run away (neverforever)

lyrics:

everything i touch
slowly withers away
everyone ive loved 
never feels the same
got no one to trust
everyone feels fake
i just wanna run
somewhere far away
nobody will find me ill be nobody to everyone
god i hate myself younger me would hate who ive become
lonely so depressed drinking daily let my mind go numb 
im so damn pathetic im someone that ill just never love
always hated
every night sedated
unsure if i can take it
give my heart and let you break it
its what im used to
whyd i have to choose you?
whyd i have to lose you?
maybe loved you too soon
whatever that means
got me falling to my knees
beggin somebody please
give me a reason to keep on going i feel so defeated

wither (neverforever)

broken (lilpokk)

Lyrics:
im not okay but ill act like im alright
with a bottle in my hand pills to get me through the night
and some whiskey on the side
imma drink it till its dry
tell my family that i love em cause i feel im gonna die
i dont care
crying out for help but you werent there
life just isnt fair
want some fingers through my hair
calm me down when im feeling scared
only time im fine is when im impaired

liquor in my system got some pills inside my hand
fuck your new man imma kill him then ill get high off some xan
fuck your ex i know you missed him tell him about your new man
instead of using me, abusing me and still not give a damn oh

tell me the truth, did you ever love me?
have interest in me not just wanna fuck me
i know im trash i know im fucking ugly
so why me when theres so many above me
i shouldve left when i saw the signs
now im stuck thinking of you all the time
every night, when im tryna sleep
now im 10 pills down and im 6 drinks deep

all alone again, im on my own again
i went fucked it up and lost me another friend
whole time im trying my hardest to pretend
like im fine with how it ended
but im not now im sad feeling lonely
need someone to come over and come hold me
let me cry in your arms come console me
cause i just feel like no one truly knows me

impaired (wraithontheporch)

Lyrics:

Throwing up in the sink
all these bottles that i drink
when im alone i overthink
so i drink till i cant blink
then i throw it all away 
dont wanna see another day
sick of all these games you play
now my tears falling like its rain

now im nobody
see the sunlight coming up shine on my body
but the darkness in my head will try to stop me
from enjoying all the things i love
now im all alone again i fear that im not good enough for anyone
for any fucking one
now ill rot in bed alone get up and grab the gun 
and have some fun
put a bullet in the chamber
spin a couple times and aim it at my head in anger

or maybe bury me alive
the voice inside my head is where it thrives
i know no one would care if i just died
so now i wonder why the fuck i try
when nothings right im always wrong
ill block the light and sing along 
to all these sad depressing songs
it feels so right but i know its wrong
but i dont care its why i drink alone at night till im impaired
got me shouting out my bedroom window life just isnt fair
and ill scream until i lose my voice and lose all air
and youll cover me in dirt right then and there

you got me falling down
now that youre not around
ill die wont make a sound
wont catch me crying out
for help or for you
love i know that now we're through
figuring out what to do 
so i might die to learn the truth

<3

learn the truth (neverforever)

Under Your Spell (Two Loud Remix)

wax wings (adrivnn!)

lyrics:

meet me in the parking lot out back of the house
i dont wanna think about that shit right now 
pour another cup so i can figure it out
feel like i cant breathe
when you talk or shout
i dont fuck with anything or anyone at all
ive been so alone inside since u cut me off 
pop another pill in hopes that itll cure it all 
but that shit doesnt help
it make me feel like imma fall 
meet me in the parking lot out back of the house
i dont wanna think about that shit right now 
pour another cup so i can figure it out
feel like i cant breathe
when you talk or shout
i dont fuck with anything or anyone at all
ive been so alone inside since u cut me off 
pop another pill in hopes that itll cure it all 
but that shit doesnt help
it make me feel like imma fall 
meet me in the parking lot out back of the house
i dont wanna think about that shit right now 
pour another cup so i can figure it out
feel like i cant breathe
when you talk or shout

maybe you can cure me [pyctur]

Lyrics
walking thru the club i only got you on my mind
as im buying me a drink i wonder where you at tonight
cause i really want you here yuh i want you by my side
but i know that its a reach so ill drink till im numb inside
tell me why
i only think about you
and the things that we could do
just you and me inside my room
tell me why
im popping pills till i feel blue
to numb my head not stop the flu
anything to feel the truth

driving late at night im speeding off the influence
blasting all that sad shit some elliot smith
whats the meaning of life tell me why do i exist
just to feel like shit
maybe trip over a bitch
pour sum stronger in my bottle i float higher with each sip
imma never stop the grind till i got diamonds on my wrist
got some diamonds on my teeth real shiny yo girl wanna kiss
and she left yo ass home boy i know you real pissed

but i dont give a fuck
i go out and have some fun
go up buy another round dont stop till we see the sun
my glow up has just begun
young me loves who ive become
even though i hate myself and think that im an awful son

but i got friends by my side 
think theyll stay with me for life
walk inside the club i only got them on my mind
yeah they ease my anxiety they make me feel alright
i cant trip over a bitch cause i be with them all night
yeah yeah
<3333

tell me why (pyctur)

i need more (foreless)

just makin songs bout the thoughts inside my head
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i need more (foreless)

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