With or without feeling

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Fears feat. GONEGHOST (prod. zbeatz)

Produced by Zay Alexx & Dutches

lyrics:
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Oooo I been slowly fading 
Finally feel like I’m changing 
Ya Keep up the pace 
I’m in a race With myself 

I wanna thank all my friends 
That done wished me well
Instead of bottling up 
I’m reaching out for help 
For all the time I done wasted 
Been breaking out my shell now

Oooo I been slowly fading 
Finally feel like I’m changing 
Ya Keep up the pace 
I’m in a race With myself 

For all the time I done wasted
 been breaking out my shell noww

I been changing, changing 
(Changing, changing) 2x

(VERSE)

INSTEAD OF CRAWLING OUTTA BED
IM SEARCHING FOR THESE ANSWERS 
AS THERES DEMONS IN MY HEAD
AN IM DANCING WITH A STRANGER 
IN MY HEAD I WALT AROUND 
IN FEAR OF ALL THIS DANGER
FEEL I FINALLY FOUND MYSELF 
ITS LIKE YOU DID ME A FAVOR
 
NOW IM ON MY OWN 
A ROLLING STONE
ALL THE TIME I DONE WASTED 
WHEN I FEEL ALONE 
REMEMBER THAT IM GOING THRU CHANGES 
SO IT WONT BE LONG 
TIL I MOVE ON 
I KEEP FLIPPING PAGES 
YEAH WHERE WILL I GO 
WELL I DONT KNOW 
IM DESTINED FOR GREATNESS 
WISH I COULD MANIFEST
A LIFE THAT JUST 
DON’T HAVE ANYMORE HATRED

 I BEEN GOIN CRAZY 
AND AS OF LATELY 
FEEL LIKE IM STARTING OVER AGAIN
IDK WHAT IT IS 
JUST A MESSED UP KID
AN I BEEN GOING THRU SHIT
WITH OR WITHOUT FEELING
IN THE END OF IT
WITH OR WITHOUT FEELING 
IN THE END OF IT

Changes

Produced by wetgropes

lyrics:
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I BEEN STUCK IN MY PAST
AND CAN BARELY SEE
THE FINE LINE
THAT COMES CREEPING UP INBETWEEN
I CANT COPE DEALING W ALL THESE MESSED UP DREAMS
ITS PROBABLY HALF THE REASON 
WHY I DONT EVEN SLEEP
USED TO BE THE GUY 
THAT SOMEONE COULD COUNT ON
SICK A FEELING LIKE I NEED SOMEONE TO LEAN TOWARD
ITS BEEN 6 MONTHS
WHY IS THERE LOVE I STILL FIEND FOR
AN I BREAK MYSELF DOWN 
WHEN YOUR’E THE ONE THAT LEFT ME TORN

WHEN YOU’RE THE ONE THAT LEFT ME TORN
WHEN YOU’RE THE ONE THAT LEFT ME TORN

GOT 22 ISSUES IVE BEEN WAITING TO SOLVE EM
IN SPITE OF EVERYTHING 
IM TRYNA HANDLE MY PROBLEMS
THE PLATE THAT I WAS GIVEN 
I BEEN EATING RIGHT OFF OF 
FOUND MYSELF DIGGING A DITCH
THAT I CANT EVEN GET OUT OF 

SCREAMING SOS IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE
SCREAMING SOS IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE

SOS PLEASE
SOMEBODY HELP ME
I DONT WANNA BE SAVED 
IF NOBODY CARES ABOUT ME 
IN THE END 
WHO’S GONNA BE HERE AFTER ALL
BEEN NUMBING ALL THE PAIN
THROUGH THIS ALCOHOL 

SOS PLEASE 
SOMEBODY SAVE ME 
DON’T WANNA BE HELPED 
IF I END UP LOOKING CRAZY 
BEEN TRYNA LET YOU KNOW 
HOW I FEEL ON THE DAILY
SCREAMING SOS TIL THEY ALL FUCKIN HATE ME

SOS, SOS, I SCREAM (SOS) x5

12/22/22

SOS (feat. J-Sin)

Hoyts Ln

Produced by Zay Alexx & Dutches

lyrics:
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SLOWLY FADING NOW IM DRIFTING AWAY 
I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT 
WHEN I GOT NOTHING TO SAY
NOW ITS LIKE I FEEL MYSELF 
JUS FLOATING AWAY

COPING AND WAITING ON A BETTER DAY
DONT WAN’T TO FIND MYSELF 
IN A MESSED UP PLACE
TEAR MYSELF DOWN TO BE SOMEONE I HATE
WHILE MY THOUGHTS RUN IN CIRCLES 
AN JUST LAUGH IN MY FACE’

SLOWLY FADING NOW IM DRIFTING AWAY 
I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT 
WHEN I GOT NOTHING TO SAY
NOW ITS LIKE I FEEL MYSELF 
JUS FLOATING AWAY

THE WORDS IN MY HEAD EAT AWAY AT MY BRAIN
TALKIN TO MYSELF 
RUNNIN OUTTA THINGS TO SAY
LIKE IM STUCK IN CYCLE 
WITH NO OTHER WAY 
IVE LOST ALL HOPE OF ME BEING OKAY
TRAPPED IN A NIGHTMARE 
WHILE IM AWAKE 

WATCHING THESE NIGHTS TURN INTO MY DAYS 
NOW IM SLEEPING PAST NOON 
AND IM HIDING MY FACE
ILL BE GONE SOON
PLEASE GET ME OUTTA THIS PLACE
WHEN WILL I EVER STOP FEELIN THIS WAY

PUT MY LIFE ON HOLD
LIKE I PAUSED IT 
IM CAUTIOUS
TRYNA SOLVE THESE PROBLEMS 
WITH NO OPTION 
STUCK INSIDE MY HEAD 
FEEL LIKE IVE ALREADY LOST IT 
PAIN MAKING ME SICK 
AN MY STOMACH IS SO NAUSEOUS
 
THIS FEELING KILLS ME
AND ITS GETS ME IN THE WORST WAY 
DRUGS KEEP ME NUMB 
MOMENTARILY, IM HURTING
YOUR’E THE FUCKING REASON IM HERE IN THE 1ST PLACE

Floating away

Skit 0:22

Produced by Zay Alexx & Dutches

lyrics:
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I’M GOING OUT MY HEAD 
FEELING NUMB TO ALL THE PAIN NOW 
RUN AROUND MY TOWN 
ITS GETTING HARD ENOUGH TO LET GO

WHO I TRULLY AM
IS HARD ENOUGH TO FIND OUT
RUNNING FROM MY STRESS
GIVING UP IS NOT A CHOICE NOW

I HOPE I FIND MYSELF 
TRYING NOT TO LET GO
CUZ WHO I AM 
IS HARD ENOUGH TO FIND OUT

NO NOO NO NO (4X)
IS THIS WHO IM SUPPOSED TO BEEE
IVE NEVER FELT SO LOST YOU SEEEE

SO USED TO HAVING PEOPLE AROUND ME
WHEN IM ALONE I CAN’T EVEN BREATHE

PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE W/O YOU
IVE NEVER FELT SO LOST YOU SEE

TRAPPED IN MY HEAD
ON THE PERSON IM SUPPOSED TO BE
I BEEN TRYING MY HARDEST TO FIND OUT 
 
DOES IT MATTER, WHO I AM WHEN YOU UP AND LEAVE
BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD SINCE YOU WALKED OUT 

GOING AROUND AN AROUND 
I BEEN RUNNING IN CIRCLES
TRYNA FIND SOME PEACE
BUT STILL END UP GETTING HURT THO
WHY DO THE GOOD ONES 
ALWAYS SEEM TO COME SO CLOSE
WHEN ITS ALL SAID AND DONE
WE END UP GETTING HURT MOST

Who I am

Intro

Gone

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