final breath

I Miss You.

Hate One An Otter

Computerwife

Leave Me Be

Death

Ignore Facts

I know it won’t last
It’s all that I got
I trade my liver
For the lack of a thought
There’s no cohesion
Or story to tell
Just a bitter person
Going through hell
The empty bottles
In my room
Are a weighted reminder
That I can’t cope
The liquor I drink 
To blur the thoughts
And distract enough
To think there’s hope
I know it won’t last
It’s all that I got
I trade my liver 
For the lack of a thought
People can’t stand me
And that’s the truth
But they’ll never hate me
As much as I do

a bitter and ugly excuse for a person

You Will Never Know Why

Milk

ᴍᴇʟᴀɴᴄʜᴏʟʏ

9-30-17.
if you love someone, please dont let them go.

letting go of what we were.

2-1-18
goodbye piano .-.
(if i cleaned everything by teen suicide *touched up*)

i need you to let me go.

download

fireflies and lightning bugs (piano version)

10-16-18
Original: she knows my soundcloud lol
Stuck in my head 
Ur so fucking stuck in my head
Wasted so much time on u
I wish we never met
Both my wrists are red
You wish i was dead
Filled with regret
It's all in my head

I wish that i 
didnt exist
Asking why 
Do i feel like this

Blowin smoke 
I start to choke
On everything
You did to me
I wish we hadn’t spoke
Smoked a blunt
Not coming down
Too much shit
On my mind right now

I wish that i 
did not exist
Asking why 
Do i feel like this

I hope you hate this
Just dont text me with
Passive aggression
Cause i'm through with it
I genuinely wish
You will get hit
By a bigass truck 
Like that mean girls bitch

keep me out of your thoughts.

a bitter and ugly excuse for a person

dweeb