rare haunts, pt. i

BUY ON BANDCAMP

Weed Cowboy - Ego Death Throes

The 2022 debut album from dynastic, "I know there's something left for you," is back with 8 brand new songs and demos. Including a followup to "caldecott" featuring Polygon Cove, IKTSLFY Deluxe is its own special experience.

IKTSLFY Deluxe Edition

CD available here https://propyl.store/b/dynastic

Meadowlark

art: shem dan
https://shem.myportfolio.com/

lyrics:
(pray) for the weak and
(for all) the ones who
(of us) became a moving part
i am just a facet
i am not a figment
where's your reaction?
drowning in peppermint

who're you to judge?
this is how the cycle goes

wake up
frolic in a field under blankets
fifteen minutes til showtime
you fake it
god damn
how am i supposed to do it
over and over again

fifteen
how do i compete if i can't even
wake up?
god, i can't keep up, i can't keep up
god damn
this is a contest
this is an arms race
and this is a protest

tell me,
who're they to you?
do they leave you be?
do they let you be the person you want to be?
i will cradle you above earth, a thousand feet
would the depths of your heart do the same for me?

your heart, it beats in sync
with painful memories
i feel the pain beckon me like a siren
don't let me go
you're so beautiful
(shh!)

wake up
frolic in a field under blankets
fifteen minutes til showtime
you fake-
(shh!)
god damn
how am i supposed to do it
over and over again

fifteen
how do i compete if i can't even
wake up?
god, i can't keep up, i can't keep up
god damn
this is a contest
this is an arms race
and this is a protest

your heart, it beats in sync
with painful memories
i feel the pain beckon me like a siren
don't let me go
you're so beautiful

wildflower

"Lovesick, etc." blends inspirations of pop punk, alternative rock, and hyperpop into one energetic, fruity EP with four loud, hauntingly lovesick tunes

lyrics:
i wish things could end up going nicely
but i know they won't
but i'd like to hold onto hope
oh
maybe someday you'll think about me fondly
but i bet you won't
'cause we all have blind eyes
that's right
you put on the blinds
you tell me goodnight
well what does that mean to you?

i shouldn't have taken a chance
'cause the aftermath is mocking me
shouldn't have taken a chance
'cause the whiplash is killing me
i don't know how i thought that things
would end up any differently
i shouldn't have taken a chance on love
again

i know i think about you nightly
maybe someday i won't
maybe i have too much hope
oh, no
i wish i could keep you in my heart
but i know i'll fall apart
if i try to give you love
fuck
i wish you were mine
when i tell you goodnight
what do i mean to you?

i shouldn't have taken a chance
'cause the aftermath is after me
shouldn't have taken a chance
'cause the whiplash is killing me
i don't know how i thought that things
would end up any differently
i shouldn't have taken a chance on love
again

i wish you were mine
when i tell you goodnight
what do i mean to you?

i shouldn't have taken a chance
'cause the aftermath is after me
shouldn't have taken a chance
'cause the whiplash is killing me
i don't know how i thought that things
would ever turn out perfectly
i shouldn't have taken a chance on love
on love
on love
again

just give me the strength to take a chance on love
on love
on love
again

Lovesick, etc.

shouldn't have taken a chance on love

pre-order "I know there's something left for you"
https://dynastic.xyz
available everywhere feb 4

Everything is as I see
I can feel the earth shift around me as I speak
(Hey, hey)
You took the world away from me
Will you have my back when it crumbles on my feet

And I don't wanna be the guy
Who has to start it
But I'm not gonna let myself
Become a target
I know there's magic in the air
And I know you can feel it there
But I don't wanna disappear

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
Will we last if I'm not around?
if I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
'cause I need some time to figure
All my feelings out
If I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

This is who I wanna be
I don't wanna go
But I got to leave
It's just the way it has to be
If I leave you hurt
Out the blame on me

And I don't wanna be the guy
Who has to end it
And I swear I will do my best
To try and mend it
I know there's magic in the air
And I know you can feel it there
But I don't wanna disappear

(Can you show me how to grieve?
Why am I always so naive?
Should I bother to believe?
Or is it better if I leave?)

(Can you show me how to grieve?
I can't breathe
Why am I always so naive?
It's just me
Should I bother to believe?
I can't see
Or is it better if I leave?)

(One, two, three, four)

Can you show me where you go when the lights out
Can you bring me to the place that you hide now
Can you show me how to breathe
'Cause I'm not as strong as I used to be and

You know I can hold the fort down
But do you hold me close
When you're running around
Don't try to lie or deny it
I know where you've been tonight
So I'm asking you now

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
Will we last if I'm not around?
if I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
'cause I need some time to figure
All my feelings out
If I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

Everything ain't as it seems
Tried to change the world
But the world changed me
You left me bleeding on the floor
Lying on the glass
I can't do this anymore

But there's a couple things
About me that you'd better know
That if I find a guy like you
I'm never letting go
I'll never leave
Never cause you any harm
And the only way I'll go
Is if I die inside your arms

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
Will we last If I'm not around?
If I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
'cause I need some time to figure
All my feelings out
If I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

I know there's something left for you

caldecott (feat. Polygon Cove)

no fucking way! these guys are just like a penis????

prod 
@dynastic
@can-of-bliss

vox
@dynastic
@ubimusic
@saoirsedream
@can-of-bliss
@st1cksyea

art (lol)
@dynastic

dn

like a penis (w/ ubi, saoirse dream, can of bliss, & st1cks)

pre-order "I know there's something left for you"
https://dynastic.xyz
available everywhere feb 4

The broken glass
From the microwave
Is reflecting your glow tonight
Your eyes are telling me
That I'm alive
I hope all these beautiful memories
Aren't ruined by the clothes
I'm wearing right now
(Let your body eat you up)

I did something wrong today
And I meant it in the right way
And I don't know how to say this
In a polite way
But I'm a lightweight
And I overdose the truth

If I had it my way
I'd overdose on you
I'd tell you what I hold back
Every time I get close to you

(Is it true or does it live
In a daydream?) 

If I die tonight
Can I lay my head down
Knowing it was alright?
Lesson learned
Douleur

I could never figure it out myself
Maybe I'm the weakness
Giving you hell
Maybe I'm the void in your chest
That you've been trying to fill

And now we're breaking our hands
Just to make it work
I guess broken bones
Are what we deserve
And now I can't hold on
'Cause my grip is gone
And all I'm left with
Is silence in a daydream

If I die tonight
Can I lay my head down
Knowing it was alright?
Lesson learned
Douleur

Slow down
I can feel your gaze 
Slipping through the cracks
Along my skin as I 
Struggle to breathe
Know now
It takes a lot to walk away
It takes a lot to be the change
Every day


If I die tonight
Can I lay my head down
Knowing it was alright?
Lesson learned
Douleur

The broken glass
From the microwave
Is reflecting your glow tonight
Your eyes are telling me
That I'm alive

x2 dose

pre-order "I know there's something left for you"
https://dynastic.xyz
available everywhere feb 4

popstar
blow me off
wanna come to my show?
well, i guess not
and i thought i got caught
under your inbox
but now i think you hate my guts

rockstar
what the fuck?
i just wanna be your friend
am i cool enough?
i just wanna pretend i can do it but
i guess i'm the recluse
i knew i was

you're so superficial
at least now i know

i just wanna know why
you never hit me back
are you just too busy
or is it something that i lack?
i know i'm weird but i just
wanted a fucking chance
can't you just give me that?

pop-tart
popping up
everywhere that i go
yeah i've had enough
never been a fan of strawberry syrup
yeah you're not the first one

i know you're nice to me
but it's kinda mean
when you're stringing me along
is that wrong of me?
am i nothing to you?
you're everything to me

you're so superficial
at least now i finally know

oh, surely you're tired
of pretending to be friends
is this forever?
will this two-step ever end?

will things get better
if i ignore them forever?
i wouldn't trust you
if you said it would
although i'm desperate
if i lie to myself
i'll go right back to that neighborhood

when i close my eyelids
i can still see violet
yeah

(i see silence beneath my eyelids)
(oh, oh)
(fighting, violence)
(never in control)
(i see silence beneath my eyelids)
(oh, oh)
(fighting, violence)
(never in control)

clout dracula

I'm still waiting
For something to
Come to me like
Revolution
And I'm still staying
Here to see the
Resolution

And if you say goodbye to me
I'll do my best to let you leave
But don't you turn and look at me
I couldn't stand to watch you leave

Now I'm here to stay
Not for the truth I lost
But resolution
And I stayed here 'cause
I wanted to find
A resolution

And if you say goodbye to me
I'll do my best to let you leave
But don't you turn and look at me
I couldn't stand to watch you leave

Once I had a thought
That I could keep safe from
All the exclusion
But now I'm waiting
Here to see the
God damn fucking resolution

And if you say goodbye to me
I swear to god I'll let you leave
But don't you turn your back on me
I couldn't stand to watch you leave

true owl (intro)

Oh, I can't fall asleep
'Cause I'm thinking about
All of the bad dreams
That I had when you would
Tell me I was everything
And now I lay down
And all I see are sheep
And subtle things
To remind me that
I'm nowhere near
Where you left me
Last year

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I don't want to fall apart
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I ignored the alarm

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
Take back your patterns
My mindset is better
Know I can
Forgetter
Forgetter, forgetter

Oh, I hoped, honestly
I was thinking about
All of the wrong things
Maybe something was
Just off with my perspective
And now I think
I see everything so
Crystal ever-clear
Makes me wonder why
I ever turned the nightmare
On myself

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I don't want to fall apart
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I ignored the alarm

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
Take back your patterns
My mindset is better
Know I can
Forgetter
Forgetter, forgetter

(Vocalizing)

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I don't want to fall apart
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I ignored the alarm

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
Take back your patterns
My mindset is better
Know I can
Forgetter
Forgetter, forgetter

jacqueline

You say it's not you
You say it's someone else
But how do i know
When it's coming out your mouth?
You say she's got friends
Yeah, people I don't know
But her face is the one
That waits for me to come home

How do I know
When it's really you?
Will you tell me words
That will make me fall
In love with you?
And I don't know
What to think
I don't know what to do

That's when a teenage crush
Gets a little bit ugly
And I didn't give up
'Cause I knew that you loved me
And that's all that mattered
To me

I thought I didn't know you before
But now you've turned
Into an alien
Will you hunt me like a wolf
Or pick at me like an avian?
I can't believe what I see
A person that looks just like you
But doesn't know me
She's looking at me
Like I'm an alien

I'm hard to displease
Just treat me with respect
Don't know what you don't get
Is that stupid to expect?
Just tell me what you want
Just tell me what you're here for
Is it anything more
Than self destruction?

Is it anything more
Than acting out?
I guess it is by now
I can tell that
You mean it now

I thought I didn't know you before
But now you've turned
Into an alien
Will you hunt me like a wolf
Or pick at me like an avian?
I can't believe what I see
A person that looks just like you
And does bad things
Somehow I'm the one
Who's the alien

Yeah

I thought I didn't know you before
But now you've turned
Into an alien
Baby, would you
Hunt me like a wolf
Or pick at me like an avian?
I can't believe what I've seen
Somebody that looks just like you
Still scares me
And I feel like I'm an alien

featherbrain

can't fall asleep
i think i just need to eat
i shouldn't go to bed at 3
i should just brush my teeth
i'm sick of dreams
where i feel seventeen
i can't do anything
like just falling asleep

i know it's bad for me
tomorrow i promise i'll
take better care of myself
but its not easy
its not easy

can't fall asleep
i think i just need to eat
i shouldn't go to bed at 3
i should just brush my teeth
i'm sick of dreams
where i feel seventeen
i can't do anything
like fucking fall asleep

i know it's bad for me
tomorrow i promise i'll
take better care of myself
but its not easy

when nobody's watching i
just stay in my head all night

it's 3am
i gotta wake up again
i gotta fake it pretend
like i'm not still asleep
i'm not falling apart
no jumprope in my heart
my body's gonna give out
on me

i know it's bad for me
this make believe
what's truth for you
are lies for me
so i just want autonomy
and i have to be patient

she'd wake up at
a reasonable hour
maybe take a shower
if i could allow her
she'd make herself a meal
and it tastes fine
spent a minute online
make it to work at 9

but she's probably busy
staring at the ceiling
probably isn't feeling
busy doing nothing
she could be productive
maybe even happy
spending time with her friends
smiling and laughing

it's easier said than done
it's easier said than done

how do i block it out in a way
that's more selfish than this?
i don't think such a method exists

i turned to recluse
and self-diffusion
to solve for answers
with synthetic solutions
and swim down
to lows beneath
all the places
that the light couldn't reach

if you
break through
somehow you reach me
get rid of these leeches
eating love for food
leaving selfish isolationist attitude

i want you around me
so badly, so badly
you're chosen family
you kill the bad things
i don't know what to say

all good people are asleep (feat. saoirse dream)

I get it
You don't have to tell me
Again and again
I get the point
But maybe there's something
About my reaction
That tells you something right
(Yeah...)

I don't know about that
I know it's not affection I lack
Maybe something deeper than that
Maybe something I need to
Give all my attention

I was running fucking fast
In the wrong direction
I was held
I was a hostage
Of my perspective

Don't tell me there's nothing
A lesson or something
To hold onto tonight
You act like you're above it
You know that you're nothing
As long as you hold the knife
(Woo!)

Don't give me that crap
Never empathy that I lacked
Everything's so white
And it's black
In your eyes
And I realized
I don't care if you know

(Don't care if you don't know)


I was running fucking fast
In the wrong direction
I was held
I was a hostage
Of my perspective

You get what you get
And, well, tough luck
A shit hand
You learn to live with it
Not fighting against it

I want you in my room
When the daylight ends
I know I gotta let you go
I know we're friends
I know you're heart's taken
Yeah, I know that dance
But I'm looking at you
Yeah, I'm looking at you

And I don't even know
What's your favorite band?
I don't know what
Your favorite color is
But damn you've got me
In a vice grip
Got me in a mindset
Got me kinda lovesick

Oh, let me not be in love
Again
Oh, tell me I'm not falling
For a friend again
I can't help myself
Let's get out of here

I want you by my side
Not just in my head
I wanna take you out
Wanna see you dress
I want you so close
You can feel my breath
Yeah, I'm looking at you
But you'd never guess

Maybe you would
Do you see me too?
I don't take hints well
So if you do
Just tell me
Push me up against the wall
And tell me
You can feel it after all

Oh, let me not be in love
Again
Oh, tell me I'm not falling
For a friend again
I can't help myself
Let's get out of here

Woah
Oh, please be in love
With me too
Ooh
Oh, please tell me
That you're falling
I can't get myself
To tell you we should
Get out of here

no romance

I couldn't do it by myself
If I wanted to
Don't feel a rhythm when
They say "Bee, I love you"
And I wish I could
Show you inside

She said
"I hope you use this time
To find closure
And you can't let
Your inhibitions take over"
So I turned to myself and sighed

There's a color here
I've never seen before
And if you listen close
You can hear it in your heart

I heard your call
As you move
Dancing to the beat
Of the Earth and you
And if you fall
As you do
I won't be the one
To nurture you

I never got to savor this
But I won't let that hold me back

I know there's resolution
Hidden here somewhere
But I can't find it
So I'm just going nowhere
And I
Just want to be alright

There's a color here
I've never seen before
And if you listen close
You can hear it in your heart

I heard your call
As you move
Dancing to the beat
Of the Earth and you
And if you fall
As you do
I won't be the one
To nurture you

I never got to savor this
But I won't let that hold me back
I never got to savor this

(I heard your call)
(I heard your call)

(I heard your call)
(I heard your call)

sway

[You ever, like, have to do something even remotely confrontational and then your whole body just starts shaking?]

Let's recall
The silence of our kiss
And worst of all
You knew what silence is
And what it means to me
And how it makes me
Breathe unevenly
But did you even
Know that about me?

When I told you
That I loved you
I meant it
And when you told me
That you loved me
You took the meaning
And you bent it

All in all
I let go of my fear
But let's recall
The things that
We did to get here

'Cause we were the frost
That melts away
When the ocean is burning down
And lost
Is everything
That we once knew
And now it's all
It needs to be
Just broken memories
And stupid in-jokes
I guess I do still
Kinda miss those

And when I told you
That I missed you
I faked
And when you told me
That you missed me too
I knew that I was still addicted

All in all
I let go of my fear
But let's recall
That I'm not the reason
We find ourselves here

Oh, oh
I'm not the reason
You know we're the reason
Don't you?
Did I ever even know you?

It's so nice
Sitting in the light
From the stars
And the satellites
Wonder if you're mine
In a past or
A second life
Can I get there
If I am patient?

It's so nice
Looking at a view of behind
With my broken eyes
But I have seen the sights
Of a thousand other lives
I got here 'cause I was patient

All in all
I let go of my fear
But let's recall
That I'm not the reason
We find ourselves here

Oh, I'm not the reason
You know we're the reason
Don't you?
Did I ever even know you?

It's so nice
Sitting in the light
From the stars
And the satellites
Wonder if you're mine
In a past or
A second life
Can I get there
If I am patient?

It's so nice
Looking at a view of behind
With my broken eyes
But I have seen the sights
Of a thousand other lives
I got here 'cause I was patient

on tape

everything you say sound like a lie
everything you say and i know why
'cause you say it with your mouth and not your eyes
and i cant tell if you even realize
this is not the slow dance you fantasized
it never was

i am not the person in your head
but i was still created for a test
the variables tell me how to act
and sing and dance
and cry and scream
and laugh
to be a human in your arms, at that
is that so bad?

and when you see me on the big screen
on the TV
are you looking at me?
watching
looking closely
pay attention
i'm your favorite movie
when you know the script like
it's your own life
you can mouth the words
and when you say you love me
do you mean it?
'cause you sound so unsure lately
lately
all the ratings
they've been falling
'cause the acting's getting lazy
unrealistic
'cause the actor is distracted

i am not against a change of faith
but i know that you know that i'm too weak
to do it all again
this stupid song
and coordinated nation sweeping dance
at the very least i had a chance
can we stay friends

and when you see me on the big screen
on the TV
are you looking at me?
watching
looking closely
pay attention
i'm your favorite movie
when you know the script like
it's your own life
you can mouth the words
and when you say you love me
do you mean it?
'cause you sound so unsure lately
lately
all the ratings
they've been falling
'cause the acting's getting lazy
unrealistic
'cause the actor is distracted

tell me
do you want me?
do you think i'm worth your time?
oh please just tell me
maybe someday isn't as far away as it seems
or maybe it lives in my dreams

tell me
do you want me?
do you think i'm worth your time?
oh please just tell me
maybe someday isn't as far away as it seems
or maybe it lives in my dreams

tell me
do you love me?
if you mean it
live your life
and if that means that you're not a soulmate
you're a best friend
i guess that's alright with me
but god
my heart hurts as it beats
oh

and when you see me on the big screen
on the TV
are you looking at me?
watching
looking closely
pay attention
i'm your favorite movie
when you know the script like
it's your own life
you can mouth the words
and when you say you love me
do you mean it?
'cause you sound so unsure lately
lately
all the ratings
they've been falling
'cause the acting's getting lazy
unrealistic
'cause the actor is addicted

the actor

I'd go through my motions
She'd roll up a joint
Something didn't click, I'd be feeling blue
She told me that I'm useless
Said, "Baby, what's the point?"
How can I still trust that she's something new?

Words don't scratch the surface
Pain's stuck on my tongue
My scars need time for healing
The smoke still coats my lungs
You still have an ego
And I'm still just a bitch
I'm still just a bitch

I feel that things are worsening
My blood, it boils, it's curdling
Feelings so deep are surfacing
I lurch, my stomach's turning

Think of the past, I'm circling
Of all the love and worshiping
I'm drowning, I'm gurgling
It can't get worse from here

They're not the same (they're not the same)
They're not the same as you, it can't be true (it can't be true)
They're not the same (they're not the same)
They're not the same (they're not the same)
So why's my brain stuck?

If you saw me (saw me)
You didn't (you didn't)
I'm different (different)
Persistent (I am)
I'm driven (vroom)
And not about to look back

The gears and the pistons
Are grinding, just listen
My heart is saying stop
(Heart is saying stop)

I'd go through my motions
She'd roll up a joint
Something didn't click, I'd be feeling blue
She told me that I'm useless
Said, "Baby, what's the point?"
How can I still trust that she's something new?

Words don't scratch the surface
Pain's stuck on my tongue
My scars need time for healing
The smoke still coats my lungs
You still have an ego
And I'm still just a bitch
I'm still just a bitch

So, as I was saying
54320
I wonder just how high this plane can go
Until the pressure makes it explode
Hello, hello, hello

I feel things are worsening
Hold you back from breaking things
You know I don't wanna be your guard dog
But I gotta be
Fuck, I gotta talk myself out of this crush
Think I might have been in love with you

Crushing daisies in my hands
To ignite them in my head
Yeah, I think my soul is growing up
But now my heart is dead
Yeah, I saw you in my dreams
But I'd bet I'm imagining you

It's not your fault
It's not your fault
It's not your fault
It's not your fault

I know you saw
How I fell apart
And I won't fall for you

54320 (feat. DJ Re:Code)

lovely aka fire away (feat. Jedwill)

8 months in my head (feat. goji!)

brand new rainbow

Consumerist vampire, repulsive
I had to deliberately steer clear
Of the second member of the alphabet

That's the way that the cookie crumbles
That's the way that the chocolate bends
That's the way that in every fuck up
Is a little bit of common sense

Your life's not Sex and the City
This cocktail's thirty dollars

Respond with your doctrine
Avoid the situation
You can't handle what's in front of you
So you use your incantations

(Ballsackus removus!)

It's like talking to a brick wall
Marked for demolition
Tagged up and painted
Over and over
It's like talking to no one at all

Weed Cowboy - If Heaven Is A Place On Earth It Will Be Underwater By 2036

That was someone else
I don't know who
But they stole my look
My style
My childhood  

Cutthroat
I'm used to it
I'm a big bad wolf in a lion's pit
Come on, get it over with
Tear me apart
And feed me to the onlookers

(Emotional chord patterns, emotional chord patterns)
(Emotional chord patterns)

Bred by supply
And demand

With the power to uplift the world
I choose to kill the past
I drove miles through your graveyard
All I saw was dying grass

(Fear of what you know)
Contrary to love 
(All these paved out roads)
Towns turned to dust

All I wish for
Is the instinct of the masses
But when did it get buried
Deep beneath the fucking casket
What will I die for
But selfish satisfaction?

Weed Cowboy - Doritos Logos Pathos Tacos

I'm done having perfect hair
and I'm done trusting Jesus luck
I'm dying faster than my peers
But they didn't find anything in my blood
Except my lucky foot
That i stole from the rabbit
Grab it, detach it
Enemy detected

I've been caught
In a snare, shyeeah
Designed to cheat the food chain
Cages display our future

Everywhere I go
There's an albatross rocking my shit

Weed Cowboy - You Are Not Immune To Ashwagandha

(Espera un minuto)

Eerr

(Growling)

(80% of my audience is male, and to gain some female, I will do music)

The doubt, the doubt, the doubt
First comes the doubt
O, such questions detest me
And I cannot be bothered by the weight
Do a figure eight around your opinion

(Help!)

Weed Cowboy - I Dabbed So Hard I Brought Reba McEntire Back To Life

superficial boy

the mantra (april 10th)

Held within these walls
Counting cracks on their faces
(I) Stare in contest
Never yielding

I'm alone where you can find me
Expert lies keep me inside
You don't have to fear tonight
You're above the law

(Woah, ohh)
(Woah, ohh)

Walls could talk
Just give 'em lips
Photos don't know what the memory is
Take a look at the room
That's all it is
It'll never be this real again

And what I know
Is worth a thousand word's worth
Of burning pictures
Depicting nothing

If you ask me
I can tell you
So just ask me

If you ask me
I can tell you
I was miserable here
You can see it on my face

(But it's not the time) No, it's not the time
Nor quite the place (Not the place)
To be making these mistakes
I'm not feeling too level-headed right now
I might take a couple thousand seconds
To get my thoughts down
And regret it

Woah, ahh
Woah, ahh
And regret it, oh

Stare In Contest

I hope all of my friends
Are happy and healthy in the end
And I won't do anything out of love
If I don't mean it enough

Times that I've had a friend
In a singular sense
It feels boxed in
And I would do anything to share my love
In the same way
With everyone

I'm not stupid
I'm just asunder
'Cause I trust you like a minnow
Swimming aimlessly with one another
And I feel like I can't ever remember
What it's like to let my heart bleed
Out of someone else's mouth for once

Keep that smug look off your face
I'm doctor Smirnoff
Keep my name out of your mouth
But don't ever forget
With the cadence of the contour
That your essence will bend to
I want someone deceitful to listen to

I hope all of my friends
Are happy and healthy in the end
And I won't say anything out of love
If I don't mean it enough

Times that I've had a friend
In a singular sense
It feels boxed in
And I would do anything to share my love
In the same way
With everyone

I'm not stupid
I'm just asunder
'Cause I trust you like a minnow
Swimming aimlessly with one another
And I feel like I can't ever remember
What it's like to let my heart bleed
Out of someone else's mouth for once

Keep that smug look off your face
Keep my name out of your mouth
Ohh, ohh
I want someone deceitful to listen to

Doctor Smirnoff

Maybe I'll pretend
Maybe I won't
I'm already fixing
For a little dope
I want things to work out
Just as they always have
Work out
'Cause it's all I have

So give me a reason
I know you always do
But I need a better explanation
I know it's not right to wash over me

Don't go take my violin
I need to stay awake
To stop the violence in your brain

Maybe I'll tell you
Maybe I'll lie
Things I feel right now (Things I feel right now)
I'll feel 'til I die (I'll feel 'til I die)
I want you to notice (I want you to notice)
When I need you to
But how could you notice (How could you notice)
What I keep from you?

So give me a reason
I know you always do
But I need a better explanation
'Cause I know it's not fair
To you or to me

Don't go take my violin
I need to stay awake
To stop the violence in your brain

Let me live the memories in your head
Put me in a scene that I could not forget
If you wish to wake before your dream is dead
Let me go
With each of your breaths

And become like lightning on the hill
Or a TV lighting up a motel
Do as you will
And I will do so as well
Ahh

So give me a reason

So give me a reason
(Screaming)
(Reason)

Dope (Fixing)

That's about the point
I started to stop
I wanna make beautiful art
Come from my brain
But it gets stuck
I wanna be a promise
Or something to resolve

I wanna be a problem
Can't you see it in my eyes?
I'm a thousand miles away
And I am still not satisfied
If I find my way back home to you
Will things still be alright?
I'll put my money on it all

That's about the point
I started to stop (I started to stop)
I wanna make beautiful art
Come from my brain
But it gets stuck
I wanna be a promise
Or someone to resolve

I wanna be a problem
Can't you see it in my eyes?
I'm a thousand miles away
And I am still not satisfied
If I find my way back home to you
Will things still be alright?
I put my money on it all
I put my money on it all

Decoupled language
Fragments of patience
Behind closed doors
Your sickness is getting worse

Problem Apple

I wanna be vegetarian
So I can show all my cool new friends
That I can stand for something big
And solid enough to stand on

I wanna be a silver thread
Attached to a thespian's giant head
Who masters the spoons like Willow Smith
So I can amount to something

I wanna say I'm new to this
But I've been played out like a compact disc
Now I think I've got it
Well, mostly the gist
Now it's losing its grip on me

I wanna be a sycophant
So I can wear out all the latest trends
'Til the bandwagon leaves me for dead
In the middle of fucking nowhere

I wanna say I've heard of this
But I've only heard a version of it
I think I've got most of the gist
Now it's tightening its grip on me
Now I'm steadily losing sleep

I wanna say I'm waking up
From a bad, bad dream about washing up
Bury every memory of speaking up
If you don't want to let your voice down

(Screaming)

I can break the pattern
I could make it better if I wanted
But I don't
Is that honest enough?

I think I'm starting to get it
At least starting to regret it
There's things and consequences manifesting now
And there's nothing I can do

How could I say I've had enough?
I'm a little worse for wear
One eye shut
My bloodshot, Rorschach corneas
Welling up with the blur I choked out

I think I'm starting to feel it
I'm guided by the wind
Of backlit deeds that I have done
Am I making it up?

I think I'm making it up
Am I making it all up?

(I was running fucking fast in the wrong direction)

Willow Smith

no, i don't know what i'm supposed to do now
i'll justify my heart and get the fuck out
i bet that i will never leave my hometown
i bet that i will always let my friends down

is there or is there not an end?
i feel loved by my closest friends
but maybe there's just more out there
like something that can make me feel right

is this subjective?
can i reflect this?
will i heal from this?
will i ever leave my hometown?
nothing's ever locked down, oh no

is there or is there not an end?
i've lost all of my closest friends
i've destroyed my environment
now i reap what i sow
and i sit in my room now

no, i don't know what i'm supposed to do now
i lost all of my friends because of you now
i don't know what to tell you 'cause i'm too loud
too proud, just go fucking tear me down

do you know what the hell you did?
this is something i have to live with
now i'm getting lost in the bismuth
kismet, i'm all play no business

i've felt okay for the past week
but now i need to fall asleep
it's already 6:30

no, i don't know what i'm supposed to do now
the voices in my head are getting so loud
if you need to come and tear me down
i'll show you this confidence that i found
left hook to your jaw, knock you out
i'll make you hit the concrete in the first round
so fuck around with me and you will find out
i'm not the piece of garbage that you threw out

is there or is there not an end?
i feel loved by my closest friends
like, maybe there's just more out there
like something that can make me feel right

(no, i don't know what i'm supposed to do now)
(i don't know what i'm supposed to do now)
(i don't know what i'm supposed to do now, do now)

GTFO (cut from IKTSLFY, 2020 version)

aveeno

german v2

til everyone is singin la, la la la, la la la

on tape (demo v3 version)

gas station mermaid type beat FEAT DJ FOID

happy halloween!! this is a spooky single from my EP, which is coming out 17/1/2017 on @deskpopmusic!!

thank you to @mushbuh for the wonderful artwork--youll be seeing more of it with my music very soon ;•]

ALSO thanks to @extrope for the mastering!

special thanks to everyone who convinced me to release this, i almost scrapped it!!

have fun tonight, friends!! 🎃🎃🎃🎃

SPACE/SUMMER

FREE DL/BUY

eefreef

100 gecs - bloodstains (dyna remix)

Mag.lo - TEAM (dyna remix)

this is the first single from my DEBUT ALBUM! excited to finally release this.

art done by the wonderful Moopdrea!
https://twitter.com/moopdrea

Gecko Blitz

If you want to be something fake
Then I will be your fake little demon
Baby I know
If you want to kill me
Let's go

If you want to be something fake
Then I will be your fake little demon
Baby I know
If you want to kill me
Let's go

They call me emo but they don't know that I'm skramz
Step out of the mosh pit cuz they slam with no dance
Everybody hates me cuz I got a hundred bands
But I never finish tracks so I put them in the can

What I want
What I need
My desire from you
Lives inside of a box hidden in my room
And I want
And I need
Metamorphosis
Something else
Something new
Something better than this

Oh I just need a little bit of time
To fix myself before I die
I will be damned by the sky

If you want to be something fake
Then I will be your fake little demon
Baby I know
If you want to kill me
Let's go

If you want to be something fake
Then I will be your fake little demon
Baby I know
If you want to kill me
Let's go

Fake Little Demon

@666hardcoreband
@webcage
@elephantswhominesalt

flipzone ceo

Business contact: dynasticmgmt%gmail.com

dynastic

Pinned to spotlight

Popular tracks