Some songs I wrote/recorded between the 9th and 14th of this month (July 2024)

blowing my high

LYRICS: 

I’ve been forgotten 
Always coughing out my lungs
Smoking too often
Day after day these walls are closing in
I can’t win
I can’t feel anything
And now you’re with him
I’m sleeping on the floor again
Rotting in my coffin 
Too high to go outside or leave my room 

Where’d he go? Nobody knows, no one cares
Either hated or ignored, talking over me because you’re bored of this
Feel like I don’t exist, wouldn’t be missed if I left
And what the fuck am I living for? 
My heart’s broke and sore
And everybody’s expecting more from me
Maybe next time we’ll get it right
Let the fire burn behind my eyes every night

from the bottom of the bottom

LYRICS:

They don’t believe in me
But ya’ll can’t see like me
Waste of time, potentially fatal 
They think I’m crazy and unstable
Blow em away like smoke to the wind
I know they hate to see me win
But I’m on my own again
Too much time on my hands 
So I’ma show em

I stole your bitch, made her switch
She fucking with the fit
On the roof getting lit
Seeing you can’t rap for shit
Ripping off the greats 
Sending all the hate your way 
You fakes never got it anyway
I got em vibing inside my grave
Fuck what you say, they want a reply
How bout ya’ll fuck off and die
Fuck with the wave, but we stay with the suicidal vibes, fuck a 9-5
That’s no way to live a life, I’d rather fucking die
And you call yourself “horrorcore”, be afraid
Can’t even rap on time, sound like you a pussy
That’s for sure, you just nothing 
Just like every trash flow I’ve heard before
Ash this joint on your face
We so high we in outer space
You can’t even get a taste, LA Kush Cake
Ocean eyes, yeah, that bitch crying 
Told her that you’re just fine
But one question on your mind
Who the fuck is Dusai? 






Thanks to my brother for helping me mix/produce this and making it sound 1000x better 🔥

LYRICS:

Rolled up outta bed and I’m looking like a mess
It’s that antisocial motherfucker, back in my depressed shit
Another existential crisis, I might just cease to exist, you’ll never see me again
I gotta get the ice up out the chest
Ghost the bitch, blow smoke out the whip
All signs point to dip, shit
What a predicament turn me into Kurt Cobain
What’s next after the Glock go bang? 

Ha, I’m immortal, you can’t kill me
Bitches tried, you can always see the envy 
In their eyes, they’re wishing I would die
So it’s kinda funny when I pop back up like surprise
Take another hit, I got it kicking just to feed my drug addiction
Turn whatever I do into a motherfucking living
Don’t put the work in for no bitches
Only doing what I love 
Which is nothing but getting ya’ll 

Head banging
Now your girlfriend’s my girlfriend 
Fucking with the witchy vibes
Trauma bonding over everything you did wrong
Always wasting your time, you’re blowing my high
I’m swerving into traffic
Can’t drive straight, I’m late
I hate people in my way
Spitting flames at all you lames
It’s another day
I’m sure you found a way though 
To get me going, way to go, you’re my motivation

Fuck the police tryna catch this smoke
We get high just to die cause life’s a fucking joke
Fuck a 9-5, got me thinking suicidal thoughts
So high forgot my train of thought 
Lost soul, can’t save me
This shit makes me go crazy 
Not fucking with anybody lately
So fuck off

$u1c1d4lth0t$

Who the fuck is Dusai?

Dusai is a Florida based artist who takes inspiration from everywhere. From tattoos and weed, to broken hearts and the highs/lows of bipolar disorder. Dusai will steal your girlfriend and fuck it up somehow all in the same day. A very sensitive, but in your face artist. If you haven’t listened yet, you’re missing out, big time.