prod. blank & scro

lyrics: i don't wanna be alone
i don't wanna be all by myself 
but i don't wanna see you no
and i don't wanna see anyone else
i don't give a fuck
i don't wanna talk
doors all closed when the sun come up
mind on lock 
ran outta luck 
i don't wanna see your face i'm done
( blank )
can't sleep too busy
thinkin bout 
fake dreams and dopamine 
that's not around
and you're not around 
i guess it's better now 
facetimes and phone calls 
it's all bullshit
i don't wanna hear your voice 
don't wanna waste my time 
being someones toy
i'm all alone but at least
i'm not someones ploy
i'll keep it real baby
it's what i feel 
im gone 
i can't eat 
can't sleep 
from breathing all the air 
that you made me
i can't be what you think 
i fell deep
but i need some time for me
cause i'm so fucked up
can't count on no one
it's too much 
doors all closed when the sun comes up
i don't wanna be alone
i don't wanna be all by myself 
but i don't wanna see you no
and i don't wanna see anyone else
i don't give a fuck
i don't wanna talk
doors all closed when the sun come up
mind on lock 
ran outta luck 
i don't wanna see your face i'm done
time alone 
lie unknown 
taking my home 
i don't wanna spend no time with you
i'm known to forget 
when we first met took my breath
they all say i'm sick in the head 
they all can't retie the loose ends
crashing with sickening intent.
( blank )

autophobia

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lyrics:

@ivanparadiis
don’t know why you’re acting so callous, like you couldn’t care less
wasting my time, you know i couldn’t bear the silence
acting so callous, like you couldn’t care less
wasting my time, you know i couldn’t bear the silence

@im_no_one_shawty
oh no, you've done it this time
spread your wings, no kissing good night
can't regain all i lost, i'm blowing up just like dynamite
and i swear you’re like a drug the way withdrawals ache my damn mind
i'm getting at anyone, i mean anyone, to move on with my damn life
and i'm not proud of it, renowned for it (just call me a fucking whore)
but what i've got within is suffering, i need someone so close
that our skin clips right through each other's, slippin’ just like i'm on butter
i think i'm gonna fall again and she’s gonna have a hot girl summer

@ivanparadiis
you said everything’s fine now, i can’t believe you gon' run back
i don’t care ‘bout that bullshit, your lies, they make me quite nauseous
i can’t keep it all inside, can’t bear the silence, i’m tongue-tied
can’t spare the time for this shit, walking right back and you’re acting so callous
oh, not again, you’ve been on my mind this time again
should i pretend? everything’s fine, to what extent?
can’t stand that, i’m past it, i’m gone and won’t come back
this shit, i ain’t playin’, i’m done ‘cause, because you’re

acting so callous, like you couldn’t care less
wasting my time, you know i couldn’t bear the silence
acting so callous, like you couldn’t care less
wasting my time, you know i couldn’t bear the silence

@onlywoke
i had to leave when you said
you didn't wanna talk to me, ‘cause you ain't give me honesty
i leave that shit on the fence,
every time you say you fall for me, stop all this talkin', please
just go, right now
talk like friends, but we fight now
all she ever do is bring the bar down for herself, yeah, yeah
you get so upset, but you don't blame it on yourself, no
wonder why your mind’s filled with lies
said she by herself, she don't need nobody else, but
she knows that when the time’s right
she'll come running back

@tonch-t
i know the things that i say gonna stay in her head.
didn't wanna leave last night, i think you overslept
not this time, i need some rest
didn't wanna leave you alone, you so heaven-sent
if you wanna leave or if you wanna stay
i'll be fucked up about it all night anyway
should i care about you anyway?
lend me a hand, why don't you listen up a little? i told you
say you know what’s right for me, go ahead and lie more please
‘cause i've been falling apart so easy, dream all night, don't even start with me
when we take it too far, man, i hate this part

@ivanparadiis
acting so callous, like you couldn’t care less
wasting my time, you know i couldn’t bear the silence
acting so callous, like you couldn’t care less
wasting my time, you know i couldn’t bear the silence

HOT GIRL SUMMER [prod. LUCARI, stein, sav, NØ_ØNE, onlywoke]

my head is a wasteland..
2 of 4
produced, mixed and mastered by me

Was it a misclick
Or have I been a misfit all along?
Dynamics are shifting 
I'm sure that we're fine, I'm probably wrong 
Is there something I'm missing? 
I'm sure there's a verse, a bridge, a song 
That could make it feel different? 
Or are we keeping the tension?
My head is a wasteland
Got my hands in my waistband, I'm a wreck 
Watch 'em turn into fake fans 
Getting over the pain that I project
I'm not willing to take chance
On if things were to shape, mend, break, or mold 
Into how I remembered years ago 
I'm reminiscing of non-existent ghosts 
And all I'm saying is 

I don't ever wanna feel this pressure 
I just wanna go and disengage
Friends are always changing like the weather
You would think I've had enough of change 
2020 in my head felt better
We're probably stuck up in the same old ways 
Could we try to face it, 
Instead of everybody being scene adjacent?

Suspending
Making sense of these strings, I'm lamenting 
And the carelessness stings, and I'm trembling
Feel the penitence cling, head dissenting
No closure, you left, I think I'm over pretending 
It wasn't 'bout me, reprehend me 
Guess I'm waiting for spring, for the ending 
Feel the tips of my wings, I'm ascending 
No longer descending 
I think I'm ready for mending 

Woke up too early, all I'm feeling is this guilt
I tried to recreate the things in which you built 
I don't wanna think about it no more
There's always comfort in the things i can't control 
Woke up too early, all I'm feeling is this guilt
I tried to recreate the things in which we built 
I don't wanna think about it no more
There's always comfort in the things i can't control 

Lashing out
I don't see a way to turn it back around 
Ruined everything and I can't even fix it now
I don't need the sympathy, it's time to hold my ground 
It's over now 
Lashing out
I don't see a way to turn it back around 
Ruined everything and I can't even fix it now
I don't need the sympathy, it's time to hold my ground 
It's over now

scene adjacent

i can't stop pretending..
1 of 4
produced, mixed, and mastered by me

end of the world

2025

it's been a long time, and i can't find the words to say 
the first of july, the temps were high, i flew away 
do you remember all the things we said we'd do?
and after everything that we'd been through 
transparency took me the other way 

gotta try to forget, but i 
analyze what you said the day it died
i don't wanna resent the lie 
my heart will carnify 
and it's all in my head, but i'm 
getting over the dead, and i'll start to try
yeah, i gotta push on, survive 
recall the butterfly 

elevate, suffocate 
but i just can't remember the days of december
ain't it strange, the wind will change
but i never surrender, with the wings of a vlinder 
take your place, on the stage 
take the key from your pocket, and open this cage 
give and take, leave or stay
and i'll be your dissenter, with the wings of a blinder

vlinder

Austin

cover art: @alexksmh
i know i already made a mochji remix but this the mochji remix competition yeah this guy made me make a remix in 3 days i cant make music that quickly bro 💔
im gonna start making my own songs soon enough remixing
and im really hungry

update: im not hungry anymore and this won me 3rd place in the competition yippee

mochji (remix competition) - not2sober {stein flip}

same timing

produced by reactance
written, mixed and mastered by me
~

the roots run deep
keep it off and on, it's wrong that i can't sleep
you expected me to beg, but i won't plead
'cause you're finally gone, this song is what i need 
you're not what i need anymore

oh what's he think?
when you turned me on, then off, the feelings sink 
but you don't see what's wrong, the dark is what you bring 
oh was it fun to take the sun away from me
but now i'm free, yeah

you will, you won't, you may, you can't 
i'm tired of you staying in my head
say you love me, it's too abrasive
like a flower that's too invasive 
i'm in, you're out, you pray, repent
can't win 'cause you're stuck in my skin 
hear your words in the constellations 
feel the thorns, i wish to erase it

thorns

p. lmg & mg$ax

pre-save: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/ika9/dream-feat-daywatch--wyfy/

lyrics

@ikaisyours

feel your body against me
this isn’t healthy
i did my best for you
tell me
what’s happened lately
is this a daydream
i tried my best to do

@daywxtch
running away, away from you
lost in a daydream, i thought i saw you
out somewhere, out there
a million sparks it's like i threw a flare
too stubborn to repair, we act like we don't care
i'd give up on the world just to sit and ignore

@ikaisyours
feel your body against me
this isn’t healthy
what can i do for you
tell me
what’s happened lately
is this a daydream
i tried my best to do

@wyfydisconnected
i know you're running scenarios in your mind
cold shoulder since you dont wanna spend the time

ill be your k9
search and rescue
i promise baby
ill try my best to soothe you

@ikaisyours
i’ll try my best to choose you
swear to god, swear to god, i would do
anything for you
try my best but it feels so cruel
don’t know what to do
try my best to make sure that we’d be okay
feeling kinda shitty and i know it goes both ways
i tried to be okay for you
but i can’t, i know that we’re both screwed

end of the world

Dylan Longworth

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