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rare haunts, pt. i

5/8

mastered by @prodmusa

You said
That everything is fine
But I'm not confident that anything is all right
And you said
That you think that I'm cool
But how do I know that's even true
I'm embarrassed of all the thoughts I have
It’s the rarest when I don't fucking care
I feel stupid all the fucking time
What am I doing here?

You do what you do
I stay in my bed
Radio active mutation in my head
No, no
Please don't feel bad
It's not your fault
I'm just jealous as fuck
(Jealous, jealous)
I'm just jealous as fuck
(Jealous, jealous)
(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah)
Yeah
No

You said
You care about our connection
And you don't want me to take anything the wrong way
And you said
You said that it'd be best
If we stopped acting
Because its distracting
And that's fine
The race can't always be mine
And maybe it's just my sweet tooth
(Yeah, ohh)
But I sense sugar in the recipe

You do what you do
I stay in my bed
Radio active mutation in my head
No, no
Please don't feel bad
It's not your fault
I'm just jealous as fuck
(Jealous, jealous)
(I'm just jealous)
(Jealous, jealous)
I'm just jealous as fuck
(Jealous, jealous)
(Jealous, jealous, ohh)

And when the ceiling tiles fall down
What will replace?
I'm not the one enamored by
The hand that's stricken my face
And when I feel sick in bed
Will the fetal position save me?
All that I can do is hope for the best, I guess
And I don't wanna puke when I'm on stage
And you better not trap me in this cage
Distract me from the fear of open sky
Manhattan makes me feel
(Manhattan makes me feel)
(Like I'm)
Like I'm dying
Like I'm dying
Like I'm dying

You do what you do
I stay in my bed
Radio active mutation in my head
No, no
When all is said and done
I hope we can still be friends
You do what you do
I stay in my bed
Radio active mutation in my head
No, no
Please don't feel bad
It's not your fault
I'm just jealous as fuck

JEALOUS

I want you in my room
When the daylight ends
I know I gotta let you go
I know we're friends
I know you're heart's taken
Yeah, I know that dance
But I'm looking at you
Yeah, I'm looking at you

And I don't even know
What's your favorite band?
I don't know what
Your favorite color is
But damn you've got me
In a vice grip
Got me in a mindset
Got me kinda lovesick

Oh, let me not be in love
Again
Oh, tell me I'm not falling
For a friend again
I can't help myself
Let's get out of here

I want you by my side
Not just in my head
I wanna take you out
Wanna see you dress
I want you so close
You can feel my breath
Yeah, I'm looking at you
But you'd never guess

Maybe you would
Do you see me too?
I don't take hints well
So if you do
Just tell me
Push me up against the wall
And tell me
You can feel it after all

Oh, let me not be in love
Again
Oh, tell me I'm not falling
For a friend again
I can't help myself
Let's get out of here

Woah
Oh, please be in love
With me too
Ooh
Oh, please tell me
That you're falling
I can't get myself
To tell you we should
Get out of here

no romance

[You ever, like, have to do something even remotely confrontational and then your whole body just starts shaking?]

Let's recall
The silence of our kiss
And worst of all
You knew what silence is
And what it means to me
And how it makes me
Breathe unevenly
But did you even
Know that about me?

When I told you
That I loved you
I meant it
And when you told me
That you loved me
You took the meaning
And you bent it

All in all
I let go of my fear
But let's recall
The things that
We did to get here

'Cause we were the frost
That melts away
When the ocean is burning down
And lost
Is everything
That we once knew
And now it's all
It needs to be
Just broken memories
And stupid in-jokes
I guess I do still
Kinda miss those

And when I told you
That I missed you
I faked
And when you told me
That you missed me too
I knew that I was still addicted

All in all
I let go of my fear
But let's recall
That I'm not the reason
We find ourselves here

Oh, oh
I'm not the reason
You know we're the reason
Don't you?
Did I ever even know you?

It's so nice
Sitting in the light
From the stars
And the satellites
Wonder if you're mine
In a past or
A second life
Can I get there
If I am patient?

It's so nice
Looking at a view of behind
With my broken eyes
But I have seen the sights
Of a thousand other lives
I got here 'cause I was patient

All in all
I let go of my fear
But let's recall
That I'm not the reason
We find ourselves here

Oh, I'm not the reason
You know we're the reason
Don't you?
Did I ever even know you?

It's so nice
Sitting in the light
From the stars
And the satellites
Wonder if you're mine
In a past or
A second life
Can I get there
If I am patient?

It's so nice
Looking at a view of behind
With my broken eyes
But I have seen the sights
Of a thousand other lives
I got here 'cause I was patient

on tape

everything you say sound like a lie
everything you say and i know why
'cause you say it with your mouth and not your eyes
and i cant tell if you even realize
this is not the slow dance you fantasized
it never was

i am not the person in your head
but i was still created for a test
the variables tell me how to act
and sing and dance
and cry and scream
and laugh
to be a human in your arms, at that
is that so bad?

and when you see me on the big screen
on the TV
are you looking at me?
watching
looking closely
pay attention
i'm your favorite movie
when you know the script like
it's your own life
you can mouth the words
and when you say you love me
do you mean it?
'cause you sound so unsure lately
lately
all the ratings
they've been falling
'cause the acting's getting lazy
unrealistic
'cause the actor is distracted

i am not against a change of faith
but i know that you know that i'm too weak
to do it all again
this stupid song
and coordinated nation sweeping dance
at the very least i had a chance
can we stay friends

and when you see me on the big screen
on the TV
are you looking at me?
watching
looking closely
pay attention
i'm your favorite movie
when you know the script like
it's your own life
you can mouth the words
and when you say you love me
do you mean it?
'cause you sound so unsure lately
lately
all the ratings
they've been falling
'cause the acting's getting lazy
unrealistic
'cause the actor is distracted

tell me
do you want me?
do you think i'm worth your time?
oh please just tell me
maybe someday isn't as far away as it seems
or maybe it lives in my dreams

tell me
do you want me?
do you think i'm worth your time?
oh please just tell me
maybe someday isn't as far away as it seems
or maybe it lives in my dreams

tell me
do you love me?
if you mean it
live your life
and if that means that you're not a soulmate
you're a best friend
i guess that's alright with me
but god
my heart hurts as it beats
oh

and when you see me on the big screen
on the TV
are you looking at me?
watching
looking closely
pay attention
i'm your favorite movie
when you know the script like
it's your own life
you can mouth the words
and when you say you love me
do you mean it?
'cause you sound so unsure lately
lately
all the ratings
they've been falling
'cause the acting's getting lazy
unrealistic
'cause the actor is addicted

the actor

I'd go through my motions
She'd roll up a joint
Something didn't click, I'd be feeling blue
She told me that I'm useless
Said, "Baby, what's the point?"
How can I still trust that she's something new?

Words don't scratch the surface
Pain's stuck on my tongue
My scars need time for healing
The smoke still coats my lungs
You still have an ego
And I'm still just a bitch
I'm still just a bitch

I feel that things are worsening
My blood, it boils, it's curdling
Feelings so deep are surfacing
I lurch, my stomach's turning

Think of the past, I'm circling
Of all the love and worshiping
I'm drowning, I'm gurgling
It can't get worse from here

They're not the same (they're not the same)
They're not the same as you, it can't be true (it can't be true)
They're not the same (they're not the same)
They're not the same (they're not the same)
So why's my brain stuck?

If you saw me (saw me)
You didn't (you didn't)
I'm different (different)
Persistent (I am)
I'm driven (vroom)
And not about to look back

The gears and the pistons
Are grinding, just listen
My heart is saying stop
(Heart is saying stop)

I'd go through my motions
She'd roll up a joint
Something didn't click, I'd be feeling blue
She told me that I'm useless
Said, "Baby, what's the point?"
How can I still trust that she's something new?

Words don't scratch the surface
Pain's stuck on my tongue
My scars need time for healing
The smoke still coats my lungs
You still have an ego
And I'm still just a bitch
I'm still just a bitch

So, as I was saying
54320
I wonder just how high this plane can go
Until the pressure makes it explode
Hello, hello, hello

I feel things are worsening
Hold you back from breaking things
You know I don't wanna be your guard dog
But I gotta be
Fuck, I gotta talk myself out of this crush
Think I might have been in love with you

Crushing daisies in my hands
To ignite them in my head
Yeah, I think my soul is growing up
But now my heart is dead
Yeah, I saw you in my dreams
But I'd bet I'm imagining you

It's not your fault
It's not your fault
It's not your fault
It's not your fault

I know you saw
How I fell apart
And I won't fall for you

54320 (feat. DJ Re:Code)

lovely aka fire away (feat. Jedwill)

8 months in my head (feat. goji!)

brand new rainbow

still watching? (feat. PSX)

chichi

bunnyland

lyrics:
ur the one who showed me
how to part the waters
i can see the ghost blood
moving thru the patterns
im out of options
pop another powder
dont know what to call it
nothing really matters

if u want this heat
lets go rattle in my bedroom
pump you full of bats
down ur neck until theres no room
yeah i got solvents in the bag
that would black us out for hours
face down
shark attack
something hit the towers
baby wanna huff that
wanna take that
fed ur girl the pure ket
put her on the race track
ok i like that
ya ya its like that

stems: https://wwin.gs/ghost%20blood%20stems.zip

ghost blood

Burn It Down

Broken Mirrors

cringe shit,, prod me
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I haven’t felt great for a minute
Black lungs all the time, could never quit it
Wish life was a massive preset, so I could init
So I can forget
I’m such a coward (fucking coward)
My phone just ran out of power
I’m just happy I won’t feel like shit for an hour
Cause I won’t see you on the TL till then
But I’m still gonna feel regret to the bitter end

Closure don’t mean shit
If I can’t fucking let go
You’ve been the center of my mind
I’m not feeling fine
Don’t think I would ever take you back
But I don’t know
I get like this all the time
No reason or rhyme
I’m a fucking asshole and you deserve
Better than me, better than me
For once not everything was 2D
But without you, air so frigid, I could freeze

I’d never say it straight to your face
But I wish that I could take his place sometimes
Or maybe it’s just that I miss fucking (too much)
Sorry, I know I haven’t been that honest
Butterflies all the time, feel like Imma vomit
Wish I could go back to that August
And say what I wish I could say now

Closure don’t mean shit
If I can’t fucking let go
You’ve been the center of my mind
I’m not feeling fine
Don’t think I would ever take you back
But I don’t know
I get like this all the time
No reason or rhyme
And I know it’s been two years
But you still find a way into my head
Imma spend the day in bed
Wishing that I was dead

I can’t take it anymore
The weight got me pinned on the floor
I can’t move
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Get out of my head

What do you want from me?
What do you want from me?
What do you want from me?
What do you want from me?
What do you want from me?
What do you want from me?

closure (prod saoirse dream)

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