something sweet and existential :)
produced/written/recorded over the past two years
co-produced, mixed and mastered by @ezra_ost !! 

album art by Monica Hernandez 
https://www.monicahernandez.co/



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direct line to My Creator

it hit me real hard yes it knocked me down
i still got your name spilling from my mouth
you know my heart breaks when you’re not around
but you give me nightmares instead of dreams
i’m waiting on you to believe in me
oh my, even though it feels right
i’ll never get the same chance twice this i know now

oh oh mmm i’ll never forget you
oh oh mmm i’ll never let you go
oh oh mmm i could never regret you
but i won’t let you know

that it feels like
oh ah oh ah (you do it to me)
you know it feels like
oh ah oh ah (you do it to me)

the storm of your lips kicked me by surprise
i’m sitting in rain with your demon eyes
even though i’m in pain i know i’ll survive
you keep me real close then you let me go
i know it’s a game i’m your lil show
oh my, even though i stay true
i can’t say the same for you this i know now

oh oh mmm i’ll never forget you
oh oh mmm i’ll never let you go
oh oh mmm i could never regret you
but i won’t let you know

that it feels like
oh ah oh ah (you do it to me)
you know it feels like
oh ah oh ah (you do it to me)

© 2017 Candace Lee Camacho, duendita publishing [BMI]

direct line to my creator

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i want to sit down in your arms
wrap me in wonder, keep me safe and strong
i want to hear your name and recognize you as my own
bury me, beneath our home

when i first saw your light
oh it took me by surprise
now i can’t let you go
you’re the only thing i need to know

and here i am at your feet
and only you can comfort me

there’s A Voice deep inside
and it tells me that you’re my life

i want to sit down in your arms
wrap me in wonder, keep me safe and strong
i want to hear your name and feel a hum within my bones
bury me, beneath our home

i want to hold you til we see The Light
wrap you in wonder, kiss you every night
i want you to look at me and see yourself
i want to love you and no one else

oh, all i need
all i see
is You

You know, You know what i’m gonna do
You know, You know what i’m gonna say before i get to say it
(before i even say that shit)
You know my intentions, You know who i am, 

i’ma take care of the Earth, i’ma take care of the Earth
i just want to thank You, 
let’s have daughters, i want to make a better me
she’s gonna have my eyes, she’s gonna have my eyes
i want to see You

Spotify

bury me

september you are the one for me
i need your wind for my company
i need your golden sun on my face
don’t let me go take the pain away
i wanna ride you until i’m high
corduroy wrapping around my thigh

oh, oh
before winter blasts
let me be your secret
let me walk a mile for you
under the September moon (moon)

oh oh, oo, ah
where You walk is where i want to go
i just don’t know how to sort myself
You were invited

September

third single from direct line to My Creator  <3
prod. by @ezra_ost and i

hope you enjoy !!
art by Monica Hernandez
www.instagram.com/monicagreatgal

free sample pack at duendita.com :) 

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holy, holy smile
when you'd hold me as a child
tears fall down
but i know heaven holds you now
i know your soul is safe and sound

lovely full of life
all the courage in your eyes
save me now
the world is broken i'm feeling down
your love's so pure 
please send some down

Magdalena

moment of weakness
fill me with doubt
sad song i feel it
the words fall from my mouth
swimming with emotion
don’t know where to turn
drowning, unfocused
will i ever learn?
why does all of this hurt so much?

dreaming of tranquility
but anxiety might win
weighed down, no security
from this fire that’s within
i’m suffocated by my feelings
don’t know how to grow
drowning, i’m kneeling
where do i go?
why does all of this hurt so much?

hurt so much

rain
God you feel so far away
but now Your Tears are on my face
i feel Your Cold Embrace
what did i do now?
i feel sane
until You say my name
i can’t handle all the shame
my mistakes on Your Boundless Grace
You picked the wrong girl

and i don’t understand
You are thunder but You are my friend
You are perfect, You are great
why do You care for me this way?
why do You punish me everyday?
why is Your Love all i crave?
did You make me of cloud or sand?
will someone love me like You loved man?

ah oo, don’t understand
You are thunder but You are my friend
You are perfect, You are great
why do You care for me this way?
why do You punish me everyday?
why is Your Love all i crave?
did You make me of cloud or sand?
will someone love me like You loved man?

thunder

new single from my debut project "direct line to My Creator"

<3 !!! hope you enjoy
art by Monica Hernandez
www.instagram.com/monicagh_

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baby believe, i’ma get you before the grim reaper get me
i’ma come thru i wanna see that ass on bended knee
beg to me, you know i set you free
grew a garden for you, that’s what you meant to me
especially when you’d come over on a late night
smoke in your eyes too divine you were all mine

no, i don’t want to hold your hand
(no no i won’t even try, too divine too divine, i’m running through your mind)
no, i want you to understand me

come correct, show respect, i’m the one
you’re just another underneath the sun
bed full of sadness, ashes, paradise
i’m done wiping the evil from beneath your eyes

i’m with God, He’s with me, Lord on high
so you should think twice before you waste our time
running in circles, save your appetite
i’m done feeding this fever, boy you’re out of line

no, i don’t want to hold your hand
(no no i won’t even try, too divine too divine, i’m running through your mind)
no, i want you to understand me

i'ma get you

send help i’m drowning in this air
you can’t see it but it’s there
every time i sigh i’m reminded i could die in blue hands

this is a prayer for my kind
i wish you a long, long, long black life
this is for the girls that vanish in the night in blue hands

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blue hands

☁️

new single from my debut project "direct line to My Creator"

<3 !!! hope you enjoy
art by Monica Hernandez
www.instagram.com/monicagh_

FREE SAMPLE PACK AT http://duendita.com

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i’m feeling down you know i’m feeling low
i’d get so high that’s just the way it’d go
they don’t tell you when you’re young
how much it sucks to be numb

i’m feeling fine you know i’m feeling good
i got your ********** brought him back to my hood
they don’t tell you when you’re dumb
how fun it is to get lost

never forget your place
try to look up cause the answers are in your face
never forget to pray
i pray to My God and my mom cause they’re both the same
i pray for my homies
i pray for the girls that feel lonely
i pray for you, for me
for everything that ever comes my way

you know at night i pray
you know at night i pray
you know at night i pray for you
you know i pray for you
you know i pray for you

i’m feeling blue you know i’m in that mood
open my forty on the avenue 
they don’t tell you when you’re young
how much it sucks to be numb

i’m feeling big you know i’m feeling strong
i got your ********** he knows all my songs
they don’t tell you when you’re dumb
how fun it is to get lost

never forget your place
try to look up cause the answers are in your face
never forget to pray
i pray to My God and my mom cause they’re both the same
i pray for my homies
i pray for the girls that feel lonely
i pray for you, for me
for everything that ever comes my way

you know at night i pray
you know at night i pray
you know at night i pray for you
you know i pray for you
you know i pray for you

get lost with somebody before the world ends
grab the first human being you see
tell them you love them

get lost in somebody before this shit ends
grab the first human being you see
tell them you love them