letdown

prod. @notmorgn featuring @i_x_t_a_i_l_s

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFHw9ImuMok

guccihighwaters:

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

rot all alone cus i stay locked in my home
i only see the fucking light when my friends are getting stoned

i don't smoke that shit my brain to fucked up
if i could i would i always seem to the worst luck
anxiety embedded in my bones
when i turned 10 man i always felt all alone

9 years later you know im still floating
above the rough ocean treading in emotions
sippin on the potion plan to turn my ghost in
i will fade away no one ever fuckin knows me

9TAILS:

side note ps i would go back
to the scenes i keep seeing in my flashbacks
on the nights when i dream it never makes sense
cross the line and hurry back like im defense

breathe swallow air then i dive in the deep end
calmer under water love when everything is silent
seeing faces even when im not dreaming
tell me are they real i really hope that you can see them

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

side note (feat. 9TAILS)

blessed are the forgetful

produced by @notmorgn
with @cpt_sad and @guccihighwaters

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in the wind (w/ yesterday and guccihighwaters)

prod. @notmorgn

new day new song new problem
new clothes it’s cold in autumn
leaves fall right to the bottom
i miss u but i won’t call you
bags on my eyes
they think that im high
you said you loved me
but then you said bye
i don’t care
the pain make me
i’m post death
till my heart stop aching
ill fucking scream till my voice box breaking
it’s fuck life till the reaper take me

do u wanna be mine
like i wanna be yours
do u wanna be mine
like i wanna be yours

i put in the work
no 9 to 5 
she get outta work 
im kind of hype
your girl was in my dm’s 
for the pipe
but im not a plumbing
so it dont feel right
this feels nice in my car
night ride
if the function sus 
then fuck i gotta slide
cus when i have anxiety
i wanna die
but when im by your side
it feels kind of nice
everything coming clear grey goose with the ice
i like that shit cold have me feeling kind of right
and for my heart you have that shit tied
when we kiss i get warm inside

bags on my eyes
they think that im high
you said you loved me
but then you said bye

do u wanna be mine
like i wanna be yours

do u wanna be mine

art - @riley-rand
feat - @lilhappylilsad
prod - canis major

lyrics <3

I fear what's in the dark, 
who I am at heart
Light it up, i spark
But theres no point to start

An when Im all alone
Girl pick up the phone
show me where to go
Gonna need some methadone

Its so hard to be alive
Its so hard to fucking try
Sometimes i jus wanna die
You cannot see it through my eye

Ill be laughing on the day im in a coffin
Find me smiling when im fallin into nothing

All I can do now is hope that it don’t come back
I am fadin around, and I hope she knows that
But I saved a picture of her on my kodak
Had a key to happiness, but let her hold that

yeah 

I cannot lie, nothin left inside
Whys it always gotta be the one I love that makes me cry

you can decide, if we survive
But i just cannot stick around and listen to you tonight    

these thoughts will be the death of me
Sometimes I feel it's destiny
never meant me, no left of me
riding to my death, Kennedy

You change my mind
Only happy when I'm high
feel less dark beside my side
but you break me baby why

I fear what's in the dark, 
who I am at heart
Light it up, i spark
But theres no point to start

An when Im all alone
Girl pick up the phone
show me where to go
Gonna need some methadone

i burn money like its nothing
smoke it for the mind but lately i feel like i lost it
feel like i should stop it
but something made me roll another one so now im off it
off the dope like i always been
i feel happy for a while but then my head spin
I'd do everything for anything
so if i want it u can bet im going all in
that's why my friends call me no chill
cause i can try but i can never fucking sit still
unless I'm off that Mary j
but i gotta stop if i want my girl to stay

cause i can't deal w emotions
need to regulate my smoking
feel too good when im toking
see me laugh when I'm choking

smoke a 50 bag a day
& tbh I'm okay
i just need a little break
so ill get higher when i blaze

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nothing left - ft. lil happy lil sad (prod. canis major)

Convolk - Only See U In My Dreams [prod. Jakkyboi]

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IC7Ak_JNOWA
hosted by sad chill </3

@prodreaper

i cant feel a fucking thing
keep my eyes up to the rain
death is callin out my name
it's not too late to call again
the sky starts fallin on my face
but i'll always pull up to the same old place
marijuana rolled up, hit a gram to the face
said it's never been so good to fucking feel so dead

it could never be the same
put the double barreled to my brain
next to my 40 oz and pack of cigs
i'll paint a picture with the parts that remain

what would you do
if we could go back and maybe change some things?
if only you knew
that i'd do it all again just to get to where i'm at
sometimes ur eyes turn blue
and sunshines look fine without
or anybody that i knew
yeah, weeks go by where i don't think about you

Follow me <3

sometimes ur eyes turn blue (prod. reaper) </3 music video in description </3

mixed & mastered by @lilsadeyes
produced by @avion666

icy lyrics:
all white dope
make your throat go numb
bitch its cold outside
you could never be the one
who could take my life
imma do that myself
i can feed off the weakness 
of you and your wealth
i got chain laced ones
gucci noose round my neck
i cant fuck with my demons
theyll bleed for a check
man i hate myself 
why the fuck should i breathe
all your words contradict
you mean nothing to me.

sadeyes lyrics:
see me out in the pouring rain
watch me end my life
watch me end my pain
i don't care if you hate me
no ones bullshit can phase me
lil shawdy i'm crazy
ain't no way you gon date me
fuck me up i'm dumb
i'm psycho, rip my heart apart
with your eyes closed
where my love go
where my trust go
she a fuck hoe
where my drugs go

Snow - (ft. sadeyes) prod. Avion

Cold Soul Club -
@llogansux
@soundcloud.com/arcadialane
@sloppyoxyscum
(PROD. hxrxkiller)

Lyrics:
Sloppy Oxy Scum-

Depression in decisions.
Ungrateful for what I'm given.
Beauty in our collision.
My personal addiction.

Tv on mute, 
Static in the back.
We fuck,
And I relapse.

No silver lining.
Nails I'm biting.
Not perfect timing.
Now your crying.

I miss the stupid cliches
Of all the shit that we'd say.
Spending every single day
To attached to fuckin stray.

Running to your house,
I thought youd make it out.
I still call your phone in doubt.
Your all I think about.

Standing at your door,
But No ones there.
For what it's worth I truly cared.

Arcadia lane - 

baby, can you feel my heart?
It’s been falling apart
pick it up off the shelf, dust it off, please save me from this hell
but I think I lost myself, I’m just a reject that you can’t help
now that I’m layin in my bed, stuck in my head
I found the solace in sadness
I’m sorry for all this
Depression in December, like 
All those fucking sleepless nights
but all I can see is the hell you put me through 
in every reflection, you know it’s true
and now I don’t know what to do.

llogansux - 

what do I do? 
I'm stuck on you
we saw this through
a time or two
I never knew
Itd hurt this bad
fuck yeah I'm sad
fuck yeah I'm sad

I know you're right
all we do is fight
and there's not a night
everything's alright 
that's just our plight
I think I might
I think I might

try to find myself
try to find what's wrong
try to live my life
and just move on
but it's not the same
everyday just rain
every day I drain
every fucking vein 
to feel the pain
to feel distain
and i feel insane 

I guess I give up
is that what
you wanted, us to break up
but I'm done now
that's my vow
you'll never see me around

Cold Soul Club ~ Solace In Sadness

Mixed By @iof
Cover art By @suicideoutside

Your thoughts in your head
Verse my thoughts in my head
Dont match up at the same time 
i dont know if i control it

Your heart in my hand
Verse my heart in your hand
So out of reach 
Baby i dont if i could ever hold it

Your car when you drive
Verse my car when i drive
So damn different the distance
The person you meet and see and roll with

My head and your head collide 
Same time 
Baby i dont if were meant for this 
But together we’ll bite the bullet

And nothing seems to help out
Everytime i talk about the shit
Run my fingertips around the edge of bottles
Take a sip and dont amount to shit
And nothing seems to help
Im all by myself
Trust is something like a steel knife
Got it pointed at my wind pipe
It dont feel right
But nevermind nevermind nevermind what i said
And nevermind nevermind nevermind who you slept with
Its like everytime everytime everytime im upset ya
Its cause i spend every night with you like everytime overtime anytime overnight with you like everynight
Nevermind nevermind nevermind nevermind

Sendin shots across town
Im tryna fuck you right now
Makin some noise im too loud
They yellin at me to pipe down
Im all in my head its too dim
I cant really see all the things that you said
Thought you had me all figured out
You might wanna go back and jot that down

You might wanna re-write that track right now
You might wanna retry that act right now
You might wanna recount that idea you had that u thought was so hot so profound 
You might wanna go back in the house
You might wanna tell all of ya friends tha you cant go out
Cause you dont have a moment to hesitate
Race against the clock what it take to be a heavyweight

They told me to save it

I got the cash like a banquet
Ya bitch i real got the bank wet
And that lil bitch is buttnaked
Im makin cash on the frequent
Im smokin gas and its fragrant
That lil bitch think she hot, huh
That lil boy think he fly, huh

What I Learned in Washington (+ Malfig)

spotify/apple music

After over a year its finally here thank you for your patience, love, and support. Here is a piece of me for you. -✦✦

producers:
1. @808gila
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2a4MbzmNLr59O7ryeFLf-Q/videos?view_as=subscriber

2. @jtpark
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-4r-CQERjH2Yf3z8OZ0qxQ
IG: https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjtpark/
TW: https://twitter.com/prodjtpark

2, 3, & 13. @user67beats
TT: https://traktrain.com/user67
IG: https://www.instagram.com/user67beats/
TW: https://twitter.com/prodbyuser67

4, 5, & 15: @prodby2k6
TT: https://traktrain.com/2k6#398704
IG: https://www.instagram.com/prodby2k6/
TW: https://twitter.com/ProdBy2k6

6, 7, 10, & 11: @Kcaaz
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXAzzCItZ91iCEUJbWqrAgA
IG: https://www.instagram.com/kcaaznc/?hl=en
SPOT: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5evZsbAa7rBuUzmrrSyBIe?si=iUEGtukVT_mLxO_UvHJ7DQ

8. @wavkid90
WEB: https://wavekid.infinity.airbit.com
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCePpyk8hUD8NjwnuDXtHmYQ
IG: https://www.instagram.com/liltutur/

9: @lilbearshawty
IG: https://www.instagram.com/lilbearshawty/
TW: https://twitter.com/lilbearshawty
SPOT: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7hkeWsaD98uWlpKLukw0qK

12: @young-enzo
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVEQ2aSgBXJUVcaK-W-VBcA

14. @shanikai
IG: https://www.instagram.com/shanikai/

Personal Development *prod. 2k6*

The Dylon Bangss project is done
@RogersOnlySon is my new project see you there c;

What I Learned in Washington (+ Malfig)

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