did i say something? oh you dont know?…. it must’ve been a cry for help…


who are we?
where did i come from?
how could i? 
what have i done?
what did i let myself become?
what the fuck?
stupid wisdom
dirty bum
weak shunned
waste of cum
blind, deaf & dumb
from day one,
the regretful runt,
my parents didn’t want,
dejected reject ejected,
from my mothers cunt
lololol
fun pun
oh good god
who’s that?
no one
no uh?
no it’s
noah 🙄

often dreary gothic industrial, electronic, avant-garde, psychedelic, ambient, droning, glitchy, abrasive, synth, textured, layered, lofi, distorted, often improvised, aggressive screeching guitars, bass & drum heavy, soundscapes often running at excessive durations of time. 
meant to be listened to with an ear for detail, attention paid to the dark & foreboding lyrics delivered with vocals not meant to necessarily invoke a sense of enjoyment, because that’s not what art is for. 
art is meant to make you feel something, whether or not that feeling is good varies from person to person. 
i’m told my music is depressing, bleak & disturbing with visual pieces to match.
i can’t exactly argue with that.
however i insist there’s more catharsis to be found in my work than there is doom. 
but such a hopeful conclusion isn’t easily met, amongst themes of trauma, addiction, sex, depravity & can at times be seemingly nihilistic when not being consumed in a proper broader context. 
i never expect anyone to listen to anything all the way through, i know better than to expect that out of people. 
i’m not being a pompous douche nozzle when i say that. 
it’s true that the attention span of humans are shrinking & my inability to cater to their shrunken attention spans is going to alienate a lot of people. 
not my problem. 
listen at your leisure, blessings.
goodnight.

i go by imlavalamp or 
noah notgivingyoumylastname

email: noahliketheboatmyth@gmail.com

youtube: https://youtube.com/@noahnotgivingyoumylastname?si=Z6nT4fMXzY1dasF5

instagram: https://www.instagram.com/imlavalamp?igsh=MWt6eWphYzBzengzag%3D%3D&utm_source=qr

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