just gave our orders, and resumed our silence
reverted to my default of hiding behind my shyness
tried to catch her eye but it was no use
felt like the last straw and i think we both knew

turns out it was about the new person i am
different gleam in my eyes, ever since i moved back
that i seem more indifferent to life's simple pleasures
even though i know what works for me, now i couldn't be safer?

oh no oh no
world is shifting in my eyes
oh no oh no
see shit in a different light
oh no oh no
i had so much more to say
oh well oh well
it's her word i have to take

we were sitting in a restaurant and she (different she)just ignored me all day and i was torn idk if it was overdramatic or if i genuinely did something like wtf is going on

perplexing discussion about my worldviews, morals and values

@1kise
@zephyrcove
@prodjayysoul

try again 2 tbh

Maybe I’m the bad guy..

Lyrics

Girl I need you in my life
Lemme have another try
I didn’t mean to make you cry
I swear this time it’s not a lie
I’m better than that other guy
I know we argue and we fight
I know you want for me to die
But 2 wrongs don’t make a right

We should try again,
We should try again!
We should try again,
We should try again!
We should try again,
We should try again!
We should try again,
We should try again!

I tried, to make things right
But I find I’m running outta time
And I feel my heart it’s on fire
And I just don’t know why,
But I need you in my life

Girl I need you in my life
Lemme have another try
I didn’t mean to make you cry
I swear this time it’s not a lie
I’m better than that other guy
I know we argue and we fight
I know you want for me to die
But 2 wrongs don’t make a right

We should try again,
We should try again!
We should try again,
We should try again!
We should try again,
We should try again!
We should try again,
We should try again! 

Girl I need you in my life
Lemme have another try
I didn’t mean to make you cry
I swear this time it’s not a lie
I’m better than that other guy
I know we argue and we fight
I know you want for me to die
But 2 wrongs don’t make a right

Recorded 3/2/23

Pre save

Here We Go Again (P. Jayysoul X Atmxs)

with some new friends thank you @riensu @1toge
follow them:
www.instagram.com/ri3nsu/
www.instagram.com/notmanni/
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prod me once again

lyrics:
always feeling nervous yeah i never can relax
you know there's always trepidation just a feeling in my chest
and im running from my problems cos i never know whats next
really hope its not too late
i need a second to react

chorus:
i dont have any more reasons just to see you around
i just wanna hear the words that you wanna tell me
i lost my mind but u found it
why am i always so selfish
i dont need your attention
but i want it
every thought that i have always circles back to you
im so scared of you so i can never tell the truth
my heart is beating so fast i don't know what to do
im falling again and its so hard to find you

manni ✰ @1toge:
its so hard to let go
when i really wanted more now
but you wanna slow down
is this all a game to you
cause i dont really have a clue
fuck do you want me to do
did you want me to relapse
i just want my keys back
did you really mean that
theres no point if you dont feel love
so i wonder if i cross your mind
cause i dont really want to be left behind

riensu @riensu:
i've been waiting for you to come save me
cause after all we've been through you're still my safety
would you catch me again and again
dont want to pretend
but i'll be fine without you

r: she got me running back
m: she got me wanting more
r: tell me what its all for
m: tell me and ill love you more
r: lets get right to the chase
m: run around my mind like a maze
r: no text back like im not phased, at all

(chorus again)

my verse:
im way too tired to converse
guess i'll see you again
i try my best but it never works
cos you fuck up my plans
i swear im stuck in a curse
i'll never understand
im falling again
and its so hard to find you
if i had another chance i swear i'll never lose
you grazed right pass me
didnt even know its you
they told me everything is fine i really hope its true
you know its never easy but im weathering with you

want your attention w/ manni ✰ & riensu

produced by ivy cloak

mixed by me

written by osoarin @osoarin

i can see everything happening at once (ivy cloak)

prod by @okmax + @1ggbrl

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talk about (okmax + ggabriel)

prod squirlbeats & kinsage second half prod me
goin thru a lot but everyone still my bruh

bruh (emotional) (squirlbeats & kinsage & joebruh)

@55depths
@knights-ofren
guess nothing stays the same...

produced by ren <3

lyrics:
so let me in or drown me out
(let me in, let me in)
i watched this sun set from the south
(i watched it fall)
three fucking words to leave you lips
(can you say it once or twice?)
*i love you*
but never mine, only for him
(it's all i ever wanted)

and i can feel you let go
and i can feel the pain in your eyes
with nothing to say
the thought of your face
guess nothing stays the same

so what do you wanna do about this?
there's nothing really new about it
i'm bleeding slowly on the bedroom floor
(on the floor)
and tell me what you think about it
there's something you should know about him
(it's all i ever wanted, it's all i ever wanted)
i'm bleeding softly on the bedroom floor

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all i ever wanted (knightsofren)

guitar by MelonMusik
https://www.instagram.com/melonmusik 
prod me =/
___________________________________
lyrics:
swear that i got it all figured out
needed a sec to catch my breath
had my back, where are you now?
i'm getting close to giving out

my head is getting light
and my eyes are blacking out
every word you speak
just keeps on filling me w/ doubt
i dont wanna talk
cuz everytime i do we fight
i personally feel that it is
just a waste of time

IM LOST
MISPLACED MY HEART
NOW I'LL WAIT, DECAY
NOW WE'RE BOTH SHARING OUR DNA 
going back n forth, its just not okay
another day
 
i try to reach out to you
yet you pretend im not there
and in the end i think to myself
does anyone even care
why do good things always end
right as i lift my hair
i feel as if its just a trick
to make me sit and stare

a better me better evolve
im losing more friends 
and now i'm losing myself
im waiting for a new me to grow
i needa improve, isolate & learn

swear that i got it all figured out
needed a sec to catch my breath
had my back, where are you now?
i'm this close to giving out
___________________________________
inspo : https://soundcloud.com/heylog/thanks

decay

считаю+скучаю

lyrics

[maesk]
wish u knew that words cannot describe to where i'm drifting
i replay the days like memorised hieroglyphics
i can see the layers peeling back, i'm tripping on visions
i promise it's just oxygen i breathe, but something isn't sitting

i was guided to the centre of the temple
and i forgot all the shit i went through
this is not the time when trying to code 
all these messages I sent you

'coz i didn't mean it, i concede it
maybe i was seething
I built all my value on this subject 
when I never wanted to leave you

this should not be mentioned x5

if this world is so priceless, why's there a price on top of my head
step
step inside my mode and then i float in to my bed
wake up spewing garbage, I'm going to fight for the thread
every time i put a piece together i get an aching in my head

[avxid]
everytime im here 
i think bout going home
and this life could be so normal
if u would let me flow
and im sitting in my bed and losing sleep 
all on my own
i havent ate since yesterday 
that how life goes

ive been stuck 
trapped in this cycle i loathe
and u dont need to tell me it again
i already know
everytime im in this pit of hell it gets so cold
and i choose to be complacent till my extremities are frozen

wintr

wintr ft avxid (wstd x flesh)

green

let me be me i dont want to be him anymore

i can see everything happening at once (ivy cloak)

dying for the sake of art

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