@howruguts
@diverseffa
@black.candle.cult

Cover art by @tamagork

BLACK LUNG NIGHTS -<3GUTS x DIVERSE

callYa.m4a

(prod.encore)
Lyrics-
LONELY NIGHTS INSIDE MY HEAD 
BLOOD RUSH AS I PUFF ON SESH 
INSOMNIA I GET NO REST
FUCK MY LIFE ITS FOR THE BEST
HOLD YOU TIGHT INSIDE MY BED 
U REST WELL ILL PLAY CASETTES
INSONMIA I GET NO REST
PASS THE KNIFE AND CARVE MY CHEST   
 
THE MORE I BLEED IS THE MORE I SEE 
YOUR TELLING ME TO LEAVE I GUESS NO1 WANTS ME 
NO1 WANTS ME 
GIRL I DO REALLY HEAR THEM VOICES 
OVERTAKING AND MAKING ALL MY CHOICES
STAND RIGHT BY PICKING OUT MY POISON

LONELY NIGHTS INSIDE MY HEAD 
BLOOD RUSH AS I PUFF ON SESH 
INSOMNIA I GET NO REST
FUCK MY LIFE ITS FOR THE BEST
HOLD YOU TIGHT INSIDE MY BED 
U REST WELL ILL PLAY CASETTES
INSONMIA I GET NO REST
PASS THE KNIFE AND CARVE MY CHEST 

IT SEEMS TO BE 
THAT U DONT SEE
THE WAY I SEE 
SO LET ME BE 
NO GIRL 
NO GIRL 
REALLY HAD TO DO THIS
HOLD YOU TIGHT INSIDE MY BED 
U REST WELL ILL PLAY CASETTES
INSONMIA I GET NO REST
PASS THE KNIFE AND CARVE MY CHEST

insomnia+NO REST :/(prod.encore)

thanks to @deadfishpoland for have saved this Tuesday's song

[hook]
I don't need you
you just want to fool me
Don't come back to me
If you'on really want me
I don't feel you
I don't love you anymore
All my feelings now are gone
Stop fuck hitting up my phone girl
x2

[verse(deadfish)]
I don't need you
you never said back anything like "love u"
stop hitting up my phone, nothing's there to stop u
from fucking killing me

When you have said that we are fine
we were looking at the stars
when you've walked past me that first time
I thought that u could shine
and show me where's the light
in my dark and shady life
man that was a mistake
to keep believing that all was fine
keep on trying
now I'm crying

[hook]
I don't need you
you just want to fool me
Don't come back to me
If you don't really want me
I don't feel you
I don't love you anymore
All my feelings now are gone
Stop fuck hitting up my phone girl
x2

i don't need you ft. deadfish [prod. myhzy]

thanks to @frvrndalwys for this collab, love him so much <3

Lyrics: 
[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on

[verse: frvr&alwys]
Help me I'm dying
I said I'd be fine I was lying
'Cause I knew from the start you were leaving
But I can't move on from this feelings
Stung when you left
Numb now that you're gone
My heart hurts theres no point in moving on
I'm fucked up so I make another song
You weren't there when I was not strong

[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on

[verse: gothurted]
I'm trying to moving on
But you're always on my mind
I feel so fucking low
Even when I'm always fine 
I swear I've never meant to hurt you
Shawty I would never
I think I'll never leave you
Doesn't matter what you will say  

[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on
I'm trying to moving on

STREAM

moving on ft. frvr&alwys [prod. metlast]

Lyrics:

I never wanted a house in the hills
I just want mama to get off them pills
I’m getting money i made it right back
I’m hurting bad but i'm still on my path
All of my friends are still getting high
No bigger picture ,no thoughts when they die
They talk about money but they never try
No legacy ,they will leave nothing behind
I remember, the parties got old
I keep on running  still chasing my soul
One day i’ll buy my parents that home 
Dig up my grave and bury my bones
I might be lonely but i am not sad
say i dont love u but u did not ask
I’m getting money i’m counting my bills
I feel my destiny i’m getting chills

Yeah I'm Lonely Now
Yeah I keep it down
Yeah I keep it down
Yeah I'm Lonely Now
Yeah I'm Lonely Now
Yeah I keep it down
Yeah I keep it down
I know, 
look me in my eyes
take me by surprise
yeah i got it on my mind
you need to realize
that we living separate lives
died a thousand times
take me back in time.

Lonely Now [prod.Heart Junkie]

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/1j8t8A4krKHHz1QBjr4yfk

itunes:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/were-satans-favorite-single/1482777010

w/ @violetelectric
prod by @hxrxkiller
mixed by @violetelectric
girl: https://www.instagram.com/xowiejones/

lyrics:
[Intro: violet electric]
You know I’m seeing through the fake shit
And all you lames that be faking
I don’t even gotta
I just lay vacant

[Hook: violet electric]
You know I’m seeing through the fake shit
And all you lames that be faking
I don’t even gotta say shit I just lay vacant fucking up a payslip
Know I’m running up a cheque
Just to keep you boys in check
And I’m fucking up you’re set like
When I come, I come correct
Don’t be jumping down my neck
When you see that I’ve got next no

[Verse: heroine diaries]
A Xanax a day to keep the demons away
I cook crack but I don’t sell it bitch I use it
I don’t give a fuck bitch the drugs I abuse it
You ain’t gotta believe me but get out my mentions
Ask me if I want more is that even a question
I might be a demon but I’ll meet you heaven
I know you an angel so why you love a demon
I’ll just break her heart no you can’t beat the feeling

[Bridge: heroine diaries & violet electric]
No you can’t beat the feeling
And I’m tryna find a meaning
Before I’m hanging from the ceiling
But don’t that sound appealing 
No you can’t beat the feeling
And I’m tryna find a meaning
Before I’m hanging from the ceiling
But don’t that sound appealing 

[Hook: violet electric]
You know I’m seeing through the fake shit
And all you lames that be faking
I don’t even gotta say shit I just lay vacant fucking up a payslip
Know I’m running up a cheque
Just to keep you boys in check
And I’m fucking up you’re set like
When I come, I come correct
Don’t be jumping down my neck
When you see that I’ve got next no

we're satan's favorite (feat. violet electric) (prod. hxrxkiller)

[Prod. HXRXKILLER] @hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
I thought she was the one back then
Now i watch everything we said fall
I wish i was everything you wanted
I wish that i could do it all

I dont know who i am at all
Im not special
my backs against the wall
I Cant let go
Cannot feel my heart in this vessel
Spirits tear apart my mental

Ive been feelin numb everyday for like a year straight 
I just want some pain so i can feel before i fade away
Smoke my life away, i dont care imma find my blade
I been getting paid for every drop of blood out of my veins
X2

Out my veins
Cant u say
Anything
Anything
I cant feel
Anything anything

I know its so hard sometimes
I understand what its like
To not know whats really real 
To not know how i should feel

Ive been feelin numb everyday for like a year straight 
I just want some pain so i can feel before i fade away
Smoke my life away, i dont care imma find my blade
I been getting paid for every drop of blood out of my veins
X2

I CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING

Prod. Drunk Girl
Cover art by @ marxandria_ on instagram

LYRICS

Why you cryin'
what do I say?
--I got vibes that I really made mistakes
I got tired, so I gotta get away
and flip the script on my fate, let me drift away
resurface when I've really made a change
lately I don't feel so great
think I gotta feel more waves
I’ve been losing my brain

So I don’t know where I’m headed, but I sure can’t stay
oh I think there’s something better
But I only know this never
Pack my bags and see some country while the times are strange
oh I need to feel some weather
I've been feeling under weather
So I’m setting off

And away

s0cliché x Drunk Girl - underweather

OFFICIAL RELEASE DATE: 26/10/20
Releasing it early on Soundcloud, I wrote this 6 hours ago and I really wanted to share it.

so don't worry, you'll never have to hear my name again
so don't worry, I’ll only be here for a sec
cus every time I wanna be something more than someone else
you wanna put me back in my place cuz I’ve lost myself

you just want attention always mention me when you hear my song
you just love the fact that it's about you, yeah I hate when you call
I bet you don't suffer the way I do when I see you in my dreams
you don't even have the guts to say you never loved me

you know that I’ll come back if you hit me up so leave me alone
I’m not worth your time and we both know that so we push me and fall
cus I can feel your gaze your cutting at my ankles like a razor
can you feel the boiling in my blood yeah I succumb to anger

I ALWAYS WANTED TO ASK WHERE I WENT WRONG WHERE I WENT WRONG
I ALWAYS WANTED TO STAY BUT IT’S MY FAULT BUT ITS MY FAULT

VHS DREAM

Producers:
prodjune
Lucid
Yeezo

LYRICS
look at how they look at me now
attention gonna boost my esteem
lost about a million pounds
and god I look so good on tv

make me pretty and orange
so I can fuck the tourists
in these parts there ain’t no shortage for schneef
and when it rains it’s pouring
can’t help with all my whoring
got a fever hiding all over me
lu-lull me to sleep with a xanny
come now, who’s your daddy
pop an addy when we land at the scene
and yeah I cheat, what of it
everybody does it
but I’m glad it’s never happened to me

welcome to the valley, where nothing is real
welcome to the valley, nobody care how ya feel

look at how they look at me now
attention gonna boost my esteem
lost about a million pounds
and god I look so good on tv

oh I love it
oh I really want it
can I touch it
can i have it for keeps
(so pretty)

make me pretty and orange
so I can fuck the tourists
in these parts there ain’t no shortage for schneef
and when it rains it’s pouring
can’t help with all my whoring
got a fever hiding all over me
lu-lull me to sleep with a xanny
come now, who’s your daddy
pop an addy when we land at the scene
and yeah I cheat, what of it
everybody does it
but I’m glad it’s never happened to me

welcome to the valley, where nothing is real
welcome to the valley, nobody care how ya feel

insomnia+NO REST :/(prod.encore)

saintkes