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三十六計 36 stratagems

All Of A Sudden // 瞬 間

人間不值得

教我如何不羡慕
你对生活的态度
我该如何伪装
才能像你一样

我该要多虚伪
才能得到你的安慰
我想要的一切
在你身上发生

May I know how to be like you?
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Teach me how to not envy
your attitude towards your life
How should I fake myself
to become as beautiful as you

How much should I pretend
so that you would comfort me
Everything I wanted
they happened upon you

May I know how to be like you?

01. envious 嫉妒

I Was Once As Pure As The Drifting Snow 我曾经也像白雪一样纯洁

sorrow of river

sorrow of river 江河水

辣妹子 LA MEI ZI (Bootleg remix)

这个世界那么美
怎么会活得那么累
不过是想看清一切
只不过是想要被人了解

大家都一样的虚伪
没有谁会真的为了谁
只不过想在终点之前
努力让自己快乐一点

只不过想要看透自我
只不过想要好好生活

The world is so beautiful
But why am I feeling so tired
Just wanna see through everything
Just wanna be understood

We are all hypocrites
Nobody truly cares
Trying my best to be happy
before I leave this world

Just wanna see through myself
Just wanna live the life

02. desire 渴望

闭上眼睛 保持呼吸然后将所有都忘记
睁开眼睛再次迷失了自己就让我继续逃避
夜深人静自言自语对着镜子练习语气
如梦初醒憎恨自己有个念头将我唤醒

如果我离开了是否能弥补什么
后悔来不及了过去的回不来了
如果能再次看到镜子里的微笑
那这一切 都值得了

如果到那里了是否能看到颜色
是否能够快乐迎接我的会是谁呢
如今我还活着不过只剩下躯壳
一切会好的但愿你我都快乐

Close your eyes,
Keep breathing,
And forget everything

Once again you’ve lost yourself
when you opened your eyes.
So continue to escape!

In the still of night,
you talk to yourself
infront of the mirror

Some thoughts came into your mind,
It just like you awakened from a dream.
You hate yourself.

Will everything be fixedif I leave this world?
It’s too late to regret.The past is the past.

It worths it.
Only if I couldsee the smile 
from the mirror again.

Will I be seeing colours in the heaven?
Is there happiness in the heaven?
Who will be waiting for me there?

Right now I'm still alive but without a soul.
Everything will be fine.
Hopefully you and I will be happy.

thoughts 念头

“慾望受到侵蝕，行動定要受阻。就是在愛情裡我也體會到這一點。根本不存在出路，只存在幻想。幻想，這致命的東西。” — 頤和園

If one takes desire lightly, action will be constricted. It was through love I understand this, there’s no getting away from it. There are only illusion. Illusions, those lethal things. - Summer Palace

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