This and feel the same are my favs ILY 👍

I dont like your voice and i dont think i like you☹️☹️ please stop making music i dont like listening to it

shoulda blown my nose before recording lmao
hope u guys like this cuz i had so much fun making it

=lyrics=
smokin it everywhere, light up a blunt
bitches be lyin and say i cant handle it
up in the function we fuckin it up
getting so high all my lungs they be damagin
runnin for pres im the number one candidate
bitch hella bad, im prayin she let me in
if we make plans, im already canceling
yeah you already know

yeah you already know
yeah you already know
smellin like ass, someone get a candle lit
smokin on gas, we smokin on cannabis
brand new pack, lil bitch get the hang of it

2 guns
they say they be rollin up 2 blunts
fucked up, you're a nuissance
run away, find out who it was
don't believe in the karma
they'll be eating your heart up
deck your body in prada
shutting down with no startup

shutting down, no startup
cuz everyone is so toxic
coming back, samsara
now im pullin up to the moshpit
(i suggest you run)

get the fuck away from me before you make it worse
get the fuck away from me
yeah you already know

smokin it everywhere, light up a blunt
bitches be lyin and say i cant handle it
up in the function we fuckin it up
getting so high all my lungs they be damagin
runnin for pres im the number one candidate
bitch hella bad, im prayin she let me in
if we make plans, im already canceling
yeah you already know

smokin it everywhere, light up a blunt
bitches be lyin and say i cant handle it
up in the function we fuckin it up
getting so high all my lungs they be damagin
runnin for pres im the number one candidate
bitch hella bad, im prayin she let me in
if we make plans, im already canceling
yeah you already know

yeah you already know
yeah you already know
smellin like ass, someone get a candle lit
smokin on gas, we smokin on cannabis
brand new pack, lil bitch get the hang of it

all plats

already know [prod. branwen]

[LYRICS]
i wanna fall fast asleep 
i think i’ve fallen in deep 
the walls are starting to speak 
my life means nothin to me 
shit faced everyday fuck a weekend 
cant wait for the day that im leaving 
i’ve been living all the shit that im singing 
burnt out i don’t know what im thinking 

don’t wanna remember the end of the night
i was so fucked up i thought i would die 
i guess there’s a reason why im still alive
but i feel like there’s something missing inside
baby im so alone
i party with ghosts
you’ll never see them and you’ll never know
but that’s how it goes
when you’re diagnosed 
i need a drink i need a dose 
so what if i fuck up my life 
so what if im fallin behind 
i don’t think i wanna live 
i couldn’t do this again 
oh no please don’t leave me in here
(im prayin prayin)
sitting in silence 
my tongue i bite it
i been out wilding
getting lit till im dying 
i’m dying

i wanna fall fast asleep 
i think i’ve fallen in deep 
the walls are starting to speak 
my life means nothin to me 
shit faced everyday fuck a weekend 
cant wait for the day that im leaving 
i’ve been living all the shit that im singing 
burnt out i don’t know what im thinking 

thank u to @nokerbforever for mastering this song and thank you to everyone who sticks around to listen :3
this song is about my struggles with alcoholism so its a bit personal but hope u enjoy!

PARTY4GHOST

PARTY4GHOST [branwen x ryini beats]

i love my boys fr @auburnleavesfall @notkrvys

harming w/ auburnleavesfall + krvys [prod. tores x warheart]

produced by mix
thank you, everyone,
sorry its been awhile
love every last one of you <3
wish me a happy birthday :D

enjoy<33
lyrics:

Oh that's music to my ear-

I'll hold my grudge
cause you lie too much
now you're mocking me
why can't you see?

I see myself in a ditch 
filled with rocks and sand in it
will you come and pull me out of here?
I know that the end is near
It's been different since I was cured
remembering pain that I endured
been pushed in dirt so many times

how am I even alive?

I can see the light
how am I alive?
i don't wanna die
how am I alive?
I can see the light
how am I alive?
i don't wanna die
how am I alive?

I'll hold my grudge
Cause you lie too much
Now you're mocking me
why can't you see?

(how am I alive?)
(alive, alive, alive)


how am I alive?
I just wanna die
should I end my life?
should I use this knife?

thank you <3

childhood

this is nothing but a lullaby
this is never what i meant i never wanna die
i won't do it again
i'll never do it again...

just a little bit of salt in the wound
it reminds me of the day we were through
every time you left me banged up and bruised
tell me was it worth it in the end? not a clue.. 
this is nothing but a lullaby
this is never what i meant i never wanna die
i won't do it again
i'll never do it again...

have you been awaiting this your whole life?
to find a boy, treat him shitty when he acts right?
lately i been getting so emotional then act fine
i swear you fucked me up, and i been fighting just to stay alive 

love is like a drug i swear i'm so addicted
love the way i feel with you it's prohibition
i can never have it; why'd you go? i miss this
never knowing why you put me on restrictions

it's best we go our separate roads
been broken since eleventh grade
my pops told me don't trust these hoes
they'll crush you til you break away

just a little bit of salt in the wound
it reminds me of the day we were through
every time you left me banged up and bruised
tell me was it worth it in the end? not a clue.. 
this is nothing but a lullaby
this is never what i meant i never wanna die
i won't do it again
i'll never do it again...

i won't do it again
i'll never do it again...

bruised [prod. jolst]

i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again

i been high as fuck but i ain't feelin shit
cuz every time you give me hell i start to breathe it in
just watch me blow out all the smoke and never speak again
you're losing all your fuckin friends; i'm never thinkin that

overthinking in my bed i'll never sleep again
you always promise me you'll stay but never keeping it
now i got another question to ask you
what's it like to have emotion surround you

i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again 

where the fuck were all these people when i needed them?
cuz i been wondering if maybe i defeated them
some sort of battle, mind is in shambles
fallin apart because the devil's a gamble

i been falling apart, its getting harder to handle
got my mind in the dust, im tearing up like a vandal
maybe i should really listen what i say
im never really here

i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again

feel again [prod. 17 letters x slayingibis]

huge thank you to @jauntsen for making this track complete

produced by lowtyde

thank u for listening <3

means of survival; methods of coping (feat jauntsen) [prod lowtyde]

mistaken, full emotion
fucked up and overdosing
i know i had it all
i guess im always falling
tears drop, it's always snowing
i wonder where im going
head in the clouds, i'm always smoking
head in the clouds, i'm always smoking

it's all the fuck i got
in my bed and grave i'll rot
you're all the fuck i want
you're all the fuck i want
girl i hate that
if you wanted more attention then just say that
got a lot of friends that tell me i should probably stay back
if you really loved me then you wouldnt be a trainwreck
i dont give a fuck because you're tearing up my patience

mistaken, full emotion
fucked up and overdosing
i know i had it all
i guess im always falling
tears drop, it's always snowing
i wonder where im going
head in the clouds, i'm always smoking
head in the clouds, i'm always smoking

trainwreck [prod. drma x jibaorockin]

Lyrics:

one way, it's the right time
she like how i talk, i said the right line
sippin' rosé, in the nighttime
we been up all night she took a white line
i swear she so fine, she don't even need no makeup
i went to check the time, try to leave and shawty say some
i'm boutta lose my mind i don't know if i can stay up
i smoked a lil too much man i'm scared of all these fake drugs like

gettin high cuz i been kinda low
they said life been moving fast
well my life been moving slow
caught a funny feeling man i gotta go
why my ego at the ceiling but my feelings by my toes
gettin high cuz i been kinda low
they said life been moving fast
well my life been moving slow
caught a funny feeling man i gotta go
why my ego at the ceiling but my feelings by my toes

my ego's at the ceiling but the ceilings pretty low
i been broken
why'd you have to leave me in the cold
i was frozen
i'm a monster, baby, i don't show emotion
if you really wanna know what's in my head, then rip me open

i've been pushin' a hundred, you're runnin' in place
you can see my path of destruction, you're stuck in the wake
i can make a million songs, you got nothin' to say
i can't afford to be slowed down, get the f*ck out the way
tellin' you if you can't save me, there's nothin' that can
i tried so hard to pick up the pieces, there's bl**d on my hands
turned into a monster, there's no way you'll love me again
i wish i was stronger, but i guess that's just how it ends

just how it ends
i guess that's just how it ends
i guess that's just how it ends
you'll never love me again
i don't think anyone can

gettin high cuz i been kinda low
they said life been moving fast
well my life been moving slow
caught a funny feeling man i gotta go
why my ego at the ceiling but my feelings by my toes
gettin high cuz i been kinda low
they said life been moving fast
well my life been moving slow
caught a funny feeling man i gotta go
why my ego at the ceiling but my feelings by my toes

Kinda Low ft. Kennedyxoxo (drma + triazoondatrack)

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i know i'll find another way
to feel like a whole person
i need a thousand extra days
to conjure some encouragement
size me up for now
i think i'm fiending for some sentiment
could you show me how
to make good impressions so no one forgets?

you don't wanna see me when i can't get the words out
i push away the people that i care the most about
i don't even mean the shit that comes out of my mouth
i can't help but feel like everyone is out to get me
wreck me
people love to test me
acting like i'm not worth the dog shit that they stepped in
i really hate all the people who never listen
the ones that talk a lot of shit then just act like a victim
you think i'm flirting, i'm not
i got a head full of thoughts
i'm sweating bullets and i'm starting to develop a cough
i waste away in my room
bite at my skin 'cause of you
i'm better now, but honestly, that shit was just fucking rude
how could you leave it like that?
no care for who you attract
you oughta thank your false god that these teeth can retract
i'll sink them into your knee
destroy support underneath
because i'm going for the jugular, i'm never at ease

i'm never at ease...

stop
wait 'til i'm gone
i know you're aching for something you've lost
preaching to some
get through to none
what is the point of explaining myself
when everyone listens to somebody else?
wasting my breath on the anger you held
it's all my fault and i reap what i sow
you fooled me once now that's twice in a row

knee

project otw

I’m flaunting my shit yuh
There ain’t time to quit yuh
I still feel the same yuh
I guess I’m too blame yuh
Know I’m dying young huh
Bless my silver tongue yuh
It caught me my flame yuh
She thinks that I’m lame yuh

I have to agree cuz 
There ain’t much to me yuh
Just give me my drugs yuh
And show me some love hun
My life will feel fuller
In love with this poison
I’m missing like beueller
I know that I’m chosen

trainwreck [prod. drma x jibaorockin]

dylan lotus

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