Heart and soul in the raps. Keep pushing. Day at a time. Good track to reflect on my own mentals. God bless you fam. RIP to moms.

produced by: https://www.instagram.com/beats_by_vishnu/

LYRICS BELOW

[HOOK]
i can feel the spirit looming 
deadly roses steady bloomin 
hate myself my pain consumes me 
always been a worthless loser 
i can feel the spirit looming 
deadly roses steady bloomin 
hate myself my pain consumes me 
always been a worthless loser 

[VERSE]
lose myself in my computer 
rap all day, pass out & lose it   
30Xi the nothing ruler 
eyes divine see in the future 
die in my sleep like freddy, krueger 
that’s the plan, bury me in the sewers 
i thought i loved her i barely knew her 
fuck am i doin my spirit is ruined. 

[BREAK]

[VERSE]
remember days when i could love myself 
picked up percs thought drugs might help 
fuck i was wrong i’ve created my Hell 
stuck in purgatory fightin’ all that i’ve felt 
tryna run from everything that i know 
self destruction make me feel at home 
blood rushin’ thru my skin & my bones
just leave me alone, i don’t care anymore 
my body is hallow just filled with some smoke 
lookin for answers & searchin’ for hope 
don’t want your ears i just want your throat 
told her to run fore my patience explode 
i hurt everybody who touches my soul 
so don’t get close, heed my warning 
i feel like a joke & i wont see the morning 
fuck what’s the point every day is so boring 
i hope she hate me but i think she gorgeous 
just gimme a second.. 
hold me down i’m so reckless.. 
she got me infected, i cannot stop stressin 
bout some bullshit, in my-

[HOOK]
i can feel the spirit looming 
deadly roses steady bloomin 
hate myself my pain consumes me 
always been a worthless loser 
i can feel the spirit looming 
deadly roses steady bloomin 
hate myself my pain consumes me 
always been a worthless loser 

[BRIDGE]
& a worthless user, drug abuser 
briknho that’s my main producer 
hang me up & drain my fluid 
said we boys i never knew him 
mask my hate with love & humor 
tryna die inside my room 
& you should have just left me sooner 
i feel nothing without you 

[VERSE]
she cover up scars with a new tattoo 
broken heart & her friends sad too 
sit outside, idolize the moon 
open my eyes, no me & you 
i lose it all every time i wake up 
there’s comfort in sleeping cus breathing sucks 
heart get to racing i need your, touch 
but love is a burden it feels like a crutch 
opened my mind & don’t really say much 
cry all the time & can’t feel a thing, uh 
it’s cloudy today hope the rain come soon 
the world is ending still we laugh at our doom 
the end is beginning, we’re split into two
& militant too, civilians boom 
at anybody tryna make a wrong move 
can’t say i feel it but understand why
that’s just the way of this horrible life
i’m ready to die. 
30Xi

spirit (worthless loser)

LYRICS:
Hail to the Mushroom King!
Hail to the Mushroom King!
Put an end to this threat of otherworldly normies
Shut the gate, shut the gate, shut the gate
Leave us alone
They cannot be saved, they are the enemy
Give a pig a pancake and he'll only want some more of it
Give a man some power and he'll only want some more of it
Freedom was and has become the afterthought
Love your inner, kind totalitarian

I'm alone in a gray tower
I got everything to lose
So I oppress from a distance
Watchin' cringe comps on YouTube
Do you maybe think the Pope
Thinks the same way that I do?
Just wish to maximize Heaven?
Not ask what Jesus would do (What would He do?)
It's the beginning of Hell Week
And I've got the Sunday blues (ooo)
The peasants are back with their pitchforks outside my window while I make money move
An enemy with no face
Doesn't quite hit the same nerve
Side effects don't matter, long as it can stop the burn

I am the son of a duke
Yo daddy the village fool
I command ten thousand men
They all agree with my rule
Please do not make eye contact
When I am speaking to you
And remember to curtsy
When sloppy toppy concludes
I am the son of a duke
Yo daddy the village fool
I command ten thousand men
They all agree with my rule
Please do not make eye contact
When I am speaking to you
And remember to curtsy
When sloppy toppy concludes

Hail to the Mushroom King!
Hail to the Mushroom King!
Hollow bones allow for flight at first signs of scrutiny
Flap your wings, flap your wings, flap your wings
Them pussies blown away
They do not possess the correct energy
"Life or death verse my own values," I ask myself every day (every day)
We don't know the consequences of our actions 'til V-Day
Y'all who ain't so close to me just some numbers
Empathy is finite, I just count the tolls

When I come down from this tower
Fabric of a nation just bruised
I will see that I was right about all you emotionally stunted buffoons
There was never any problem
No elephant in my room
No skeleton in my closet
No good reason to like you (nope)
But change is an immature kraken
Republicans man the harpoons
Tentacles are minds of their own with real lives, yet the tribal head's what they must shoot
So all I can do is just brood
So all I can do is just brood
I've got no support system, told my psychologist how to feel

I am the son of a duke
Yo daddy the village fool
I command ten thousand men
They all agree with my rule
Please do not make eye contact
When I am speaking to you
And remember to curtsy
When sloppy toppy concludes
I am the son of a duke
Yo daddy the village fool
I command ten thousand men
They all agree with my rule
Please do not make eye contact
When I am speaking to you
And remember to curtsy
When sloppy toppy concludes
You think it's funny
Some nihilistic cringe festival
I tell ya, honey
I'm thinkin' 'bout ya more than you know
Shit hurts my tummy
The stress combined with coffee, Red Bull
Yeah, I'm makin' money
But not enough to 1-up my soul
You think it's funny
Some nihilistic cringe festival
I tell ya, honey
I'm thinkin' 'bout ya more than you know
Shit hurts my tummy
The stress combined with coffee, Red Bull
Yeah, I'm makin' money
But not enough to 1-up my soul

My skin crawls in the night like I'm Jake Gyllenhaal
But I don't want to feel nothing at all
Oh my God, he is totally me...

I am the son of a duke
Yo daddy the village fool
I command ten thousand men
They all agree with my rule
Please do not make eye contact
When I am speaking to you
And remember to curtsy
When sloppy toppy concludes
I am the son of a duke
Yo daddy the village fool
I command ten thousand men
They all agree with my rule
Please do not make eye contact
When I am speaking to you
And remember to curtsy
When sloppy toppy concludes
When sloppy toppy concludes
When sloppy toppy concludes
And remember to curtsy
When sloppy toppy concludes
When sloppy toppy concludes
When sloppy toppy concludes
And remember to curtsy
When sloppy toppy concludes

Executive Orderz

Would’ve thought you were a rookie, cause you’re picking up the cookie, Limp Bizkit, you’re a simp for the nookie.

Rookie (Joey Bada$$ Survival Tavtics Freestyle)

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ten years later... i still miss my mom and it drives me insane

please God let my life change for the better

Death Took My Best Friend (Life After The Loss Of A Loved One) Produced By Chwyyy

Trippin balls
Trippin balls 
Lifted off an eighth 
Oh what fun 
It is to get 
Higher than the 
Empire state
Oh 

Trippin balls
Trippin balls 
Lifted off an eighth 
Oh what fun 
It is to get 
So high on 
Christmas day
Oh

Walkin through 
The mall 
And im lookin for 
The place 
Where they sell
The pipes and bongs
Cuz I'm tryin
To get baked
Ha ha ha 
Smokin up all day 
See it in my eyes 
I don't give a damn
Got munchies
Lookin for some pie 
Oh

Trippin balls
Trippin balls 
Lifted off an eighth 
Oh what fun 
It is to get 
Higher than the 
Empire state
Oh 

Trippin balls
Trippin balls 
Lifted off an eighth 
Oh what fun 
It is to get 
So high on 
Christmas day
Oh

Dashin through 
The snow 
In a blacked 
Out Chevrolet 
Goin like 88 
Down back roads
Treat em like 
Highways 
Ha ha ha 
I feel like a king 
Or like a god I'll smite
Don't care bout a thing
Cuz we'll be dead 
By Christmas night
Oh

Trippin balls
Trippin balls 
Lifted off an eighth 
Oh what fun 
It us to get 
Higher than the 
Empire state
Oh

Trippin balls
Trippin balls 
Lifted off an eighth 
Oh what fun 
It us to get 
So high on
Christmas day
Oh
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Written by: camwav
Beat by: Milf_2001
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MERRY CHRISTMAS

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you're too nice 
too nice to be real
i know your type 
you and your friends ain't shit
when it matters find that you're never ever here
oh i, oh i can't forgive
you got me too high
too high thats for real
you know the signs
but when i die you won't tell
baby don't cry
don't try just live
four times 
four times inked on my skin
i know i'm broken to death
fuck your love 
you put me in this hell
bitch where you coming from again?
won't know another happiness like this
this this this this this
this this this this this

mirage - anaemya

LYRICS:

So you're done. Just remember where you can from. Okay you're done, but don't forget how far you've come.

So you're done, but just remember where you came from. Okay, you're done, but don't forget how far you've come. 

I know it's difficult, but listen out for...

Reason. Voice of reason. It comes round every season. I'm begging and I'm pleading for you to start believing. 

Reason. Voice of reason. It comes round every season. I'm begging and I'm pleading for you to start believing. 

I know it's difficult, but listen out for...

I know it's difficult, but listen out for...

So you're done. Just remember where you came from. Okay, you're done, but don't forget how far you've come. 

So you're done, but just remember where you came from. Okay, you're done, but don't forget how far you've come. 

I know it's difficult, but listen out for...

I know it's difficult, but listen out for...

Reason. Voice of reason. It comes round every season. I'm begging and I'm pleading for you to start believing. 

Reason. Voice of reason. It comes round every season. I'm begging and I'm pleading for you to start believing. 

And I know it's difficult, but listen out for...

 



Reason (Prod. LIVING PUFF x QUITAll x IOF)

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