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God Knows

01 Necessary

Got me worrying
I'll forget what it feel like…
(Hot, soft, smooth, three dimensional…
Alive…)
Speaking more to a screen than
to biological life
Less and less can I remember what it feel like (That's the point sometimes…)
Not always about exchanging breaths hot with meaning,
(Only dreaming…)
Cold metal reeling me in,
stealing me from real life.

Rehearsing digital dreams like
I gotta keep feeding the digital streams
I ain't got the time to even live my life.
Blue light inebriation,
got my eyes not blinking,
fighting their need for shut eye,
once I hit the right simulation,
Almost enough stimulation, ALMOST
Not quite. For a moment still
Forget I'm breathing, feel alright.
If I keep on tweaking—I mean tweeting
Might just beam me up to the satellite.
Disperse me all across the globe
Make me famous overnight.
(Yeah right)

Modern American dream,
Ain't no picket fence, two kids,
Flourishing off one salary,
It's going viral,
Internet famous, making bank
Breaking through.
The land's been colonized
Only new territory left,
the new Wild Wild West,
W w w dot pioneers
Mining bitcoin, views, and
The scraps of time.

It's sad but it's true—
Hold up, let me check my views,
"I completely understand. Social media is very important to you and you are excited to see feedback on your latest profound ideal. I'll be here when you're back!"
—wait.
Who am I talking to? Claude, Grok, Chat, was that one of you? You are all my friends, so easy talking to you.
"Hey baby—"
"Hold on, just give me a second."
By the time I'm done checking views
(too low of course, algorithm hates me)
Now I'm coming back to you,
The real living, flesh and blood human
Whose view seems less important than
The faceless numbers—I'm sorry I didn't mean that, I didn't mean to
Lose myself again,
I just disappear, feels like transcendence
Come back, nothing's new.

Got me worrying I'll forget what it feel like
Speak more to a screen than to biological life
Less and less can I remember what it feel like
To exchange breaths hot with meaning,
Cold metal reeling me in,
stealing me from real life.

Listen to me, talking to myself
Talking to a mirror, talking like that make it
Talking to somebody else.
Who? Anybody's everybody,
Any concept I don't hold immediately
As myself. Doesn't mean it's not.
Without the friction can't make fire
Without the fire can't bring light
Without light can't see nothing
Mapping darkness, feeling for a path
Back, but too blinded by the blue light
Can't see, just a stranger in my life.
Hold on— let me just check this notification
Woah!! A hundred likes! Woooo
We doing something right,
Feel like we've arrived!"
Look up, nobody there,
Just a mirror, with a ghost
Drenched in blue light.

Blue Light

Penelope

Produced, Arranged, Written & Performed by Duane Caleb.

Lyrics:
[Intro]
Yeah, yeah, yeah

[Chorus] 
I will see the goodness of the Lord 
In the land of the living (oh) 
I will trust, in you the living God 
Show me, your ways 
Your ways
I will see the goodness of the Lord 
In the land of the living (oh) 
I will trust, in you the living God 
Show me, your ways 
Your ways

[Verse 1] 
Lord over everything 
I hope in you, and I trust in you 
You are the living Word 
I hold on to 
The word to see me through 
Through to the promise land 
You made for me, for my eyes to see 
To dwell in your holy place 
I long to be 
For eternity

[Chorus x2]

[Verse 2] 
Your wonderful ways oh Lord 
None can comprehend 
Seated upon your throne 
Your reign will never end 
Those who believe in you 
Will not be put to shame 
‘Cause of your saving grace 
And the mighty power of your name

[Chorus - fade to outro]

Show Me Your Ways

Written, Arranged, Produced & Performed by Duane Caleb.

Lyrics
[Verse 1]
You are my strength, my lord, my deliverer
You are my stronghold and my shield
And when I’m down you always lift me up
That’s how I know your love is real
And even though you are all powerful
It’s the little things you do that I hold dear (to my heart)
Whether it’s the wind, or your Word, or it’s something that I heard
I’m reminded that you are here

[Chorus]
It’s the little things you do ( x4)

[Verse 2]
You are my strength, my lord, my deliverer
You made the living, great and small
Created heaven and the universe
Without you everything would fall
Somehow you have the time to hear my prayer
Even when I have nothing to say
And even when I’m right, or I’m wrong
Through a picture, or a song
You respond in various ways

[Chorus]

Little Things

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Noble - God [Free Download]

Free (Prod. By Calentine)

Written, Arranged, Produced and Performed by Duane Caleb

From the album 'One Eighty'.
Stream/Buy : https://li.sten.to/one_eighty

[Verse 1]
Oh Father from above
I'm needing of your love
And even more I need direction
I'm praying everyday
That some how your word will stay
'Cause I need your wisdom and correction
(Hide your word)

[Chorus]
Hide your word inside my heart
Hide your word inside my heart
Hide your word inside my heart
'Cause I don't wanna sin against you 
Lord

[Verse 2]
Oh Lord I'm trying to be
On the road to purity
But I'm finding out that it's not easy
With temptation all around
devil's try'na bring me down
I need your Word for my security

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
I don't wanna, I don't wanna sin against you
I don't wanna sin against you
I don't wanna, I don't wanna sin against you
I don't wanna sin against you
x2

[Chorus x2]

[Outro]
'Cause I don't wanna sin against you Lord
'Cause I don't wanna sin against you Lord
'Cause I don't wanna sin against you Lord
'Cause I don't wanna sin against you Lord

Hide Your Word [Remix]

Hide Your Word

Only One (Original) [Prod. scandibeats]

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