[Intro]
It’s 3AM and I’m wide awake,
The ghosts of us won’t fade, won’t break.
I see the aisle, I see your face,
That dream I built, now just empty space.
White dress, slow song, you in my sight,
But you ain’t mine tonight.

[Verse 1]
I keep seein’ that wedding in my head,
Like a movie that just won’t end.
You smilin’ soft, eyes full of tears,
Sayin’ “forever” like you meant those years.
But forever turned to faded lines,
Promises lost between our crimes.
Now I’m stuck in rewind, replayin’ that day,
Wishin’ I could tear that vision away.

[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe it’s guilt, maybe it’s pain,
Maybe I just can’t wash out your name.
I keep lookin’ for peace in the past,
But every heartbeat drags me back.

[Chorus]
Why do I keep seein’ that wedding in my head?
That white veil burnin’ where our love bled.
You walked away, but I still stay,
Trapped in vows that faded to grey.
Every “I do” echoes like a ghost,
Every kiss feels like what I miss most.
Tell me why, after all we said,
I keep seein’ that wedding in my head.

[Verse 2]
I see my suit, I see your grin,
The church lights flicker, the air feels thin.
That dream we painted, bright and bold,
Now lies shattered, icy cold.
We fought too hard, we loved too fast,
Built a fire that burned too vast.
And when it all went down in flames,
I still saw you, whisperin’ my name.

[Bridge]
Every time I close my eyes,
I relive our sweet demise.
You tossin’ flowers, laughin’ wild,
And me believin’ I was your child.
Now I’m haunted by a ghost that breathes,
In every love song, in every dream.
I thought I buried you deep inside,
But the past won’t let itself die.

[Chorus]
Why do I keep seein’ that wedding in my head?
It’s like love’s ghost won’t stay dead.
Your white dress, the bells, the ring,
Now it’s all just a painful thing.
I wake up sweatin’, can’t catch my breath,
You’re dancin’ in my mind to our slow death.
Why can’t I forget what we once said?
Why do I keep seein’ that wedding in my head?

[Verse 3]
Maybe it ain’t you that I miss,
Maybe it’s the dream, the bliss.
That fairytale where love don’t fade,
Where hearts don’t rust, they just get made.
I miss the “us” that never grew old,
The warmth before the nights got cold.
But you can’t marry a ghost or a lie,
You can’t chase love that said goodbye.

[Breakdown]
The church bells ring, I hear your laugh,
Then silence cuts the memory in half.
You moved on, but I’m still there,
Watchin’ us promise what wasn’t fair.
A ring, a vow, a kiss, a tear,
Now it’s all just noise I hear.
I wish I could erase that scene,
But it’s stitched inside my dreams.

[Final Chorus]
Why do I keep seein’ that wedding in my head?
It’s time I let those visions shed.
You’re gone, and that’s okay,
Love don’t always choose to stay.
I’ll toast to what we used to be,
And set that ghost inside me free.
No more white dress, no tears unsaid,
I’m done seein’ that wedding in my head.

[Outro]
Now I’m walkin’ down a different road,
No ring, no vow, no heavy load.
You were my lesson, my heart’s test,
But baby, I’ll lay that dream to rest.
So if I see that wedding one more time,
I’ll just smile and say, it wasn’t mine.

Why Do I Keep Seeing This Wedding in My Head

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Why Do I Keep Seeing This Wedding in My Head

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