𝒥𝓊𝓃𝑒 𝟤𝟢𝟤𝟤

i hate how im margelia yea my insides are out
its a hard sell to pull me out of my house
i need some reassurance i wont bug myself out
when they all stare at me for wearing my blouse

yea i dont think that i can carry this weight
my teacher told me i should pull up my grades
i need some medicine, a cold mithridate
so when i walk the hallways i dont disassociate 

all my intentions, are they ever worth it?
if all i that i hope for never reaches the surface
theres a liar in me, a liar in me

i bottle my pride, and disregard if it kills me
i swallow my tongue at things that i know wont hurt me
hear a voice from within
you took a rib i never wanted to give

i need to make sure this is not a mistake
my parents tell me i should watch how i weigh
i pick some flowers from the shed that ive made
to form the crown which will keep me safe   

all my intentions, will they soon be worth it?
all i can hope for is that i’ll reach the surface
theres a liar in me, a liar in me
at least for now

callback

episode (1)

youtu.be/RSw_GFe-lng

- everyone is so bored (what are we to do?)
- we are still in hot girl summer! (2019*)
- oh wow what a (day) that we are having
- sinking through the floor? (circa 2018)
- boy, i sure am....... over summer *song
- american pie dumbass {what's he up to now?}
- we R almost THERE (shit, where are we going this time?)

graphics by: art last night
www.instagram.com/art.last.night/
twitter.com/artlastnight

Channeling the Energy of the Sun (There Was Nothing Better To Do!)

Spotify Link: https://open.spotify.com/track/1fnwDGA2hD5Olzr7RZiEDf?si=2e818641e2c34cb5
featuring:
@fvckyoumate
@reksi420

art by @reksi420

pull the strings out
from your faulty ladder
it cant hold my weight 
and that should matter

if u lose ur grip 
we'll fall together
tender to your wounds 
and we'll do better

pull the strings out
from your faulty ladder
if u lose ur grip 
it cant hold my weight 
and that should matter
go and heal so we can try
again x3

Get the rope and ladder, 
I feel like I’m just 
turning into something.. better

I would never chew my gum 
with my mouth closed, 
that feeling really drives me
into a manhole

But I don’t even try to yeah
I don’t even want to go
For all the people 
that I once held close

But they don’t wanna talk, 
and I don’t wanna talk 
so why should we even talk

I don’t wanna fall down 
don’t wanna fall down

Artwork by @reksi420

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ropeladder (feat. fyoum + reksi)

log 4;
I've been active online lately! I have been on discord and a couple of people were confused about my living space. I live under a small makeshift tent. I have a solar bank that I use to charge a laptop but I do not have wifi or any other utilities. I found an abandoned upright piano and set up my base around that. I post whenever I go into town, which is more or less whenever I get hungry or need to mail something. Lately, there have been more industrial projects venturing into the natural beauty of the woods so I've been sending more letters than usual. Also from discord, some of you seem to think I've been displaced. While I appreciate the concern, this is how I choose to live my life and I do not intend to move into a more modern way of living at any point. I love reading your questions though! Please feel free to contact me at woodlands#1302. It gets lonely out here!
Vox by Underscores and 8485

this could go two ways

woh woh woh woh

well don't be rude she's being paid $8.50 an hour to deal with you

POV: the acid tab hit in a mcdonald's and an underpaid worker is trying to get you to leave

Fresh 2

another beat with another underscores acapella on it i really cant help myself

another old song
started in september 2021, finished in october 2022
https://twitter.com/canofblissmusic

Inner dialogue
Down on me all the time, but I don't cry a lot
I get my best ideas when I'm gone
Then I try to remember what the fuck is going on
In my head
It takes me all damn night to wanna go to bed
I keep thinking of everything I could've said
Why did I have to come off like I never meant?

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
Nothing got completed
It's time to waste time now

I keep burning out
Not always fully there, I'm drifting in and out
Do people even get the things I talk about?
I don't think so
Maybe my vibe is too bizarre
It's too much effort breaking me out with a crowbar
Maybe the answers to my problems are on Co-Star
I tell myself that I'm not wanted where my friends are
I tell myself that I'm not wanted at all

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

It's not that I don't wanna talk about it
I don't know how to fucking use my mouth
Then I forget what I was talking about

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
I feel defeated
I feel defeated

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

bandcamp

defeated

8/8

mastered by @prodmusa

soundcloud doesnt allow descriptions passed 4k characters :c all the lyrics r on bandcamp tho

BUY ON BANDCAMP

uh oh! you've caught up with the present!

just getting started

featuring:
@st1cksyea
@trndytrndy
@can-of-bliss

produced by:
@can-of-bliss

are you mad

In a moment of desperation, Chichi tries her hand at the occult.

chichi

night terrors

Black leather, roaring engines, and a need for speed. I’m racing through the night, untouchable and unstoppable, haunted by the thrill and chasing the rush. Fast, fierce, and living on the edge - I’m the fastest

The Fastest

Ride the Ashes

The remake of U2s hit with a rock/electronic/trap fusion. But still lead by the the song and the vocals like the original.

ropeladder (feat. fyoum + reksi)

dylazy‮

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