gums w/ soleil

gone

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i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i hate being alive
slit my wrist i wanna die
wish i wasnt such a guy
stay inside like all the time
life just feels like such a pain
i really hate everything
motivation is so drained
and i really hate my face like
oooo
been so long since i have cleaned my rooom
been so long since i have made my fucking bed
i feel so made fun of by all of my friends
and
i feel so degen
i wake myself
at 1 pm
i hate this life
i think of death
but im too scared
of nothingness
im not prepared
to leave this world
i wish i was
an average girl
instead i struggle to feel real
instead i struggle to see a life where i pay bills

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaadd my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i dont know why i try
bad decisions i just cry
see incisions on my thighs
next to prickly bumps of mine
everything is strange
why do i feel so much pain
my hair feels so disarrayed
and i cannot feel okay like
i dont have like any power
feel like my life is over
only have me to blame
throw on a skirt and
run outside again
embarrassing
myself for hours
feel ashamed my shitty mood
ive fucked my life too soon
i know i’m not doing too well
i’ll end up a jisatsu girl
if i don’t grab onto myself
if i don’t lose my fucking mind without some help

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

jisatsu girl (自殺) (cover)

h4rtbrkr - sick of you

train 21

Application turndown and the house fucking bird…?

losing touch of your face
I cant think straight
losing touch of your face
I cant think straight 
left me to die all alone
stressing texting my phone
but you wouldn't answer no
took your share then you had to go
losing touch of your face
I cant think straight
losing touch of your face
is all of this my fate?
losing touch of your face
I cant think straight
losing touch of your face
is all of this my fate?
sweating, running around
getting lost in the sound 
too much tylenol
feel dizzy and then I fall
I cant think straight
losing touch of your face
I cant think straight
is  misery my fate? 
I cant think straight
losing touch of your face
I cant think straight
is misery my fate?

tylenol overdose  @ddusklore

no clue

head

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