Name: harming w/ auburnleavesfall + krvys [prod. tores x warheart] by dylan lotus
Duration: 2 min 37 s
Description: i love my boys fr @auburnleavesfall @notkrvys

FATHER HAS FINALLY RETURN LOVE YOU DYLAN❤️

@killvalxo </3

-lyrics-
run away, i can't go back
she's insane, now i know that
when you're around my heart stops missing
when i'm running from her bet she'll keep chasing me
when i'm running from her bet she'll keep chasing me
running from her
running from her

if you love me then you'd want me to breathe right out
and i been running out of options to feel right now
so done; i feel imperfect
so lost; just tell me im worth it

she's a crazy girl and i don't think i fuck with that
she'll keep chasing me until the world has fallen flat
i don't know what to say what you are
you always drove me insane; that's too far 

woah
woah
i been moving straight away
i been moving straight away

run away, i can't go back
she's insane, now i know that
when you're around my heart stops missing
when i'm running from her bet she'll keep chasing me
when i'm running from her bet she'll keep chasing me
running from her
running from her

all plats

chasing w/ killval [prod. tofito]

spedup by 1🤤

mix master by me

vocals
https://soundcloud.com/kryst4n/payperview-vocals-130-bminor/s-difQAkXR1rF?si=e27bf0426497488f932c3416aa5e994d&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics
if u dont feel it say that
dont lead me on dont make me feel bad
and u said u loved me did u really mean- fuck that
and before u leave and pick up ur keys
you could just say that
you didnt want me at all
u just wanna leave it all

(chorus)
like bitch i cant see at all
like whyd i trip i shouldnt care at all
weight on my chest it aint the best
and i cant breathe at all
like bitch i dont know what u want
say u want me, u dont, ur dumb
count up my bread by the end of the month
u were all I thought I'd want
one good month was all i wanted
ud have to go get him involved
cuz u know u needed someone else
i guess i wasnt that great for u
alone garnering hate for u
ur watching me like pay per view
i tried before but I fucked it up
I tried before but u fucked me up

so we'll leave it at that
i been trying to heal
its better but still bad
i know u dont feel bad
you set my heart cold but i still feel
ur caught in a lie and I wonder what was real
I blunder, u forgot the deal
and my hearts still cold
I'm walking a tightrope
I'm better off keeping my eyes closed
i wonder where the fuck my time go
no its not great for me
and im whipping i dont wanna drive slow
u had to be so damn dry though
like what was ur deal
tried hard but we couldnt be real
u didnt see me i didnt appeal

(chorus)

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i love my boys fr @auburnleavesfall @notkrvys

harming w/ auburnleavesfall + krvys [prod. tores x warheart]

produced by mix
thank you, everyone,
sorry its been awhile
love every last one of you <3
wish me a happy birthday :D

enjoy<33
lyrics:

Oh that's music to my ear-

I'll hold my grudge
cause you lie too much
now you're mocking me
why can't you see?

I see myself in a ditch 
filled with rocks and sand in it
will you come and pull me out of here?
I know that the end is near
It's been different since I was cured
remembering pain that I endured
been pushed in dirt so many times

how am I even alive?

I can see the light
how am I alive?
i don't wanna die
how am I alive?
I can see the light
how am I alive?
i don't wanna die
how am I alive?

I'll hold my grudge
Cause you lie too much
Now you're mocking me
why can't you see?

(how am I alive?)
(alive, alive, alive)


how am I alive?
I just wanna die
should I end my life?
should I use this knife?

thank you <3

childhood

i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again

i been high as fuck but i ain't feelin shit
cuz every time you give me hell i start to breathe it in
just watch me blow out all the smoke and never speak again
you're losing all your fuckin friends; i'm never thinkin that

overthinking in my bed i'll never sleep again
you always promise me you'll stay but never keeping it
now i got another question to ask you
what's it like to have emotion surround you

i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again 

where the fuck were all these people when i needed them?
cuz i been wondering if maybe i defeated them
some sort of battle, mind is in shambles
fallin apart because the devil's a gamble

i been falling apart, its getting harder to handle
got my mind in the dust, im tearing up like a vandal
maybe i should really listen what i say
im never really here

i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again

feel again [prod. 17 letters x slayingibis]

huge thank you to @jauntsen for making this track complete

produced by lowtyde

thank u for listening <3

means of survival; methods of coping (feat jauntsen) [prod lowtyde]

“tissue” is a single that explains some of kuriosity’s past experiences direct conversations with “ivy”. a prelude to the “blocklist” series

she “like tay why u gotta do that”
ivy told me imma be a star told that bitch I knew that 
I don done bad it’s official 
shawty don’t een want me on her insta 
now im cryin lookin at them pictures 
god her smile made me feel invincible 

she like “tay why u gotta do that”
u was playing fuckin wit my heart why u gotta do that??

eyes pourin, tissue. 
I’m like ivy tell me what’s the issue
oh ur parents hate u no I get u 
she wanna die 
leave 
simple. 
I’m not the guy 
she 
went to 
she like “kuri look at what I sent u”
ivy stop 
I don’t even miss u 
I get high and float on instrumentals 
do u smile when u see I hit u 
cuz i smile when i see u hit me up 
smokin loud hopin that it pick me up 
I was down who was there to pick me up 
u was down I was there to pick u up 
got me down bitch I need a pick me up 
like…

she “like tay why u gotta do that”
ivy told me imma be a star told that bitch I knew that 
I don done bad it’s official 
shawty don’t een want me on her insta 
now im cryin lookin at them pictures 
god her smile made me feel invincible 

told a hoe to go
told a hoe to
told a hoe to go 
I don’t wanna go back 
I won’t ever have her and I know that 
I’m obsessive ivy and u know that 
and u know that 
u know that.


she “like tay why u gotta do that”
(ivy stop.)
ivy told me imma be a star told that bitch I knew that 
I don done bad it’s official 
shawty don’t een want me on her insta 
now im cryin lookin at them pictures 
god her smile made me feel invincible 

screamin ivy 

screamin ivy 

screamin ivy 

im screamin ivy 

screamin ivy 

screamin ivy

tissue prod cullen + hecto

produced by mix

https://open.spotify.com/album/63yzdAg14jbopbCC1xCnSi?si=UbgFj3qxSgCvR-MNVJG2GQ

enjoy <3

lyrics-
but why? why is it we have to be so afraid of 
𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑?
are we only alive because we dont wanna die?
i wonder.. does something good ever come from 
𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐?

throwin words out there who do you think you are?
send another text bitch betchu get a new scar
talk alot of shit for someone as small as you
leavin me behind and now your actin brand new

he dont even know, i put on a show
watch his ego grow, now he lyin on the floor

the more that you try the more that youll die
turn around slowly and look me in the eye, yea
talkin all this shit boy you aint tough you should quit
ill burn you to the ground man you wont make it out of here

he don't even know, you're repulsive and it shows
hes bleedin out slow, i watch his life go

𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑-

i watch his life go-
go
go a-a-a-a-a-a

oh oh oh a-a-a oh
ah-ah oh a-a-a oh
bleedin out slow
𝐆𝐎-

the more that you try the more that youll die 
𝖒𝖎𝖝
turn around slowly and look me in the eye, ye
talkin all this shit boy you aint tough you should qu-
ill burn you to the ground man you wont make it out of here 

i wont fall, not so soon
i wont fall, not so soon
im past it all, through the universe
im past it all, through the universe

ONCE AGAIN IM AT THE TOP
I LOOK TO MYSELF WHEN ALL GOES WRONG
AND I TRY TO COPE WHEN I WRITE THESE SONGS
I KEPT TO MYSELF FOR OH SO LONG

ASCENDING NOW LIKE I SHOULD
TRY TO STAY CLOSE TO THE EARTH
FIGHTING ALL WAS IN THE PAST
REPULSIVE SOUL, WENT THROUGH ALL AND NOW IM LAST

repulsive

featuring @yungblasian
prod @01kon & @drmabeats

the beaten path 1/26

lyrics:
lyrics:
Do you want love or want drugs?
Pick your poison
I take a bump just to stop all the noises
I'm just a junkie I cannot avoid it
Wish I could restart this shit is annoying
Rehab, man I missed my appointment
Re-hashing with shawty about all my choices
We laugh in this moment, next one I'm hoisted
To a place that I shouldn't be-

Here
I hear Lucifer talk in my ear
Said I'll be right back, it's been a year
Know I promised I'll be there my dear
Don't want me to come home and it's clear to me
I threw out everything I hold dear to me
And my god only thing that put fear in me
I been screaming for help no one hearing me

@yungblasian
I fell too deep that one time
Too fucked up I don't really feel alive
Too selfish, sorry that I made you cry
Too fucked up I don't know what's in my mind
SOS
I'm more than less
I want to feel something that's more than sex
I wrote a song to get it off my chest
I know you're mad cause I'm a fucking mess
Oh, I got high
Just pick your poison
I'll buy you flowers
I know I'm annoying
Let's make it clear
I know I'm not the best for you
But I still try for you

My head hurt from the drugs, I been fucked up
Blood red squirt from my lungs, I been cutting up
I don't know why they want problems, but I been ducking slugs
I just been looking for solace, I ain't find nothing much

Here
I hear Lucifer talk in my ear
Said I'll be right back, it's been a year
Know I promised I'll be there my dear
Don't want me to come home and it's clear to me
I threw out everything I hold dear to me
And my god only thing that put fear in me
I been screaming for help no one hearing me

And I guess that's cause nobody's here
Nobody-
Nobody's here
Nobody's here
Nobody-
Nobody's here

Nobody's here
Do you want love or want drugs?
Pick your poison
I take a bump just to stop all the noises
I'm just a junkie I cannot avoid it
Wish I could restart this shit is annoying
Rehab, man I missed my appointment
Re-hashing with shawty about all my choices
We laugh in this moment, next one I'm hoisted
To a place that I shouldn't be-

PICK UR POISON w/ yung blasian

all i have is nothing w/ byekento

prod by me

lyrics:


i don't wanna dance
but keep me in your circle
you don't want a friend
you want my face on your ig
innocent my ass
keep it moving
playing hard to get
I'm not losing

i don't wanna dance
but keep me in your circle
you don't want a friend
you want my face on your ig
innocent my ass
keep it moving
playing hard to get
I'm not losing


but im losing my mind
this is a war inside my head
wasting all of my time
who got me feeling like this?
i keep losing myself
im falling into the abyss
again and again and again

i got under your skin
you showed me no remorse
you looked inside my head
you see a war unfold
"overthinking is bad"
don't tell me shit about myself
and oh my god
i say 

oh my god
i'm obsessed with myself
I'm the best there is uhuh
fuck mental health
yeah imma freestyle that shit uhuh
all eyes on me
i want attention everyday uhuh

i don't wanna 
no
i don't wanna


i don't wanna dance
but keep me in your circle
you don't want a friend
you want my face on your ig
innocent my ass
keep it moving
playing hard to get
I'm not losing

i don't wanna dance
but keep me in your circle
you don't want a friend
you want my face on your ig
innocent my ass
keep it moving
playing hard to get
I'm not losing

harming w/ auburnleavesfall + krvys [prod. tores x warheart]

dylan lotus

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