maniac

solo <3 @sensuku
botanica pad by @navinor

u were always near

look at me
n stay right here
ur right here		
i cant stop thinking
hide my heart, lest i feel
its not me what i fear

do you truly feel inside?
cos it hurts when you bleed our time
i dont know- im cruel and blind
hand on heart do you hear me cry?

why should i feel at fault
am i wrong just to feel at all
am i wrong just to feel your pulse

save me, i fear my own life

lest i feel

lest i feel (me, navi)

may-august

𝄞 ♩ ♪ ♪___♩. ♪ |♩ ♪ ♪___♩ 𝄇 ♩ ♪ ♪___♩. ♪ |♩ ♪ ♪___♩ 𝄂

1. solo
2. + @wesberk
3. solo
4. solo
5. + @nouvelle_angleterre
6. + @wesberk
7. + @yconi
8. + @wesberk
9. solo
10. solo
11. solo
12. solo
13. + @hartfxlt
14. + @hartfxlt
15. + @hartfxlt
16. solo
17. + @assperrr
18. + @assperrr


𝄢 ♩ ♪ ♪___♩. ♪ |♩ ♪ ♪___♩ 𝄇 ♩ ♪ ♪___♩. ♪ |♩ ♪ ♪___♩ 𝄂

summer '25 (w/ wesberk, nouvelle_angleterre, yconi, hartfxlt, asperr)

How to Become Hitori Gotoh

lyrics soon
@k4rson @lifegiverr @dinosaurslover

karson & life - honesty (dinosaur)

Special thanks: 
- Instrumental by @rewind214 & @pico-13910899
- Mastering by @soreu_u

A thousand things I can’t convey
There’s so much on mind to say
Won’t you wait... won’t you stay...
Won’t you stay?

The silence I know more each day
Your voice lingers on when I pray
Wide awake, how I lay,
You’re the one,
I crave

Time flew past,
And the tides started turning
Living life fast,
But at night I’m yearning,
Yearning to see you again,
I’m hurting
Knowing I can’t be right there,
I’m certain

I know you’ve moved on
I’m in a city that I hate,
It feels too wrong
Living life estranged for way too long
Yeah I’ve got no place where I belong, no

I want you by my side,
You in my life
For you, I would die
Baby, that’s no lie


a thousand things i cant convey (rewind + pico)

save it (hartfxlt + akura)

prod @nazzz333 x @rewind214 !!

shoutout @6vesta and my hollowed twin @1xene

@haunted_sad
i knew baby tht i could never trust u 
i knew baby tht u were a liar from the start
u broke my heart bby its all the same to me
living in a fairytale call it make believe 
i might #flatline bby what do u see in me? 
stuck in second place baby think its meant4me
idling by i been wasting all my time
im always comin back to this point tht i wna die
cryin in my head cause ik im the #issue
i wna go back 2 the better times

@6vesta
i thought u were the one for me 
blood dripping off of the sink
only tell me what u mean
why im crying all the time? 
something i dont know
im holding onto these feelings but i think i should let go 
its something different now
its something i dont feel
its something i cant show u but i promise u its real

why im lying all the time
why im falling all the time
why i give up all the time
why im cutting all the time 
x2
@1xene
in the background
background
is where i stay
yea my hearts bound
hearts bound
to this place
yeah i might drown
might drown in chardonnay
so done
so done w all this pain

take away it all
erase it all
break, girl break my fall
erase it all

ialwayswastedmytime w/ xene + vesta (rewind + naz)

mix&master: @1drms


lyrics: 

@1drms
make me go fast
u cant cop that
i cant change yea id rather make it home last
put my name up on those billboards yea yk that
yea im not the one whos crying but i should yea

make me go back
make me regret
broke my trust 
now id rather even know less
why are u like that
please explain it
i cant change you 
yea id rather change that
2x

@krion-playzey
Nein die Zeit läuft niemals backwards,
Ja ich smoke jetzt ein Backwoods
und pray für dich

Ja die Zeit läuft niemals backwards,
Ja ich smoke jetzt ein Backwoods
und pray für dich 

Ja die Zeit heilt alle Wunden
Du hast mich gefunden
In 'nem Loch es war verwunschen
Ohne dich ertrunken

Und ich habe dich getroffen
42 deine Nummer
Und du warst wie so ein Engel
Engel aus dem Boden yeah

Und ich smoke diesen Backwoods
Nein die Zeit läuft niemals backwards
Ja ich smoke diesen Backwoods
Nein die Zeit läuft niemals backwards

42 deine Nummer ja

changes +lix (1cxlie)

Pls drop anime recs guys

Thanks 4 listening!

[Lyrics]

Yeah I know ur hella doubtful baby we can all be winners
I know what I said was wrong but baby u should reconsider
And you shouldn’t be ashamed cause everyone’s been a beginner
I’m ##laughingtothebank the warning shot and then the trigger

And don’t be weird don’t stalk at all
I did more than I needed to now I see what I’ve become
You don’t have to be ashamed I’ve been there too we’ve all been dumb
And I never got to finish now I’m right back at the start

Yeah you’re going for the rest I know
Yeah you’re talkin and conversin with the best I know
This shit be getting to my head I know
It’s to the point where I just don’t even wanna talk at all

Cause I watched it fall apart
Felt like I was dying in your arms
I just don’t know where to start
I just wish you’d really listen I just wish you’d hear me out

Winners (dera)

prod @hartfxlt

Lyrics:
got this feelin in my head i cant shake it 
cant live this life bein so complacent 
u said that u loved me i knew it was a lie 
i wanna call u over even if its for a night 
need u by my side, no im not alright 
wanna hold u close but i know it isnt right 
breakin my heart as u walk thru the door 
tears from my eyes i jus let them hit the floor 

i just wanna b adored 
tell me im urs 
girl cuz im dyin here lying on the floor 
swear that i need u never wanted nothin more 
take my heart drop it off by the door 

broke my heart left me cryin on the floor 
gave u all my love but i swear u just ignore 
treat me like a doll 
only here when ur bored 
all ive ever wanted was 2 rlly be adored 

all ive ever wanted was 2 rlly be adored
all ive ever wanted was 2 rlly be adored 
all ive ever wanted was 2 rlly be adored 
all ive ever wanted was 2 rlly be 

swear 2 god i used 2 be so lovesick 
wrapped around ur finger 
now i feel that u dont give a shit 
i remember when u said u wanted this 4 life 
walkin out my life leavin tears in my eyes 
pain in my heart swear ur always on my mind 
always hear ur voice even in the dead of night 
treated me so bad i swear i dont know what was right 
stompin on my heart leavin tears in my eyes

How to Become Hitori Gotoh

dxssected

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