prod @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

1,000 words, 1,000 days
not enough to explain all the times you were fake
locked away and now im floating in space
close my eyes and all i see is your face

i walked away from your love
all because you didnt give a fuck
you were proof that i ran out of my luck
disappear from my life cause you fucking suck

1,000 days later and i still cant forget you

you're just a memory

snow falls heavy, your heart is cold
what went wrong, i’m all alone
close my eyes, put out my hand
baby please just one more chance
i’ll take you now, no turning back
a flower in the snow, it’s all i have
what's left to offer when all is said 
and when when all is done 
you said our love is dead

flower in the snow

prod. m1qqla

{Intro]
𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙙𝙤, 𝙨𝙤 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙩

[Verse 1]
I woke up this morning feeling like I always do
I put my pillow aside, and starting looking for you
You tried running away its like you already knew
It's like you already knew

[Bridge 1]
Honestly all the shit you said to me
It get stucks in my fucking head
It's getting to me, It's getting to me

[Verse 2]
I got a two black horns, four black eyes
And everything's pitch black
I don't know where to go, you don't know?
If you hold my hand I can teach you
If you hold my hand I can teach you
We can reach into the starts
I really wanna reach into the stars
If you wanna be freed I could that
Give me all your trust and lust and maybe I could do that
And maybe, and maybe, and maybe I could do that

[Bridge 2]
Uh, maybe I could
If you help me out then maybe I could
If you help me out then maybe I could

[Verse 2]
Everywhere I go im always by myself
I'm way too paranoic, ain't nobody gonna find you
Cut the small talk, you already know Im the only thing you got
No where to stay, no where to go
Baby come back home
It sucks to let you know
Things stay the way they are
Why are you scared of me
You don't even know what Im trynna be
Give me some time don't you wanna see
This love we got ain't make believe

PARANOIC INTERLUDE

sample is bedroom community by glass beach, amazing song

here it is again
a heart of excitement in the form of a girl who hates her life
as she sits alone on the floor of her bedroom
waiting for answers, wasting time

here it is again
i wish he had substance
wish that you'd notice right from wrong
that does not concern me
im just a lil kid
playing in the snow, having fun

i hope he'll be okay, 'kay
even if you don't notice
but everybody knows he hates his life
that does not concern anyone, it's so sad
they would only care if he takes his life

and as he comes back from school its like a lock on his heart
he's trapped in these walls
he's here for an eternity
then he drops his fucking bag beside him
nobody greets him
he's just standing stupidly
run into his room and the door is locked and shut, not open, nobody ever calls him back
so he'll never leave his bedroom in this bedroom community

a girl who hates her life

go homeeee with youuu

I miss you so much I want your skin

I feel sick
I feel sick
I cant stand you no
I cant stand you no
cus you left me out to bleed
picking at ny scars so they wont heal
keep bringing me down and making it my fault
I just want to know why you still called
why you still called
is it my fault
I cant take this no more
why'd I waste my time on such a whore
I cant take this no more
why'd I waste my time on such a whore

faultlines (prod. casper’s pishogue)

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