

Oh what could've been (prod. silver)

Drux