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shoegaze, alternative indie & rock

kenopsia

life imitates life

VOL. 1

scars

Synchronicities - bbdalena (prod. rick hardy)
mastered (prod.midknight)

Lyrics:

You know I would take 
All the hurt away
Know that we would make 
The greatest love escape
Could we create 
All the promises they faked
Could you be mine

The one that I've been looking for 
The kind you want more and more of
You're what I adore
Come play with me I'm bored
Ah ah ah ah

Don't wanna fall
Out of love this shit cuts deep
Don't wanna fall 
Asleep when you're not next to me
With your back against the wall
Know you're hurt been through it all
But I won't let you fall

The one that I've been looking for 
The signs that you just can't ignore 
You're what I adore
Come kiss my neck I'm yours 
Ah ah ah ah

Synchronicities

i close my eyes
im too high i cant sleep
i was alive
but dead when u found me
u became friends with the enemy
i dont like the way that u do things
you wont change 
what the point in all of this?
talking to a wall
you dont give love its opposite
i dont like the way that u do things
i dont like the way that u do things

im jus speaking with my chest
i wanna runaway from this music
and one day go start fresh
cuz i think im starting 2 lose it
and my mind starts to forget
and idk if this music 
will make it any better

everyday im feeling less
got zero time and so much stress
i wonder when this all gon end
i hope that its soon idk tho
idk tho
hopefully my life gon change
where the lights go?

and im feeling so cold
and idk where 2 go
slowly losing home
so i got no hope

all them years have passed 
counting cash
im on the high road
i wish love would last
falling flat
girl im so done
ill have a heart attack
karmas back, give it to me
and ive been waiting for the day
but the days seem the same 2 me

i close my eyes
im too high i cant sleep
i was alive
but dead when u found me
u became friends with the enemy
i dont like the way that u do things
you wont change 
what the point in all of this?
talking to a wall
you dont give love its opposite
i dont like the way that u do things
i dont like the way that u do things

enemy [under the maple tree]

I can't

i messed up [prod. chrismarek]

tom rosenthal alike
produced me

and i guess your not coming
but i'll wait all the same
and the trains don't go that far on the lane
i'm just a boy, i'm just a boy in rain
and somehow i'm still not ready to go
i tell myself leave, but my heart tells me no
and each stranger i pass, still carries your face
i'm just a boy, i'm just a boy in rain

and i guess your not coming
but i'll wait all the same
i move through the crowds
to places you've never been
but i see you in faces
again and again

see you again
see you again
see you again
see you again
(see you again)
(see you again)
(see you again)
(see you again)

just a boy in rain

prod. me (dawsin)

lyrics:

your a wanted man mister Morgan,
there's five thousand dollars for your head alone
FIVE THOUSAND DOLLARS???!!
FOR ME??
CAN I TURN MYSELF IN?
STOP RIGHT THERE-

i gotta headache
headache
i don't speak
I let the money-talk
she wanna fuck with me
I'm having the bitch
tryna remember how to walk

make her obsessed
oh darlin
she wanna leave i doubt it..
i don't usually flirt
but I'm bout it
hand her a couple bills make her count it

i dont talk too many ppl
cause they just be running mouths
hating on my music
when you dont even know your own sound
thats funny, you're hilarious
hahaha
"daw you're nefarious"
bitch damn, im sorry im a "Virgo"
miss Aquarius

oh fantastic, you know great
you know terrific
you and I in the kitchen
great
I'm your sioux chef
okay fantastic
I'm your bitch

why cant ppl be original and write they own shit?
its probably cause' i stand on business and i got the motion *-*
s-s-s-sorry
i got him in my reticle
he needs a doctor, medical
i think he glazes too much
he wont get off my testicles
ouu
he wont get off my test-
ouu
he wont get off my testicles
ouu
HE WONT GET OFF MY TEST-
ouu
MAN JUST GET OFF MY OFF MY-

tired of being nonchalant
time to be hella more blunt
my friends dont like me
and i dont like em neither
call em out for all their bluffs
its like what i've done is not enough
damn I know
I'm no people pleaser
dont expect me to text back either

sigh
its fine, i mean i'll be okay
its not like-
you're obviously not being okay
you just told me that you wanted to die
you're scaring me dawsi-

whipping the car going 130, vertigo
stand over em so tall
they asking, what's my vertical
damn hmph
feel the whi- whiplash
gotta grip da steering wheel
get my life back
get my life back

virgo

produced by jolst 🦠 
featuring heylog

i won’t stay with you
won’t stay with you
cus i’m not good enough 
i won’t pray for you
won’t pray for you
i’ll cry as i’m burning up
don’t say it’s you
won’t say it’s you
it’s me, you’re not cold enough 
i won’t lay with you
won’t lay with you
take me, i’m the one you want 

and my lock screen
has your face on
can i rest here babe
i won’t stay long
sorry we’re toxic
it’s not me love
had it but i dropped it
now i wake up 
in the middle of the night 
scream “where the fuck the day gone”
i know that im ugly
so ill scratch until my face gone
i know i got problems
i know i got serious like - 
i know i got problems 
i know i got serious like - 

heylog:
wake up and do the same damn thing
got my face fixed n skin dont sting
i feel a lot better
skin just kept getting redder
im always lookin around
and im so paranoid now
all the sudden i stopped feelin safe
pack it up to a smaller town
burn it all down
burn it all
i hope youre proud
i hope it
burn it all down
burn it all
wont be around
wont be nah

i won’t stay with you
won’t stay with you
cus i’m not good enough 
i won’t pray for you
won’t pray for you
i’ll cry as i’m burning up
don’t say it’s you
won’t say it’s you
it’s me, you’re not cold enough 
i won’t lay with you
won’t lay with you
take me, i’m the one you want

burn w/ heylog (jolst)

yearn [prod. kinsei]

HOLD ON TO ME

prod by stezzyxl
w/ hvci
w/ xav0id

enjoy

lyrics:
every step i take
every song i made
was never close enough to heal the stains around my name
every lie i made
with every smile i faked
was never close enough to heal the wounds inside my veins

i open up, but they just always shut the door
i never speak to anyone like anymore
i lost my friends, and then my heart along the floor
i sweared to myself not to end up like before

3 am in the morning
i can barely sleep tonight
my body is giving me warnings
day by day, my chest is tight
i’ve been though it
i’ll be fine
swear to god i’ll be alright
ive been though it
i’m alright
swear to god ill be all fine

the air so thick
it grabs my throat
and i cannot breathe
something don’t click
brushing off my shoulders
i’ve been here, i do admit
looking at my options
have no choice, but too destroy
melancholy love
melancholy love
i try to avoid

(xavoid - )
quiet glass
worn thin
city hum
low and dim
lines shift under low light
hours fold into night
cold rain on empty streets
shapes dissolve where walls meet
breath slows in vacant air
holding onto something rare

names drift past like quiet streams
tracing edges of my dreams
your voice lingers in the hush
like the last page of a rush
windows hold a silver stain
footsteps fade but leave the pain
each moment bends into a line
folded under time’s design

(hvci - )
i like your style
but it’s a crooked mile
tears stitch awhile
beneath the exile
i like your style
but it’s a crooked mile
tears stitch awhile
beneath the exile

melancholy w/ xav0id & hvci

happy birthday @sleepywater
guitar @pekatot 

she lacking empathy she gone tomorrow
see what is left of me, me and my sorrows
think you might be dead to me, you left me a bottle
and a blue pill that i don't wanna swallow
body's got a fleeting feeling and i got all my sorrows
how do i stop this feeling of feeling real hollow
know you love me but you tell me that I'm acting hostile
i might crash this car cos I'm going full throttle
stop drinking your life away your grasping at a bottle
i think i might hide away and talk to you tomorrow
i know its not healthy but I'm full of sorrows
i bet you wouldn't help me if i left tomorrow

paint me a picture that's hard not to swallow
when your with him i feel like being hostile
i like the idea of moving to a castle
lets build some high walls, fuck I'm an asshole
your growing in mold, the more that u hassle
do what your told, before that i let go

she lacking empathy she gone tommorow
see what is left of me, me and my sorrows
think you might be dead to me, you left me a bottle
and a blue pill that i don't wanna swallow
body's got a fleeting feeling and i got all my sorrows
how do i stop this feeling of feeling real hollow
know you love me but you tell me that i'm acting hostile
i might crash this car cos i'm going full throttle

tomorrow // sleepwater cover

enjoy <3
prod: awfuldrama

LYRICS:
Tell me what to do
(Tell me what to do)
I’m in love with you
(I’m in love)
My body, my mind it’s all yours
My mind, my body and my soul

You can take control
Do what you like 
There’s no fight
Do what’s right 
Make me yours
And I’ll make you mine
Just look me in my eye

(Just look me in my eye)
(Til we reach the end of time) 
1, 2, 3, 4

I’m lost in my ways
I can’t break these chains 
Til you look at my face
It all goes away 
I can’t leave this place 
It’s making me insane 
Can you take away my pain
Why is everything now grey?
Could you make it all just fade 
Could you give me some new shades
Could you give me just a taste
How long do I have to wait? 
Til we make it to that day
Til we make it to that day

You can take control 
(Take control)
Do what you like 
(Do what you like)
There’s no fight 
(There’s no fight)
Do what’s right 
(Do what’s right) 
Make me yours
(Make me-)
And I’ll make you mine
(Make you mine)
Just look me in my eye

control freak II

credits:
Producer: Rykord
Recording Engineer: Rykord 
Mixing Engineer: Rykord
Master Engineer: Rykord
Songwriter: casperrr
vocals: casperrr

Artwork by: Flávio Ferreira

lyrics:
You took my strength away from me
with the way you sneak so silently
made it harder for me to reach 
what i desire and it's distancing

Lower my head I don't want to be the target
that's why i stand in discussions staying silent 
Somehow i stress and search for answers in the miles
but i confess don't wanna be part of the violence

YOUUUUUUUU  UUUUUU
Sting and hunt and kill if broken lose
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSE
The temper that seems to exist in you
YOUUUUURRR
Body's pretty but your actions don't follow through
BEAUTY
youuu lose your beauty

Fuck it, it's just standards
i keep standing where i feel my heart hurt
even tho i know that it makes it harder
but i-
don't wanna know, where you wanna go 
without me 
already blood on my phone from things that were shown
to me 

Lower my head I don't want to be the target
that's why i stand in discussions staying silent 
Somehow i stress and search for answers in the miles
but i confess don't wanna be part of the violence

YOUUUUUUUU  UUUUUU
Sting and hunt and kill if broken lose
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSE
The temper that seems to exist in you
YOUUUUURRR
Body's pretty but your actions don't follow through
BEAUTY
youuu lose your beauty

you lose your beauty

Produced and featured by @Sinxi 

Lyrics 

You don't know how to care for yourself
I'm right here
Every day if It helps
Tear your mind outside this rain
Help you move set yourself out the pain

And I know your losing faith
The abuse you endure just to break
Don't share your heart with him
When I love how your closer to me

Oh you don't even need to stay away
And cut my limbs and eat my heart out of my face
And set my eyes above your gaze
I know you`re worth the wait

I don't trust on decisions I have to make
Il lose us
What if my healing starts to fade
You never knew, how long it hurt
To be in love with her

Don't love
My feelings never felt so strange
I feel cursed
Why do I always end the same
I never knew, how long it hurt
To be in love with her
-------------------------------------
(Sinxi)
I'm only human
But it's that u don't get
Tried my best to be near you
Yet your pushing me back
This silence is haunting
Like a movie and it
Doesn't seem to be moving
Cos your holding the brakes
I thought I could understand
This parallel we're heading in
It's hard to resist all the signals u give
And I'm lost in the sense that I'll find some relief
-------------------------------------

Oh you don't even need to stay away
And cut my limbs and eat my heart out of my face
And set my eyes above your gaze
I know you`re worth the wait

I don't trust on decisions I have to make
Il lose us
What if my healing starts to fade
You never knew, how long it hurt
To be in love with her

Don't love
My feelings never felt so strange
I feel cursed
Why do I always end the same
I never knew, how long it hurt
To be in love with her

i messed up [prod. chrismarek]

dylan lotus

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