With or without feeling

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=emaXqaYuUZ0
dutches - safe place
Produced by UNLUCKY
vocal/mix: Dutches

safe place (Prod. UNLUCKY)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nd1kPbliB4M

made this a lil bit ago.. njoy ▫︎
✗ prod.@klimlords

grind my teeth (klimlords)*2020*

"22" available on all streaming services
https://linktr.ee/duutches

22 (prod.byCian)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6bZwyCmczN0iJKaVbTtU8B?si=36c939d3ac834dcf

Fears feat. GONEGHOST (prod. zbeatz)

I made this during quarantine*2020* thank you so much for listening ❤︎

lyrics -

(chorus)
I been sick of waiting 
running out of patience
tryna find myself
yeah but I ain't had a clue 
my life a book I'm flipping pages
these words just keep erasing 
I'm falling apart, but I ain't got the glue
in my head its like a cage and 
I been stuck up in my ways
and I never know what to say
and I don't know what to do 
run around, fall on my face
gotta get out of this place 
in the end, that's what I gotta do
in the end that's what I gotta do

v.
start fresh,
get my life on track 
I never know what's next
been going day to day
picking up pieces of what's left
no words to say, just waiting for a check 
I hope an pray ya never the less 
I just sit and wait
I just sit and wait noo
going day to day
ya I never know what's next
I just sit and wait I just sit and wait too

I been sick of waiting 
running out of time 
can't think about the shit 
that's going on up in my life
find a page and then erase it
ya I just can't seem to face it
man I swear I'm going crazy 
or I'm losing my mind no

my life on pause,
I don't know 
what's going on
I swear I pressed play 
but I feel stuck rewind tho
ya I'm never going back
so I'm keeping my eyes closed 
ya I'm never going back
that's just something that I know

ya its crazy that I found myself 
up in this situation
getting harder now for me
to compromise me being patient
never been so sick of waiting
feel like I been on a playlist 
my thoughts and words they are related
I thought you should should hear me say this

if you worried then let me know
grown to impatient 
so I'm on the road 
 its getting harder for me now 
to keep it all a float )2x

(chorus)
I been sick of waiting 
running out of patience
tryna find myself
yeah but I ain't had a clue 
my life a book I'm flipping pages
these words just keep erasing 
I'm falling apart, but I ain't got the glue
in my head its like a cage and 
I been stuck up in my ways
and I never know what to say
and I don't know what to do 
run around, fall on my face
gotta get out of this place 
in the end, that's what I gotta do
in the end that's what I gotta do

sick of waiting (prod. NextLane Beats x Seph)

https://open.spotify.com/album/1nntMguYg5LSkxRrYOctth?si=Oz6vXpxNQKS2unJCJNWPWw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=43oqdYCUv7c
Produced by Cian & Ayoleybeats

lyrics:

(Chorus) 
 RIDIN’ ROUND AN NOW I FEEL I’M ON MY OWN AGAIN
FEEL ALONE UP IN MY TOWN 
I GET STUCK IN MY HEAD
I DON’T WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS SHIT 
IT NEVER ENDS NO
NO IT NEVER ENDS
NO IT NEVER ENDS

FEEL ALONE UP IN MY TOWN
I GET STUCK IN MY HEAD
I DON’T WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS SHIT
 IT NEVER ENDS

(47 STYX)
WAITING AND WAITING FOR SOMETHING TO CHANGE,
OFF OF A TAB I GOT NOTHING TO SAY
OUT OF MY HEAD 
AN IM OUTTA MY BRAIN
PEOPLE BE TESTING ME 
STAY IN YOUR LANE
FUCK THE COMMOTION
I STAY BY THE OCEAN
I STAY WHERE THE DOPE IS
YOU KNOW WHAT THEY SAY
PEOPLE GON HATE 
BUT I STAY ON MY WAY
I NEVER COULD LACK
AND IM NEVER GON CHANGE

THEY ALL GONNA FLOCK 
CAUSE I’M DOING THE MOST
HOP OUT THE CUT
AND THEY CALL ME A GHOST
WHIPPIN THE COUPE
ALWAYS STAY ON THE ROAD
THEY HATE 
AND CONGRATULATE ON THE LOW
WHO CAN I TRUST
I DONT EVEN KNOW
I DONT EVEN KNOW
NOT EVEN THE BROS
CAUSE EVERYONE FOLDS 
THEY ALL GONNA FLOCK 
CAUSE IM DOIN THE MOST
I HOPE OUT THE CUT AND 
THEY CALL ME A GHOST

I JUST SAID FUCK IT
I’LL GET TO MY BAG 
I CANNOT WORRY BOUT PEOPLE
WHO BLOCKING MY MO’ FUCKIN PATH
LOOK AT THE GAS IN THE STASH
CAN YOU JUST GET TO THE POINT
CAUSE I’M BLOWIN RIGHT PAST
HOPING THAT WE FUCKING LAST
IM FEELING BETTER
BOUT TAKING THIS SHIT TO THE MAX
I CANNOT SLEEP, IM GOING TO FAST,
GOING TO FAST

(CHORUS)
 RIDIN’ ROUND AN NOW I FEEL I’M ON MY OWN AGAIN
FEEL ALONE UP IN MY TOWN 
I GET STUCK IN MY HEAD
I DON’T WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS SHIT 
IT NEVER ENDS NO
NO IT NEVER ENDS
NO IT NEVER ENDS

FEEL ALONE UP IN MY TOWN
I GET STUCK IN MY HEAD
I DON’T WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS SHIT
 IT NEVER ENDS

NO NO ITS NEVER GON CHANGE 
FEEL LIKE IM DRINKING MY PAIN AWAY
LIFT MY HEAD UP AND SMILE
I BEEN HERE A WHILE 
I STAY REALLY QUIET 
DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY
FUCK ANYONE DOUBTING 
KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME
I FOUND MY HEAD FLOATING A MILE AWAY

SO USED TO SMOKING 
BUT NOW I BEEN CHOKING
ON PROCESSING ALL OF THESE THOUGHTS IN MY BRAIN

YEAH YEAH 
ALL OF THESE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD 

BEEN CAUSING ME PROBLEMS SO LONG
THAT I CANT EVEN FIND MYSELF 
SLEEPING IN BED

BEEN TALKING TO FRIENDS 
SOMETIMES IT FEELS KOSHER
BUT W/O NO CLOSURE 
ITS LIKE THEY DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I SAID

NO NO 
IT NEVER ENDS 
FEEL LIKE IM CRASHED TO A WALL AGAIN
FULL OF THESE EMOTIONS AND NO REGRET
MY PAST HAUNTS ME YEAH AND I CANT FORGET
TALKIN AND SWALLOWING MY FEAR OH YEAH 
 I WAS ALL ALONE THEY SAID I MADE NO SENSE
DONT START FOLLOWING ME NOW
LIKE I HAVE A CHANCE
CUZ HERE I GO TRAPPED IN MY HEAD AGAIN

YEAH NO NO 
IT NEVER STOPS
REMEMBER FEELING LIKE I WAS ON TOP 
YOU WAS JUST A BURDEN 
HELP ME FEEL UNCERTAIN
OF ANYTHING LESS THEN ME FEELING SO LOST 

IM STUCK IN MY HEAD AND NOW ITS ALL YOUR FAULT

FOUND ME SOME FRIENDS NOW IM NEVER GON STOP 

(CHROUS)
 RIDIN’ ROUND AN NOW I FEEL I’M ON MY OWN AGAIN
FEEL ALONE UP IN MY TOWN 
I GET STUCK IN MY HEAD
I DON’T WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS SHIT 
IT NEVER ENDS NO
NO IT NEVER ENDS
NO IT NEVER ENDS

FEEL ALONE UP IN MY TOWN
I GET STUCK IN MY HEAD
I DON’T WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS SHIT
 IT NEVER ENDS

Never Ends (feat 47 Styx)

With or w/o feeling coming soon ❤︎

(CHORUS)

I JUST WANT YOU TO LEAVE!
LEAVE!
I CANT SEE YOU ANYMORE!
I JUST WANT YOU TO LEAVE!
LEAVE!
ILL BE BETTER OFF ALONEE
JUST WANT YOU TO SEE!
SEE! 
IM BETTER ON MY OWN!
YOU AIN’T WHAT I NEED!
NEED!
I DON’T WANT YOU ANYMORE!

(VERSE)

ITS PRETTY CRAZY HOW YOU RAN OFF TO THE NEXT GUY
SHOWS THE PAST, MEANS NOTHING 
I’VE BEEN WONDERING WHY I TRIED
THOUGHTS GO THROUGH MY HEAD 
24/7 ALL THE TIME 
YOU DON’T EVEN CARE THOUGH
YOU DONT EVEN KNOOW

IM SICK OF FEELING FINE 
AND THEN MY PAST KEEPS CREEPIN UP ON ME
IM OKAY WHEN IM WITH FRIENDS
SOMETIMES FEEL LIKE THEY GIVE UP ON ME
DON’T WANNA THINK THIS WAY 
  
YOU JUST WALKED RIGHT OUT MY LIFE
NOW THE ONE I THOUGHT WAS MEANT FOR ME 
MAKES ME FEEL DEAD INSIDE 

(CHORUS)

I JUST WANT YOU TO LEAVE!
LEAVE!
I CANT SEE YOU ANYMORE!
I JUST WANT YOU TO LEAVE!
LEAVE!
ILL BE BETTER OFF ALONEE
JUST WANT YOU TO SEE!
SEE! 
IM BETTER ON MY OWN!
YOU AIN’T WHAT I NEED!
NEED!
I DON’T WANT YOU ANYMORE!

LEAVE! (prod. johnnyfriend x 80root)

Produced by wetgropes

lyrics:
---------
I BEEN STUCK IN MY PAST
AND CAN BARELY SEE
THE FINE LINE
THAT COMES CREEPING UP INBETWEEN
I CANT COPE DEALING W ALL THESE MESSED UP DREAMS
ITS PROBABLY HALF THE REASON 
WHY I DONT EVEN SLEEP
USED TO BE THE GUY 
THAT SOMEONE COULD COUNT ON
SICK A FEELING LIKE I NEED SOMEONE TO LEAN TOWARD
ITS BEEN 6 MONTHS
WHY IS THERE LOVE I STILL FIEND FOR
AN I BREAK MYSELF DOWN 
WHEN YOUR’E THE ONE THAT LEFT ME TORN

WHEN YOU’RE THE ONE THAT LEFT ME TORN
WHEN YOU’RE THE ONE THAT LEFT ME TORN

GOT 22 ISSUES IVE BEEN WAITING TO SOLVE EM
IN SPITE OF EVERYTHING 
IM TRYNA HANDLE MY PROBLEMS
THE PLATE THAT I WAS GIVEN 
I BEEN EATING RIGHT OFF OF 
FOUND MYSELF DIGGING A DITCH
THAT I CANT EVEN GET OUT OF 

SCREAMING SOS IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE
SCREAMING SOS IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE

SOS PLEASE
SOMEBODY HELP ME
I DONT WANNA BE SAVED 
IF NOBODY CARES ABOUT ME 
IN THE END 
WHO’S GONNA BE HERE AFTER ALL
BEEN NUMBING ALL THE PAIN
THROUGH THIS ALCOHOL 

SOS PLEASE 
SOMEBODY SAVE ME 
DON’T WANNA BE HELPED 
IF I END UP LOOKING CRAZY 
BEEN TRYNA LET YOU KNOW 
HOW I FEEL ON THE DAILY
SCREAMING SOS TIL THEY ALL FUCKIN HATE ME

SOS, SOS, I SCREAM (SOS) x5

12/22/22

SOS (feat. J-Sin)

Hoyts Ln

Produced by Zay Alexx & Dutches

lyrics:
--------
SLOWLY FADING NOW IM DRIFTING AWAY 
I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT 
WHEN I GOT NOTHING TO SAY
NOW ITS LIKE I FEEL MYSELF 
JUS FLOATING AWAY

COPING AND WAITING ON A BETTER DAY
DONT WAN’T TO FIND MYSELF 
IN A MESSED UP PLACE
TEAR MYSELF DOWN TO BE SOMEONE I HATE
WHILE MY THOUGHTS RUN IN CIRCLES 
AN JUST LAUGH IN MY FACE’

SLOWLY FADING NOW IM DRIFTING AWAY 
I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT 
WHEN I GOT NOTHING TO SAY
NOW ITS LIKE I FEEL MYSELF 
JUS FLOATING AWAY

THE WORDS IN MY HEAD EAT AWAY AT MY BRAIN
TALKIN TO MYSELF 
RUNNIN OUTTA THINGS TO SAY
LIKE IM STUCK IN CYCLE 
WITH NO OTHER WAY 
IVE LOST ALL HOPE OF ME BEING OKAY
TRAPPED IN A NIGHTMARE 
WHILE IM AWAKE 

WATCHING THESE NIGHTS TURN INTO MY DAYS 
NOW IM SLEEPING PAST NOON 
AND IM HIDING MY FACE
ILL BE GONE SOON
PLEASE GET ME OUTTA THIS PLACE
WHEN WILL I EVER STOP FEELIN THIS WAY

PUT MY LIFE ON HOLD
LIKE I PAUSED IT 
IM CAUTIOUS
TRYNA SOLVE THESE PROBLEMS 
WITH NO OPTION 
STUCK INSIDE MY HEAD 
FEEL LIKE IVE ALREADY LOST IT 
PAIN MAKING ME SICK 
AN MY STOMACH IS SO NAUSEOUS
 
THIS FEELING KILLS ME
AND ITS GETS ME IN THE WORST WAY 
DRUGS KEEP ME NUMB 
MOMENTARILY, IM HURTING
YOUR’E THE FUCKING REASON IM HERE IN THE 1ST PLACE

Floating away

Skit 0:22

Produced by Zay Alexx & Dutches

lyrics:
--------
I’M GOING OUT MY HEAD 
FEELING NUMB TO ALL THE PAIN NOW 
RUN AROUND MY TOWN 
ITS GETTING HARD ENOUGH TO LET GO

WHO I TRULLY AM
IS HARD ENOUGH TO FIND OUT
RUNNING FROM MY STRESS
GIVING UP IS NOT A CHOICE NOW

I HOPE I FIND MYSELF 
TRYING NOT TO LET GO
CUZ WHO I AM 
IS HARD ENOUGH TO FIND OUT

NO NOO NO NO (4X)
IS THIS WHO IM SUPPOSED TO BEEE
IVE NEVER FELT SO LOST YOU SEEEE

SO USED TO HAVING PEOPLE AROUND ME
WHEN IM ALONE I CAN’T EVEN BREATHE

PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE W/O YOU
IVE NEVER FELT SO LOST YOU SEE

TRAPPED IN MY HEAD
ON THE PERSON IM SUPPOSED TO BE
I BEEN TRYING MY HARDEST TO FIND OUT 
 
DOES IT MATTER, WHO I AM WHEN YOU UP AND LEAVE
BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD SINCE YOU WALKED OUT 

GOING AROUND AN AROUND 
I BEEN RUNNING IN CIRCLES
TRYNA FIND SOME PEACE
BUT STILL END UP GETTING HURT THO
WHY DO THE GOOD ONES 
ALWAYS SEEM TO COME SO CLOSE
WHEN ITS ALL SAID AND DONE
WE END UP GETTING HURT MOST

Who I am

Intro

Gone

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLPaTHZ7k8g&list=PLdhVjIAlIeDyhLmCTAqwvmdhQi36w92po&index=6
@Dutches - "show me, dont tell me"
Produced by @Lee
- a little lofi type track I put together a little while back and decided to post, let me know your thoughts.

show me, dont tell me (prod. lee)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d79-wdXBqUs
- @Dutches - never again
- Produced by @nextlane, @its2ezzy
- Vocal mixed by Dutches

never again (prod. nextlane x its2ezzy)

https://youtu.be/GMLP_UUkxDY

- @Dutches - No Reason
- Produced by @Shinibeatz
- Vocal mixed by Dutches

No Reason (prod. shinibeatz)

❤︎"WITH OR WITHOUT FEELING" EP❤︎
        
Beats/Features/Contact; Dutchesofficial@gmail.com

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