Blablabla 2

Drugsta

Production: Destiny by Mounika
https://mounika.bandcamp.com/track/destiny


kingpin (prod. Mounika)

Scorn (prod. AXSTHXTIC)

Young

Pride (prod. Tobias Hayle)

sample: vancouver sleep clinic - killing me to love you
listen to the original at: https://youtu.be/ASu8C78KhKM

your body is broken but you’re trying to fight this
your arms are weary but you’re trying to hide this (x3)
i, i’ll bring you home, it’s been so long
aaah we’re fighting alone back to where we belong

if youre reading this while listening to the song, hit the "R" and the "L" on your keyboard.

free download

vancouver sleep clinic - killing me to love you (hateful remix)

follow @richard-orofino
original song: https://soundcloud.com/richard-orofino/not-old-enough
instrumental remix: https://soundcloud.com/nothateful/notoldenough

i think you've caught my sickness
you've been feeling so sad
i think you've caught my problems
you've been getting really mad
i'm not old enough to feel love
but i wanna marry her
i'm not old enough to be myself
be with people i prefer

i'm not old enough to go anywhere
go to places i don't like
i'm not old enough to grow my hair
without being so overly compared

so bury me, twelve feet deep
just let me sleep, just let me sleep

richard orofino - not old enough (hateful remix)

i dont want to do drugs anymore (prod. skel)

sample: kodaline - all i want
original: https://youtu.be/mtf7hC17IBM
(i wasn't gonna post this but it got a lot of love on twitter)

but if you loved me, why'd you leave me
take my body, take my body
all i want is, and all i need is
to find somebody, oh find somebody x2

kodaline - all i want (hateful remix)

check out @eloimmeth @guardinmusic
my first orignal ever that actually got vocals on it. 
thank you to both eloimmeth and guardin for taking their time and recording vocals for this song. you are both amazing <3
lyrics:
[eloimmeth]
cause imma be ok
yeah imma be ok
no matter what you pray for
(no matter what you wish for)

yeah imma be ok
and imma be ok
no matter all the scars i’ve got
(they just make me who i’m not)

from the ground i will rise
(from the ground i will rise)
its gonna be alright 
relapse is just a phase
under the morning rain
before the rising sun

cause imma be ok
yeah imma be ok
no matter what you pray for

[guardin]
no matter what you pray for ey

i protest everything that i feel
i don't know where i'm at but i don't think that i'm real
got a blunt in my hand just escaping the wreck
and if you want honesty, i think that i've been depressed

this marijuanas just another defect 
gettin' high till i cry that's just cause and effect
gotta prioritize get my shit together
cause i don't wanna feel like this forever

i think i'm gonna be fine
if you think otherwise gimme a sign
baby it's not your fault, you know it's mine
imma keep tryin', i'm crackin' my spine

i'll realign till i can contest
artificial happiness ain't the best 
fuck all of that it'll leave you a mess
and leak from your brain all the way to your chest

love yourself 
cause nobody else gonna do whatchu do when the sky turn blue and the sun shines thru ya window 
ya head hittin' the pillow
sproutin' like a willow yeah
sproutin' like a willow

i'm gonna be fine

spotify

i'm gonna be fine (ft. eloimmeth & guardin)

follow @heylilbear cause he is great!
i know the bass is fucked but its becaues of soundcloud so theres nothing i can do about it :/ so if you want it without that just download it and it should be fine :)
lyrics:
put the shovel to the dirt
all i feel is hurt
bury all our memories deep 
throw me in a hurst
i knew that you were the perfect one 
i checked it on my check list 
until you changed the password on my netflix
my netflix? 
i'm kidding, 
it's all my fault that were distant
i can’t go back to all those times
girl i miss them
and i miss you 
all these games
i played victim
but i hurt you
and now i can’t stand 
i’m tripping

and i keep falling
past demons that keep calling
but i'm not stalling
this time, girl i promise
i would lay it on the line for you
cry for you
put your life before mine 
swear that i would die for you 
die for you
so go ahead and put me 6 feet deep
'cause without hearing your voice
girl i swear i can't breathe
leave it all inside my grave 
just in case we still meet
in the afterlife
so you can see what we could be
i love you.

i promise (ft. lil bear)

the numbers on these songs got all fucked up in 2018. i dont have that many plays. go check drugsta(3) for organic plays

i dont want to do drugs anymore (prod. skel)

ᴅʀᴜɢsᴛᴀ(4) (2018) (botted plays)