HEIGHT.O2R

forgetyourname

nonprofit 

mix.ztope



lyrics-
You ant got a clue 
What I went though 
All this fuckin pain that
I hold never helped
You never learned to heal 
So you learned to 
Just Pop pills I
Was only 12 when it
Happen now I miss you 

Face turned blue when I
Heard you crashed that 
Car I didn’t even get
To see you now
Im turning 18 I
Don’t even feel it
I’ve been numb to pain 
I’ve been starting at
The ceiling 


Verse 2
Nah I can’t stand the 
Silence I can hear the
Static in the air I
Can smell the sadness  fill
My lungs when no one’s
Here I Can feel the 
void in My chest disappear 
When I smoke or i 
Drink never mind I’m just
Drunk again yeah I'm drunk 
Again yeah I’m numb again 
I can feel the void
In my chest come back
Yeah it hit me like
A train wishing I could 
Go back to the old 
Days where I never felt 
Like this

18 (nevrfall)

mix.@Ztope
shout out @cyzun <3



prod.sorrow bringer

lyrics

swno-

All his friends tend to leave so He turn to a ghost
Pail skin pain deep in his
Soul heart broke and he’s rotting 
Like mold washed up on the 
Coast body cold yeah he’s been 
dead But he’s wishing for more
Body ache and he’s lossing this 
War yeah he’s hiding all his
pain in the inside yeah he
Left all the pain by his 
Bedside
by is bedside yuh everyone in 
his life turned a blind eye


Cyzun-

I’ve been through a lot 
Yeah you wouldn’t know
Take another shot 
Hide the pain it won’t show 
It will not stop 
So I lay on the road 
I don’t wanna talk 
So I’m muting my phone
I should go now
Isolate in my room I don’t go out
Soul empty as hell like a ghost town 
Staying up hella late like a night owl
All these thoughts running throughout my head
I don’t have no friends cause they leave in the end
Hate my brain wanna fill it with lead
Leave me alone cause I’m already dead

daunted w/ cyzun (sorrow bringer)

prod. dercept x ayoley

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rest in peace

i'm where you're supposed to be :/ (malloy x iof)

a song i wrote in 2019 and released in 2020. it's a song about struggling with addiction, and trying to love not only yourself, but another person. a failing relationship between two people because of addiction. the 2nd and new verse, is a letter to 14 year old me. and a memory for the older one. this song is a personal battle, the death and the aftermath of what's to come. thank you for listening.

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

verse
klonopin, ativan is what i need girl
need a xan, need a bowl, just watch me breathe girl
klonopin, ativan is what i need girl
need a xan, need a bowl, just watch me breathe girl
she never come around, when i'm on drugs
idk what to quit. is it drugs or love?
i feel like it's too much to ask
i'd say i love you, but i'll never take it back
would you take it back, if you said so?
i feel like i can ask, but i'd rather not know
on the road
run away from you
scared of love i don't know what to
do
idk what to do

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

verse 2
it's been years since i met you
and i've been trying to forget you
it's been years since i met you
and all i wanna do
is forget you
i gave it up for you, gave it up for you
i got sober for you, damn i got sober for me too
huh, i guess that's just the both of us
i guess we're growing up
go back to them days, poppin xans
i'll take another one
getting high with you, getting high with you
thought i'd OD, might just end up dyin with you
sobriety is something i could never do
i hope you're proud of me, the same way that i'm proud of you
i'm just tryna stay clean for my family
if i die young, then i'm dying happily
i don't wanna be here, not anymore
6 pills, now i'm falling to the floor

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

limbo (2022)

tarnished w/hoepless

Writing On The Walls (Hardstyle Remix)

mix. @ztope

prod.domesticsoul

lyrics-

walking on this ice I got cold feet 
Yeah you say that I’m Cold you don’t 
know Me you a fake ass Bitch no homie
spark Up then I dip Shinobi Write raps in my 
Room by my lonely spend Time by my self 
now I hate me Nah I ant ever
Care that I hate me Yuh Self mutelate 
feeling vacant there’s a whole
In my chest and Yeah I’m aching take time
From my life but you faking you ant ever 
Really care just talking Yeah you want to see
Me break not an Option in and out this
Shit like a coffin Ima shine no flex like Onyx

11:29pm (domesticsoul)

www.fawlinmusic.com

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Lyrics:

Verse (Garr)
Swallowing my tears
I built you up
I put my idols in the ground
I said too much

A long way from water
That city line is miles away
For my sake I wonder
If you're ever gonna change

(Chorus)
Make me I’ll disappear
Wish you could have it
I don't see me when I look in the mirror
I only see you on the internet
Like a silhouette
iPhone ringing
Hear it in my fuckin' head

It's already
Half past 9 on main street tonight
And I’m Fucked up driving
Got my eyes on my phone
Scrolling through your life

(Verse)
Skippin' jumprope
Need a bandaid
Struggle on the inside
Lookin' for the hallway

Blood soaked, skin rash
Cryin' at the ballgame
I dont wanna die
But it's been a fuckin' long day

(Yuh)
And it's been a fuckin' long day
And I’m sick of all of this pain
Advil, got a migrain
Fucked up seein' sideways

(Chorus)
Make me, I’ll disappear
Wish you could have it
I don't see me when I look in the mirror
I only see you on the internet
Like a silhouette
iPhone ringing
Hear it in my fuckin' head

It's already
Half past 9 on main street tonight
And I’m Fucked up driving
Got my eyes on my phone
Scrolling through your life

Verse (fawlin)
If i had a dollar for everytime you sold a lie
I would prolly use them to try and sell you one of mine
I was never better, I hope you can forget me, try
I just wanna see you run away and live a better life

Yeah, we had the passion
But with passion came aggression
And the fighting led to heartaches
All the trauma and the migraines

All the memories inside my head
Driving me straight off the edge
Even though I love you
I know you deserve somebody else

You deserve somebody better than me
I wish that I could be who you truly need
I’m sick of all these people faking shit
I just wanna live life hopeful

Chorus (Garr & fawlin)
Make me I’ll disappear
Wish you could have it
I dont see me when I look in the mirror
I only see you on the internet
Like a silhouette
iPhone ringing
Hear it in my fuckin' head

Its already
Half past 9 on main street tonight
And I’m Fucked up driving
Got my eyes on my phone
Scrolling through your life

Mainstreet (with Garr)

EK Notaufnahme T3

The distortion master is back! Sacerdos Vigilia drops a serious woofer test with the Foreshadowed Destruction EP. Better get those earplugs ready, ‘Gehoorschade’ is some absolute racket. “Waarom staat die muziek zo hard”? Because we like it, that’s why! Premonition hits you right in the feels. We couldn’t have asked for a more diverse EP. Better recognise: distortion matters!

Premonition

Dark Psychologic.mp3

"Let Me Go" Written, Produced and Engineered by Khris MOORE
Whether it's depression, anxiety or a bad relationship, this track is for you.

Let Me Go

Let Me Go [Anxiety]  (Prod. Khris MOORE)

Performed by ill Nicky 
Written by ill Nicky and Kubla Kahn 
Produced by Kubla Kahn 
Guitar by Elliott Boult 
Mixed by Billion Bassy 
Mastered by Steven Felix 
Artwork by VXZN 
Recorded at Hush Money Music 
Distributed by ill Music Group through United Masters

Hollywood

Hollywood (Prod. By Kubla Kahn)

Matthew smith


Faith. forgiveness. truth.

Writing On The Walls (Hardstyle Remix)

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