Intro:
I just like the sound (Male)
You & I (Female)

Verse:
Demons inside of me,
part of me never wanted me.
Entirely, Sadness inside of me.
Happiness, not part of me.
My life is fucking up and I might be,
fucking up.
Always afraid of just opening up,
Paranoia always waking me up.
Now, you're just breaking me up.
Feeling lost when waking up.
In my room, out of breathe,
out of bed.
Blood dripping' red,
till I'm dead in the head with the lead.
Tired life and I'm tired of death.
Breaking apart from the death,
Breaking apart when I'm dead.
Feeling so little, feeling the grip of death on my head.
It's not feeling right, I'd rather feel nothing instead.
Just to forgive, just to forget.
My life is a fuck up, cause I am a fuck up.
Just to sober up, and be the man I ran away from.
Paranoia might be fucking me up.
Shutting me down or breaking me up.
All over town, now I'm breaking it up when waking up.
Out of bed, out of breathe.
Blood dripping red till I'm dead.
Tired of life and I'm tired of death.
Breathing out, not breathing in.
Till I'm dead.
There's nothing left, to say when I'm dead.
Just to forget what I've said.
Can you forgive, can you forget.
All of these lies, can you forget?  
(Click)
Chorus / Hook (x4):
Fucking up is just a part of me,
I don't know what the FUCK YOU want from me.

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Fuck Up (prod. XXXTENTACION x Shiloh Type Beat)

Dreadz + Rasta = DRXDSTA (Pronouced: Dreadsta) is a sonic architect blending Phonk, Cyberwave, and electronic dance music into a dark, high-octane experience. Born from glitch, grit, and neon, DRXDSTA fuses hard-hitting 808s, warped Memphis samples, and futuristic synthscapes to create tracks that hit like a drift through a cyberpunk city at midnight.

Built for the underground, inspired by the digital age — this is music for machines with soul.

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