The Upload 52

instas:
@lovefromninewaters
@nathandarza
@prodkkquickbrakes

lyrics:
(ninewaters)
feel like my heart's in a prison but it's not committing crimes
i don't care if you leave me, it happens all the time
and i wanna be in love for the rest of my life <33
but it's meant to screw you over by design

yah, and i just learned that the hard way
i wanna find someone to take my hand and run away
i wanna fall in love again, i hope we'll meet another day
yeah you broke my heart, i doubt it can recover aye

i stay yearning, i stay burning
i went too far past the point of no returning
i wouldn't blame you if you're mad cuz i'm still learning
my world is shattered and my friends are all concerned for me

(darza)
i stay lying, i stay dying
i'm always crying, what's the point in even trying
i know she sees the pain, it's too hard for me to hide it
imprisoned in this brain, i think imma start a riot

runnin up on me, don't even try it >:(
tried to sell my soul but satan wouldn't even buy it
poppin all these percocets, don't know how i ain't dyin
and if you wanna leave then go ahead cuz i don't mind it

i don't care if i'm alone, feelings out of my control
maybe i deserve this
i know no one's perfect, but i feel so worthless
every day i'm yearning, every day i'm burning

in love for the rest of my life

in love for the rest of my life ft. darza (prod. kkquickbrakes)

more music hope it blesses ur ears 
♪♪＼(^ω^＼)( /^ω^)/♪♪

NOTHING AT ALL (feat. Lony)

all plats

nothing's working w/ ninewaters [prod. zupehr]

i feel like lately in life
nobody can understand 
i hide my pain in my music 
that’s what we do when we men

i do not show how i feel 
i fake it you’d think i was fine 
honestly it’s getting hard
finding my way in this life 

my girl left in the past week and it kills me not to see her 
my heart breaks cause the damn shame when it’s my fault and i need her 
i loved you
and i told you 
you believe me 
but you still leave 
now i’m tryna stay but it’s so hard i’m holding on so i don’t bleed  

i’m writing songs till i feel alright 
and i’m 10 in but i’m not okay  
i’m looking back on them old days 
that i spent w you 
for you ran away 
for you go and change 
leave me all alone 
i don’t know to feel  
how am i to cope 
when the pills are gone  
and you not at home 
when i wanna die where am i to go
Tryna look forward in life 
But it’s hard since you left I been feelin alone
It’s you that’s been stuck on my mind 
Do shit out of spite 
It’s hard doin shit on my own 
Reluctant to listen to those who help 
But looking back now Shit I wish I had known 
Blinded by thoughts of the future I never saw all of the colors of you that was shown 

A smile is only a mask
Just Trying to cover my past 
Did you ever feel wrong for your lies
If you wanted to leave shoulda asked 

Shit at least did you ever regret
All those misleading things that you said
When you claimed you’d be better off dead
Overthinking just fucked up my head 

Bitch you never tried 
Can’t run from these problems there’s nowhere to hide
I’d Swallow a pill for I swallow my pride 
These Demons they talk in the back of mind 
I keep reaching out while you leave me behind 
Drown in my thoughts I don’t care to survive 
I rememeber you’re gone when I look to my side yea
Yea 
I know that you’re gone am I still on your mind

Waiting (feat. Maiza)

Lil soundcloud exclusive cause I realized the beat wasn't available for purchase after I made the song so enjoy this one on sc only

timeloop (Prod. Matthew May)

BEAUTIFUL DISASTER 💖

lyrics:
(ninewaters)
my soul's a freezer, i need a heater
give me a breather, why did i deceive her?
i'm cold on the inside
you stole my love and then you killed me from the inside
you stole the lock and then you stormed me on the inside
i turned to rock but i'm still crying on the inside
aye, so please give me some space
i'm closing all my gates and there's no way you're getting inside

(bykento)
closing all my gates and there's no way they getting inside 
wasted all my time and now i'm falling on the other side
take your soul away before you fuck around and take mine
counting down my days because i'm done with all the sacrifice
this is my revenge getting money at the end 
never gave a fuck now i'm falling off the edge 
yeah, and it gets complicated i could never lie 
and all my feelings wasted i don’t feel alright 
i guess it wont make no sense to me hey
pour my feelings in my cup it takes my misery 
all i wanted was some space and you couldn’t see
all the lies straight to my face i could not believe 

(ninewaters)
and there's no way you're coming back from that
beer back to back
i like drowning all my sorrows, i'll see you all tomorrow
there's no way i'm going to recover
there's no way i'm falling for another
yeah, but now i'm falling anyway
this pit is dark, i need escape
i've fallen in a frozen lake
i've just realised now that i'm awful
the problem on my hands is colossal

(darza)
so many hoes round me, look like a brothel
coming down off molly, that shit got me feeling awful
shawty tryna eat me up like a waffle
you know i don't give no fucks, i'm too hostile
me and the gang gon' invade your territory
i gave her chills just like a scary story
opps tryna find me just like dory
all my diamonds blinding, damn i'm sorry
i'm too unique, bust up on her cheeks
i got the keys, rolling smoking trees yah
me and ninewaters posted in the castle
demons on the way, it's time for battle

(ninewaters)
my soul's a freezer, i need a heater
give me a breather, why did i deceive her?
i'm cold on the inside
you stole my love and then you killed me from the inside
you stole the lock and then you stormed me on the inside
i turned to rock but i'm still crying on the inside
aye, so please give me some space
i'm closing all my gates and there's no way you're getting inside

(dylan lotus)
yuh yah, i've been rotting from the inside
the fucking weed in my body is on an incline
i don't think i'll make it home, it's difficult to make you mine
i don't think i'll make it home, it's difficult to bake and drive
now i'm always struggling, all of my thoughts are puddling
my words are allways stuttering now my brain is crumbling
i'm sorry if i said the wrong things
now all my thoughts are gonna haunt me
i've been so anxious, i couldn't take this
i'm on the floor, i couldn't make it
you stupid whore, you're always changing
you stupid whore, you're always changing

(ninewaters)
yeah, shout out my mother
i've been cursed for many moons and too cold throughout the summer
i never thought i'd hit the ground while falling for another
fuck love, fuck life, but at least i have my brothers
i'm insane can you help me
i've been ran over by the horses and the cavalry
there's no way that bitch will be the end of me
but there's some way that bitch changed my mentality

(56ca$h)
no way get' inside
every day i feel not okay on the inside
have you ever felt like your heart is made of glass
and you feel it fucking break every time you going fast uh
i slowed it down off percs
i ain't scared to die, shit can't get much worse
got no tears to cry, dried up on my shirt
life ain't but a bitch, fuck her 'til she squirt
and that's a fact doe
i've been antisocial, please don't talk if i ain't asked hoe
i'm a sad boy, bitch but i'm a bad boy
demons taking over, i'm depressed, it's not a fad boy

storm the castle

storm the castle ft. byekento, darza, dylan lotus, 56ca$h (prod. cush)

kentowaters ☆ｏ(＞＜；)○
Prod. @kkquickbrakes

@byekento - enemy (feat. ninewaters)

my one and only... <3

self produced
mixed and mastered by me
cover art by me

ONE AND ONLY

should've known you weren't the one </3

"not the one" Lyrics: genius.com/kysdnny-not-the-one-lyrics

thank u to my buddy zakura for helping me make this song <333

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@kysdnny - not the one ft. Cruel Zakura [prod. @imprxst x @heyylotus]

ig: @0yukixx

p. @auguryy

mixed by @0yukixx + @c0d3ee

till it's over [p. augury]

@killvalxo </3

- lyrics -
i guess i really need to pipe down
i see the ghosts are all around me
yeah i’m really fuckin psyched out
i swear i do this way too often
and now my only fuckin question 
“is this really what you wanted?”


this is how you wanted it?
i been in my grave and now i think it’s fuckin obvious
i been in my brain and now i think you fuckin haunted it
i been in the stage and now i think you’re in the audience 
in the audience… 
this is how you wanted it?
i been in my grave and now i think it’s fuckin obvious
i been in my brain and now i think you fuckin haunted it
i been in the stage and now i think you’re in the audience 
in the audience… 

take it to your bitch id prolly take her heart and run with it
i been off the grid sitting back and watching money flip
i just took the lid off the whip, they ain’t catching up
she saw the world spin when she lit off the pixie dust

shawty i would slide for my bros
shawty i would die for my bros, that’s just how i go
she would prolly cry if i’m gone
she would prolly die if i’m gone, so i’m coming home

and i ain’t even try but i know 
i could prolly still get her tho, cuz she on go
and i be on stage smokin dope
yeah i be on stage throwin fours, they know how i go

(but it’s obvious)
(i be gettin high like a paladis)
(i be havin troops like a paladin)
(prolly get you gone…)

i guess i really need to pipe down
i see the ghosts are all around me
yeah i’m really fuckin psyched out
i swear i do this way too often
and now my only fuckin question 
“is this really what you wanted?”


this is how you wanted it?
i been in my grave and now i think it’s fuckin obvious
i been in my brain and now i think you fuckin haunted it
i been in the stage and now i think you’re in the audience 
in the audience… 
this is how you wanted it?
i been in my grave and now i think it’s fuckin obvious
i been in my brain and now i think you fuckin haunted it
i been in the stage and now i think you’re in the audience 
in the audience…

obvious w/ killval [prod. zupehr]

@1darza ft. ninewaters - better off alone

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:
it's finally the end, i've been so despicable
better off dead, i'll just end up killing you
if you wanna talk about the pits then i might know a thing or two
i've already done this in the past so i don't care 'bout getting rid of you
but i've been so regretful of everything i've given you
you shoulda picked a better man 'cause i've been tricking you
you could ask me if i felt the love, i was beginning to
i could never say it to your face what i'm admitting to

i'm gonna keep this feeling for the rest of my life
20 pints of lager to help with the strife
i'm drowning out the pain but it still makes me wanna die
i'm riding out the plane, yeah i've been thinking of the highs
but i've been lit like a match tho
tell me that you want me, you won't even give the catch tho
i need a bitch like misato
i don't really want your love 'cause you make me feel anxious
i don't really care anymore
fill me up with lead, you can leave me on the floor
i'm running out of love, no love for the whore
you like your life but mine's a fucking chore
i've been sipping on that coors
don't wanna learn about you, i don't care about your cause
and i've been feeling evil but don't wanna break the law
i would still be with you if you didn't make me bored

nothing's working w/ ninewaters [prod. zupehr]

dylan lotus

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