She be on my mind when Im low

I been doing drugs and she don’t know

Always telling me to take it slow

Why she always trynna hide her phone 

Now I’m sippin lean, it helps me talk

Open up my heart to an evil love 

Breakin down my veins but that’s just fine

These scars I have the amount of times



You broke me, and it’s hurts still

You Left me standing in my own guilt 

You betrayed me and didn’t wanna 

Save me 

No emotion I can see why she hates me



Hurt 



Yea I’m sorry that I treat you like,

Dirt 



Your a star in the sky no a,

curse 



Half a bar, yea I found it in her ,

purse 



Say she love me but she know I’m the worst 



Now I’m trynna find, what is right

My wrongs undo every path I try 

Lookin in the eyes of a desperate night 

Avoiding these drugs jus to save my life

Hittin nictoine, but my ashtrays full, 

Skull filled with lead how I’ll seal my tomb 

Abuse myself I don’t see the issue

But when she put me down I can’t forgive you 

Crazy how love seems to change ur mind

crazy when it’s gone and you lose your mind 

See her across the room and she sippin wine

I be in my room hopin I might die 



I be in my  room yea I’m getting high 

I be all alone and I know why

It’s spelled on my face 

I’m not a good guy

I can treat you well

But myself I’ll try 



She be on my mind when Im low

I been doing drugs and she don’t know

Always telling me to take it slow

Why she always trynna hide her phone 

Now I’m sippin lean, it helps me talk

Open up my heart to an evil love 

Breakin down my veins but that’s just fine

These scars I have the amount of times

In My Own Guilt (Prod UNLUCKY)

lyrics

I got
White on my nails
Passed out
Woke up in hell
I won't
complain about
The things that stress me out
I'm sitting silently
Life goes
I waste away
Death notes
I secretly
Write those
It freaks them out
But when I speak out loud they neverminding me
Wait
I need a second
To curve the heart break that I dont mention
In the hallways the eyes I'm catching
The laughs they call me names its all the same
And change
I need in seconds
This month I fought hate they ISSed it
I'm just a punk they say
On drugs they think
My anxious mind is screaming

Now I'm
Close to the edge and I'm not
Comfortable it
So when I'm all gone falling down
I ask myself who gives a shit
Make me regret this spend my
Time under tension
So when this all comes falling down
I'll ask myself who gives a shit

I got
Ink in my flesh
Eyes roll
It's seeping in
I'm not
Someone they like
But all the girls they might
Im sitting quietly
Write songs
So much has changed
Typos
Increase the fame
Fake smiles
Along with friendly gestures
Who tell me that they wish the best for me
Wait
I need a friend that
Is genuine and not play pretending
I missed your text last night
Lose urgancy
For anyone that's close to me
No way
If it's the end then
Paint my coffin a bloody red tint
When I've gone to sleep
Hug mom for me
Through days and nights of screaming

Now I'm
Close to the edge and I'm not
Comfortable it
So when I'm all gone falling down
I ask myself who gives a shit
Make me regret this spend my
Time under tension
So when this all comes falling down
I'll ask myself who gives a shit

Therapy

a short and sweet classic frvr single ;)))

Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_UuaPW7q5s

Lyrics:
I don’t know if I can make it on my own
Bitch I’m dying in my room, getting high alone
If you leave, than you’ll just remind me
Of everyone else,
sever everything 
Who i phone, no one picking up
My heart covered up in cuts
From the drugs and the lust, what I’m filling in my cup
wake up back to square one

It goes back to nothing
No more love
No more friends
Need a benzo
Tell me lies that you won’t go

Telling me lies that you wont go
But im watching you leave
Why am i so used to this
Is it fucking me

SPOTIFY

it goes back to nothing (prod. iamlonely)

lyrics: i don’t even like to live the way i fucking do 
hoping the plane crashed but i survived too 
now im begging to sleep til the end of time 
to dream about those days where u were mine 
so 
i just try to find a way to get high 
neglecting my body for the 87th time 
wish that i can vibe with the others but i cant 
so im keeping quiet about my own mind 

please 
change my mind girl 
it’s eating me alive 
i’ve been tryna live just fine 
but i cannot do that shit 

please 
change my mind girl 
it’s eating me alive 
i’ve been tryna live just fine 
but i cannot do that shit 

i’ve been tryna fucking split 
from my fucking mind 
i willl do it all 
even if i fucking die 
learn from my mistakes 
look for brighter lights 
my past will always haunt me 
as long as i’m alive 

sleeping it off 
i don’t really give a fuck bout the cost 
i hate to speak about it but i know in the end it’s gonna be thoughts after thoughts 
like watch the sky 
i hear the stars in your mind 
i would have mofucking died 
if it wasn’t for ur life 

thanking the person who has saved me so many times 
i wish nothing but the best in your life 
you made my life so much more enjoyable 
i hope it doesn’t destroy you when i die 

thanking the person who has saved me so many times 
i wish nothing but the best in your life 
you made my life so much more enjoyable 
i hope it doesn’t destroy you when i die

because of you (prod. slashy)

spell on me

year of death

sorry mama

(lil throwaway)

drag my heart i don't want to sleep
playing with me while my heart beat
you can have my soul right now you don't have to handle it carefully 
i just wanna rest in peace.
all my nightmares on repeat. 
never sober baby so, don't know why u follow me...
i take these shots till im all passed out
I'm all alone but im getting to the cash now.
i just hate everybody, dont wanna talk now. 
please dont hit up my phone cause i wont answer.
people like to bother but i dont give a fuck.
i be smoking all this weed till im tearing up a lung. 
if u want to u can leave, i dont really give a fuck now. 
i guess i fucked up.
told me u love me, i know that its wrong. 
baby whats up, give me ur love but dont give me ur time. 
im feeling high, caressing my mind and im bleeding my spine. 
i wanna stay here but im getting so tired...




unknxwn I'm A Mess Again

juun🪴