dog days (fewtile)

this is nothing but a lullaby
this is never what i meant i never wanna die
i won't do it again
i'll never do it again...

just a little bit of salt in the wound
it reminds me of the day we were through
every time you left me banged up and bruised
tell me was it worth it in the end? not a clue.. 
this is nothing but a lullaby
this is never what i meant i never wanna die
i won't do it again
i'll never do it again...

have you been awaiting this your whole life?
to find a boy, treat him shitty when he acts right?
lately i been getting so emotional then act fine
i swear you fucked me up, and i been fighting just to stay alive 

love is like a drug i swear i'm so addicted
love the way i feel with you it's prohibition
i can never have it; why'd you go? i miss this
never knowing why you put me on restrictions

it's best we go our separate roads
been broken since eleventh grade
my pops told me don't trust these hoes
they'll crush you til you break away

just a little bit of salt in the wound
it reminds me of the day we were through
every time you left me banged up and bruised
tell me was it worth it in the end? not a clue.. 
this is nothing but a lullaby
this is never what i meant i never wanna die
i won't do it again
i'll never do it again...

i won't do it again
i'll never do it again...

bruised [prod. jolst]

i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again

i been high as fuck but i ain't feelin shit
cuz every time you give me hell i start to breathe it in
just watch me blow out all the smoke and never speak again
you're losing all your fuckin friends; i'm never thinkin that

overthinking in my bed i'll never sleep again
you always promise me you'll stay but never keeping it
now i got another question to ask you
what's it like to have emotion surround you

i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again 

where the fuck were all these people when i needed them?
cuz i been wondering if maybe i defeated them
some sort of battle, mind is in shambles
fallin apart because the devil's a gamble

i been falling apart, its getting harder to handle
got my mind in the dust, im tearing up like a vandal
maybe i should really listen what i say
im never really here

i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again

feel again [prod. 17 letters x slayingibis]

mistaken, full emotion
fucked up and overdosing
i know i had it all
i guess im always falling
tears drop, it's always snowing
i wonder where im going
head in the clouds, i'm always smoking
head in the clouds, i'm always smoking

it's all the fuck i got
in my bed and grave i'll rot
you're all the fuck i want
you're all the fuck i want
girl i hate that
if you wanted more attention then just say that
got a lot of friends that tell me i should probably stay back
if you really loved me then you wouldnt be a trainwreck
i dont give a fuck because you're tearing up my patience

mistaken, full emotion
fucked up and overdosing
i know i had it all
i guess im always falling
tears drop, it's always snowing
i wonder where im going
head in the clouds, i'm always smoking
head in the clouds, i'm always smoking

trainwreck [prod. drma x jibaorockin]

\ lyrics /
noooo i dont know whats wrong
you're fuckin everything up, i never wanted to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

noooo you never tell me wrong
i'm left with all of these texts i ain't responding to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

and she said "don't go, you were my everything"
gave you my heart but then you break it like it's anything
retrace my steps back to you
i'll tell you everything i couldn't do

and you walked away as the leaves would fall
and i reached my arm but you didn't help
and under my skin you'll uncover and hide
the darkest place that i can reside

and i replay the moment when you leave and depart
while i just lay in my bed with open arms
and i don't wanna hurt myself again and again
but it seems like the start of the end

noooo i dont know whats wrong
you're fuckin everything up, i never wanted to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

noooo you never tell me wrong
i'm left with all of these texts i ain't responding to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

too much w/ vislyn [prod. michael harrison]

Reach out try the best that I can
Bleed out when they leave me and scram
I know that's the way that it goes
I know that they'll leave me a ghost
Maybe I'm haunted by this misery
Crying tears inside my sleep
Deep inside my skin they'll seep
I'm just another soul to reap
So I don't wanna think about the end
Or the things that I know that I should've just said
And I still suck at going to bed
Every time I lie down i'm just laying in dread
I don't wanna panic anything good in my life it just vanished I
Just can't understand it
Can't even change 'cause I'm stuck in my habits I

Run, run, where the wind blows
I can't decide so I don't care no more
Like tell me the hell was I worried about?
'cause I don't do stressing for fun
Like tell me like what do you play me for?
I wager my life with this gun
Tell the lord take care of me
'cause I don't even trust in me
I'm only tryna find my peace

Why can't they just get rid of me?

Why can't they just get rid of me?

Why can't they just get rid of me?

Reach out try the best that I can
Bleed out when they leave me and scram
I know that's the way that it goes
I know that they'll leave me a ghost
Maybe I'm haunted by this misery
Crying tears inside my sleep
Deep inside my skin they'll seep
I'm just another soul to reap
So I don't wanna think about the end
Or the things that I know that I should've just said
And I still suck at going to bed
Every time I lie down i'm just laying in dread
I don't wanna panic anything good in my life it just vanished I
Just can't understand it
Can't even change 'cause I'm stuck in my habits I

soul to reap

lip gloss w/ byekento [prod. zupehr]

all i have is nothing w/ byekento

prod by me

lyrics:


i don't wanna dance
but keep me in your circle
you don't want a friend
you want my face on your ig
innocent my ass
keep it moving
playing hard to get
I'm not losing

i don't wanna dance
but keep me in your circle
you don't want a friend
you want my face on your ig
innocent my ass
keep it moving
playing hard to get
I'm not losing


but im losing my mind
this is a war inside my head
wasting all of my time
who got me feeling like this?
i keep losing myself
im falling into the abyss
again and again and again

i got under your skin
you showed me no remorse
you looked inside my head
you see a war unfold
"overthinking is bad"
don't tell me shit about myself
and oh my god
i say 

oh my god
i'm obsessed with myself
I'm the best there is uhuh
fuck mental health
yeah imma freestyle that shit uhuh
all eyes on me
i want attention everyday uhuh

i don't wanna 
no
i don't wanna


i don't wanna dance
but keep me in your circle
you don't want a friend
you want my face on your ig
innocent my ass
keep it moving
playing hard to get
I'm not losing

i don't wanna dance
but keep me in your circle
you don't want a friend
you want my face on your ig
innocent my ass
keep it moving
playing hard to get
I'm not losing

feel again [prod. 17 letters x slayingibis]

dylan lotus

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