rare haunts, pt. i

everything you say sound like a lie
everything you say and i know why
'cause you say it with your mouth and not your eyes
and i cant tell if you even realize
this is not the slow dance you fantasized
it never was

i am not the person in your head
but i was still created for a test
the variables tell me how to act
and sing and dance
and cry and scream
and laugh
to be a human in your arms, at that
is that so bad?

and when you see me on the big screen
on the TV
are you looking at me?
watching
looking closely
pay attention
i'm your favorite movie
when you know the script like
it's your own life
you can mouth the words
and when you say you love me
do you mean it?
'cause you sound so unsure lately
lately
all the ratings
they've been falling
'cause the acting's getting lazy
unrealistic
'cause the actor is distracted

i am not against a change of faith
but i know that you know that i'm too weak
to do it all again
this stupid song
and coordinated nation sweeping dance
at the very least i had a chance
can we stay friends

and when you see me on the big screen
on the TV
are you looking at me?
watching
looking closely
pay attention
i'm your favorite movie
when you know the script like
it's your own life
you can mouth the words
and when you say you love me
do you mean it?
'cause you sound so unsure lately
lately
all the ratings
they've been falling
'cause the acting's getting lazy
unrealistic
'cause the actor is distracted

tell me
do you want me?
do you think i'm worth your time?
oh please just tell me
maybe someday isn't as far away as it seems
or maybe it lives in my dreams

tell me
do you want me?
do you think i'm worth your time?
oh please just tell me
maybe someday isn't as far away as it seems
or maybe it lives in my dreams

tell me
do you love me?
if you mean it
live your life
and if that means that you're not a soulmate
you're a best friend
i guess that's alright with me
but god
my heart hurts as it beats
oh

and when you see me on the big screen
on the TV
are you looking at me?
watching
looking closely
pay attention
i'm your favorite movie
when you know the script like
it's your own life
you can mouth the words
and when you say you love me
do you mean it?
'cause you sound so unsure lately
lately
all the ratings
they've been falling
'cause the acting's getting lazy
unrealistic
'cause the actor is addicted

the actor

pining, revisited

I'd go through my motions
She'd roll up a joint
Something didn't click, I'd be feeling blue
She told me that I'm useless
Said, "Baby, what's the point?"
How can I still trust that she's something new?

Words don't scratch the surface
Pain's stuck on my tongue
My scars need time for healing
The smoke still coats my lungs
You still have an ego
And I'm still just a bitch
I'm still just a bitch

I feel that things are worsening
My blood, it boils, it's curdling
Feelings so deep are surfacing
I lurch, my stomach's turning

Think of the past, I'm circling
Of all the love and worshiping
I'm drowning, I'm gurgling
It can't get worse from here

They're not the same (they're not the same)
They're not the same as you, it can't be true (it can't be true)
They're not the same (they're not the same)
They're not the same (they're not the same)
So why's my brain stuck?

If you saw me (saw me)
You didn't (you didn't)
I'm different (different)
Persistent (I am)
I'm driven (vroom)
And not about to look back

The gears and the pistons
Are grinding, just listen
My heart is saying stop
(Heart is saying stop)

I'd go through my motions
She'd roll up a joint
Something didn't click, I'd be feeling blue
She told me that I'm useless
Said, "Baby, what's the point?"
How can I still trust that she's something new?

Words don't scratch the surface
Pain's stuck on my tongue
My scars need time for healing
The smoke still coats my lungs
You still have an ego
And I'm still just a bitch
I'm still just a bitch

So, as I was saying
54320
I wonder just how high this plane can go
Until the pressure makes it explode
Hello, hello, hello

I feel things are worsening
Hold you back from breaking things
You know I don't wanna be your guard dog
But I gotta be
Fuck, I gotta talk myself out of this crush
Think I might have been in love with you

Crushing daisies in my hands
To ignite them in my head
Yeah, I think my soul is growing up
But now my heart is dead
Yeah, I saw you in my dreams
But I'd bet I'm imagining you

It's not your fault
It's not your fault
It's not your fault
It's not your fault

I know you saw
How I fell apart
And I won't fall for you

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