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I Just Want to Hide

Next Life Bus

Quiet Secret

Loser

I'm a freeking hot mess;
Long days alone I pass;
But the nights are longer still,
Those cold nights are longer still.

Come back and hold me again,
Can’t think straight, I’m insane;
Weight of your hate crushes my soul,
Don’t want to die before I get old.

I've been wrong and I've been tight,
I thought for once I got it right;
Then blew it all like I always do,
I blew it all like I always do.

Come back and hold me again,
Can’t think straight, I’m insane;
Weight of your hate crushes my soul,
Don’t want to die before I get old.

I know that I was holding back
The day I left, said what the heck.
I was walking with my eyes closed,
I was walking with eyes closed.

Words don’t fail me, bring the light,
I won’t survive a lonely night.

Come back and hold me again,
Can’t think straight, I’m insane;
Weight of your hate crushes my soul,
Don’t want to die before I get old.
Don’t want to die before I get old.
Don’t want to die before I get old.

Jackson Lucas ©️2025
jjacksonlucas@yahoo.com

loser _ folk

loser _ Americana

Almost Something

When it all goes wrong

Prod.  https://www.youtube.com/@indiebeats-uriya

Lyrics ///
I feel so hopeless now
Oh, do you ever wonder why?
I don't wanna go back there
Oh, do you wonder, oh, do you wonder why?

All the time I've spent
Amounts to nothing
But, anyway though how you've been?

Time and time again, I've proven to myself
I don't need no one else, please, let me bleed all by myself

Sometimes I can see right through you
How much more I have to hurt?
I don't want to be this way
I don't want to be this way for good

See right through you (Prod. Uriya)

kiss


I looked into the eyes of the goddess
And saw the birth of stars
I looked into the eyes of the goddess
And felt my ego fall apart
She showed me beauty so violent
I wept for what I'd seen
I looked into the eyes of the goddess
And dreamed a savage dream

I looked into the eyes of the goddess
And felt the earth beneath my feet
Crack open like an offering
To something ancient beneath
She holds the universe inside her
Both the mercy and the blade
I looked into the eyes of the goddess
And I was unmade

In her eyes, in her eyes
Creation and destruction intertwined
In her eyes, in her eyes
Birth and life and death combine
She is love, she is fury
She is lust, she is pure
In the eyes of the goddess
I am nothing, I am more

I looked into the eyes of the goddess
And saw my own reflection there
Every moment I have lived
Every whispered word of prayer
She smiled and it was terrifying
Beautiful beyond belief
I looked into the eyes of the goddess
And found both ecstasy and grief

She showed me power beyond naming
Showed me how small I truly am
How I'm part of everything
Part of her eternal plan
The goddess doesn't need our worship
She just is, she's always been
I looked into her eyes and understood
We've always lived within

In her eyes, in her eyes
Creation and destruction intertwined
In her eyes, in her eyes
Birth and life and death combine
She is love, she is fury
She is lust, she is pure
In the eyes of the goddess
I am nothing, I am more


Eyes of the Goddess

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