she's been on my mind

pouring outside

meant nothing to me

Written By: Buppy. 
Produced By: eeryskies, pilotkid, Spencr, & BOIA
Composed By: Joshua Carroll, Jacob Rivera, Spencer Singer, & Cole Boillat
Cover Art By: Offlit

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Lyrics: 
So maybe I’m alone since I moved states
And every time I’m home for like five days
She ain’t never ring my phone coming my way
I guess that's how it goes when your life change
Told her, baby I’ma go for my pipe dream
And you’ll never meet another quite like me
Then she reached for the door and she left me
Floor feeling empty, how could you leave me now?

It’s so complicated,
In conversations,
With myself
I’m often hating,
Who you made me,
And what you dealt
So I get mad
I can’t mask
All the pain you gave to me 
I won’t ask
I retract
All the love I let you keep

So give it all back to me my love
So I can let it go
I remember what it was 
But I don’t wanna know
Yeah I don’t wanna know
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah I don’t wanna know

So maybe I’ma fool since you left me
Hell, I can’t keep my cool when you text me
I miss you next to me, and talking to me sexually
I crave your energy, you always get the best of me still
So I’m back on the pills
Numb the hurt that I feel
Nothing seems to be real
When it’s lonely at night
Baby I’m feeling chills
If you wanted a fight
Maybe I would’ve killed for you

Complicated,
In conversations,
With myself
I’m often hating,
Who you made me,
And what you dealt
So I get mad
I can’t mask
All the pain you gave to me 
I won’t ask
I retract
All the love I let you keep

So give it all back to me my love
So I can let it go
I remember what it was 
But I don’t wanna know
Yeah I don’t wanna know
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah I don’t wanna know

i retract all the love i let you keep.

cannot be bothered

this song has so many meanings bro

but it's mainly about the feeling of being left on delivered and losing feelings because of it 

sitting, waiting

under your weather

Orange Trees

my debut EP is finally here, hope you enjoy!

frugal


VERSE 1

Death, you stalk with crooked footsteps,
grab each doorway by surprise,
drag our plans toward tilted cradles,
strain our hearts with burning eyes.
You rip futures from our fingers,
shake our scaffolds to the core,
drop us in a raw new chamber
where old dreams touch down no more.

PRE-CHORUS 1

Yet beyond that heavy doorway,
something brighter starts to run,
every loss throws sparks of living,
every ending feeds the sun.

CHORUS

Life keeps chasing at your heels,
turns our fractures into fields,
pulls us closer, lifts us higher,
softer light behind the fire.
You mark gateways, not the end,
just a curve where roads extend;
Life writes louder in the sky,
draws infinity through goodbye.

VERSE 2

Death, you flood our rooms with silence,
tip our chairs, unstack our days,
yet Life rushes through that rupture,
threads new color through the haze.
Family gathers, hands lock tighter,
long-lost voices share one frame,
tender candles cut the darkness,
whisper every sacred name.

PRE-CHORUS 2

Every time your shadow circles,
Life stands taller in the glow,
wraps our shoulders in a vision,
lessens every heavy blow.

CHORUS

Life keeps chasing at your heels,
turns our fractures into fields,
pulls us closer, lifts us higher,
softer light behind the fire.
You mark gateways, not the end,
just a curve where roads extend;
Life writes louder in the sky,
draws infinity through goodbye.

BRIDGE

You frame questions without answer,
yet the journey stretches wide,
worlds await beyond your threshold,
oceans roll on either side.
Through your narrow, nameless doorway,
we step forward, unconfined,
trade our clinging, numbing focus
for a far more grand design.

FINAL CHORUS / OUTRO

Life keeps rising through your wake,
fills each rupture, heals each ache,
wraps our mortal, fragile span
in an endless, living plan.
Death, you stand along the way,
yet Life crowns every day;
through that door we one day cross,
Love surrounds us, more than loss.


cannot be bothered

dyl dion