Forgiving

this album is my distorted art project
it will most likely be my last release under the j1ddo pseudonym 
Im super depressed, concussed, and my ears are shot 
I hope you enjoy <3

Goths These Days

hello again chartreuse its not so 
fancy running into you this much
in dreams and such
I'm waiting for that sistine touch
so I look up high in hopes to find that
sparkle in your haunting chartreuse eyes
hope they've been dry
I wonder if your still that girl with
auburn waves the sun rays leaves you with
sunburned skin to my chagrin
that smile takes me for a while
until we meet again I think Ill...

Au Revoir Chartreuse

I remember spinning silverbacks and old cassettes
now that's like gorillas dancing in a pirouette
look how far we've gone
I feel the universe in my palms
look how far we've gone
now I can command any song I'd like to
have the things I have but still be present in my life
otherwise I'd look back wondering why I found a knife
finding where it went
counting all the time that you'd spent
missing all those sunny days
wishing that you would've stayed
spinning silverbacks

Silverbacks

wip, LMMS@Linux + Vital, Arminator & ZYN Fusion

zelectroc - I see your Face feat. emkay13d2 (WIP - early version)

Mr Squeakers

Just a little single while y'all wait for the album :)

a bit different from what I typically do

That Lunar Stare

I sense a growing distance between myself and music. New creations are a rarity, much less something enjoyable to my ear. I find, however, solace in revisiting tracks from earlier days. Remembering ideas for where to take a piece, and the feelings that bore the music. This is one such unit of songs that I felt should see the light of day. At most: propagating an energy out into the world. At the least, having something to look back on.

Atrox

I hope you like selectively microtonal 110bpm synth orchestra, because here is almost 20 minutes of it :)

This project was originally meant to be longer, but I don't want to overcook it and make it something it isn't supposed to be. It just feels finished, and I want to explore new emotional territory with other projects. 

This came from a very specific place and time, which has since changed. I've changed. 

Enjoy :)

Intrepidatious

Still In The Gutter

musicy music stuff at the midnight barbeque