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i know im so fucking gross especially in what i see
but you never cared but you never cared abt those things
that my brain disfunctions its not my fault
but im lying to myself its like a self troll
i asked myself how is it to be a loser?
then i looked in the mirror and figured it out
and now i wanna take a knife and stab it through my heart
decline my health of being active and i die in one run

just a textbook dissapointment

out of the mental hospital

stress locks me out

they was askin me like.. wat i do

but i dont wanna flex it they look at my necklace
they sayin "where u got it from?" i cant say
they sayin "u so gothic huh" well okay...
why am i the topic ummm cause i pave
and you think im so honest umm well im not
no i never wanted ya cause ur a thot
idk whats wrong with ya ru a bot?
i'm not really common uhh but you'll see lots of me around
i cut myself cause i think about success 
i havent gotton to it yet so i gotta impress
everyday i wake up i compare and i get pressed
cause i know everybody is better and im less
my heart on the floor but its rolling away slowly
couldn't fuck a whore cause then i'd think she owes me
i love myself too much yeah ur lucky if i touch
stupid bitch stupid slut dont ever get ahead of yourself
well wait thats kind of ironic cuz im ahead of myself in the ego department 
yeah im self aware as fuck and i just talked so retarded
hate the way i say shit now look what you just started
cause i know, cause i know, itll always be another fucking no
it always be another fucking show that i have to go to on my own
cause i snaked by my bros, it feels fake cause im on my phone
but its on dnd do not disturb, if i saw myself i would make me eat the curb
i dont like me but i think i just earned everything i got and i think its my turn
but oh my god its so lonely oh my god theyre all phony i swear this is fraud

self aware

It’s all kinda
Stupid, maybe we can laugh about it?
I’ve been going through it, maybe I can lie around it thugh
Stars up in my drink, now I float just like a drowning dove

See me on the edge, I don’t flinch, I just bounce
Voices in my head think there’s a glitch in the house
Fell out with myself, I’m tryna fix it now
But the mirror cracks back and says, “Figure it out”

do you wanna try again

gayle - shalisa

You must be insane to understand what's in my head
I don't want to share anything else I'd rather lie instead
And hurt me, leave me cheat and, heal me
Satan's gonna love this game Kate Moss on cocaine

Running away is better than staying
You sleep with a knife under your bed
I'm finally getting outside your head
And I don't want to remember
I don't want to remember you
You

Would you let me rot in pieces?
Would you eat my flesh?
I just don't care about it
There is nothing left
Running away is better than staying
You sleep with a knife under your bed
I'm finally getting outside your head

And I don't want to remember
I don't want to remember you
You

Kate Moss

stripe girl

what a man cyrus was, he really was unlike any other. ive been a fan since the fuxkcy days and even then you could tell he was gonna be something special. he had so much talent and passion for the game of making music and he was really a great guy.

its sad that he died hating me, but im always gonna love this man to bits for what he did for me. i used to spend hours in my room crying to his songs and he got me through every hardship and triumph i had.

rest in paradise cy, i know you're on a farm up there with the horses and cows. ill see you across the rainbow bridge big bro🌈<3

1. damn 🥴
2. 265
3. and im sorry los angeles
4. dont hmu bitch im gambling and smoking dank
5. make it worse cover
6. mad at me
7. god i love mary

fuck xanax rip cyrus #ipod mix😢📲

blood on my hands i feel so filthy
the things you have said almost killed me
lets go to the woods to my own tree

knife to my throat its over said
the things you have said while i js bled
like a parasyte inside my head
you can tell me nun its over said

everything i did for you is just a fuck up
sitting in my dark room parents said shut up
cant stop talking bout you they poison my cup

shut me down is that what you wanted
i hear your voice you got me haunted
dont you think that i never noticed
that you think that im just the oddest

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Boredom's A Beast

discontinued idk if i come back

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