rare haunts, pt. i

blips by @hiddencontact

you left your clothes out
in the yard

and I left my shirt on
for the summer

clinging to roses, rocks, and
wind

begging for calls
return the number


well I hope you flourish
well I hope you find time
for your love

I am always aware
of what is happening
for better or worse
I take in the earth

but come on
let's not let it get you down too much

Vision 2020

lyrics :(@least_favorite)Prod by @carrockermusic
Sittin in my room again
Fucked up on diazepam
Fail to fall asleep n then
Throw away my exit plan
& i dont know whats right n wrong
I cant tell apart my friends
& i dont know whats going on
I dont wanna feel again
Feel againnnn

The dusk bleeds further into morning than I think it did before
But I don’t have much use for sunlight anymore
I know it’s getting hard to reach me and I never tell u why
But i’ve been shakier and shakier and shakier and now
I put my head down for a second and it lasted for a day
But i dont think i would’ve done much anyway
And maybe better is a feeling that I still can feel again
But I won’t put much stock in outrunning the end

leastfavorite! - diazepam (carrocker)

cover of photophobia by ryan leahan
in collaboration with @re_dd ♥
outro prod me

photophobia (prod. dfrost)

everything you say sound like a lie
everything you say and i know why
'cause you say it with your mouth and not your eyes
and i cant tell if you even realize
this is not the slow dance you fantasized
it never was

i am not the person in your head
but i was still created for a test
the variables tell me how to act
and sing and dance
and cry and scream
and laugh
to be a human in your arms, at that
is that so bad?

and when you see me on the big screen
on the TV
are you looking at me?
watching
looking closely
pay attention
i'm your favorite movie
when you know the script like
it's your own life
you can mouth the words
and when you say you love me
do you mean it?
'cause you sound so unsure lately
lately
all the ratings
they've been falling
'cause the acting's getting lazy
unrealistic
'cause the actor is distracted

i am not against a change of faith
but i know that you know that i'm too weak
to do it all again
this stupid song
and coordinated nation sweeping dance
at the very least i had a chance
can we stay friends

and when you see me on the big screen
on the TV
are you looking at me?
watching
looking closely
pay attention
i'm your favorite movie
when you know the script like
it's your own life
you can mouth the words
and when you say you love me
do you mean it?
'cause you sound so unsure lately
lately
all the ratings
they've been falling
'cause the acting's getting lazy
unrealistic
'cause the actor is distracted

tell me
do you want me?
do you think i'm worth your time?
oh please just tell me
maybe someday isn't as far away as it seems
or maybe it lives in my dreams

tell me
do you want me?
do you think i'm worth your time?
oh please just tell me
maybe someday isn't as far away as it seems
or maybe it lives in my dreams

tell me
do you love me?
if you mean it
live your life
and if that means that you're not a soulmate
you're a best friend
i guess that's alright with me
but god
my heart hurts as it beats
oh

and when you see me on the big screen
on the TV
are you looking at me?
watching
looking closely
pay attention
i'm your favorite movie
when you know the script like
it's your own life
you can mouth the words
and when you say you love me
do you mean it?
'cause you sound so unsure lately
lately
all the ratings
they've been falling
'cause the acting's getting lazy
unrealistic
'cause the actor is addicted

the actor

I'd go through my motions
She'd roll up a joint
Something didn't click, I'd be feeling blue
She told me that I'm useless
Said, "Baby, what's the point?"
How can I still trust that she's something new?

Words don't scratch the surface
Pain's stuck on my tongue
My scars need time for healing
The smoke still coats my lungs
You still have an ego
And I'm still just a bitch
I'm still just a bitch

I feel that things are worsening
My blood, it boils, it's curdling
Feelings so deep are surfacing
I lurch, my stomach's turning

Think of the past, I'm circling
Of all the love and worshiping
I'm drowning, I'm gurgling
It can't get worse from here

They're not the same (they're not the same)
They're not the same as you, it can't be true (it can't be true)
They're not the same (they're not the same)
They're not the same (they're not the same)
So why's my brain stuck?

If you saw me (saw me)
You didn't (you didn't)
I'm different (different)
Persistent (I am)
I'm driven (vroom)
And not about to look back

The gears and the pistons
Are grinding, just listen
My heart is saying stop
(Heart is saying stop)

I'd go through my motions
She'd roll up a joint
Something didn't click, I'd be feeling blue
She told me that I'm useless
Said, "Baby, what's the point?"
How can I still trust that she's something new?

Words don't scratch the surface
Pain's stuck on my tongue
My scars need time for healing
The smoke still coats my lungs
You still have an ego
And I'm still just a bitch
I'm still just a bitch

So, as I was saying
54320
I wonder just how high this plane can go
Until the pressure makes it explode
Hello, hello, hello

I feel things are worsening
Hold you back from breaking things
You know I don't wanna be your guard dog
But I gotta be
Fuck, I gotta talk myself out of this crush
Think I might have been in love with you

Crushing daisies in my hands
To ignite them in my head
Yeah, I think my soul is growing up
But now my heart is dead
Yeah, I saw you in my dreams
But I'd bet I'm imagining you

It's not your fault
It's not your fault
It's not your fault
It's not your fault

I know you saw
How I fell apart
And I won't fall for you

54320 (feat. DJ Re:Code)

lovely aka fire away (feat. Jedwill)

8 months in my head (feat. goji!)

brand new rainbow

bela fujoshi's dead

prod me, featuring @pat00000

https://open.spotify.com/track/5o3TkNE7erRjyt5BYve1Gn?si=3bd083bd9fe64b53

something about this place (+ Patrick O'neill)

man im dead

BUY IT ON BANDCAMP PLS https://kaydence.bandcamp.com/track/purgatory

LYRICS
my body’s limp across the bathroom floor
ive got a headache and my stomachs sore
my soul’s extracted from the blood and gore
i don’t wanna do this anymore

flat on the ground, i don’t feel a heartbeat
deaf to the sound, u say it’s easy but it’s hard to breathe
ghosts all around, i can feel the zephyr on me
it feels way too loud, it feels like there’s a weight on me 
they always say that life is what u make it
yet ive been living with my mind all vacant
guess that’s why my lifeless body seems faceless 
so just go and ditch me as i lay down on the pavement until im gone

my body’s limp across the bathroom floor
ive got a headache and my stomachs sore
my soul’s extracted from the blood and gore
i don’t wanna do this anymore

but u know that i lied to ur face
and i can’t let us go our separate ways
but u know that it’s something i can’t face
and i can’t leave this behind without a trace

my body’s limp across the bathroom floor
ive got a headache and my stomachs sore
my soul’s extracted from the blood and gore
i don’t wanna do this anymore

my body’s limp across the bathroom floor
ive got a headache and my stomachs sore
my soul’s extracted from the blood and gore
i don’t wanna do this anymore

my body’s limp across the bathroom floor
ive got a headache and my stomachs sore
my soul’s extracted from the blood and gore
i don’t wanna do this anymore

stream <3

purgatory

honestly goes really hard
done by me :3 @jauntsen

brakence argyle but it's just my voice

Shifting Perspectives @ sleepy.zone 4/12/2023

@micahcallari @46b @wraithlights

(me)
Im stupid im a shithead
ill play dumb
if u ask me how im feeling 
ill shut up
ask me why i stoly yr tv
just for fun
just for fun
ju ju just for fun

(wraith)
im getting up to mischief and i just cant kick it
set the world on fire with death in my eyes
nobody tries to get it. so then ill just let it
off the hook so that the world is

set to burn to nothing under 
my command you just cant test me
dont underestimate me i will 
burn you fucking people to the ground

(me again)
Im stupid im a shithead
ill play dumb
if u ask me how im feeling 
ill shut up
ask me why i stoly yr tv
just for fun
Idiotic and an asshole
Hardcore punk

And im smarter then i look
Wont you look me in the eye
I keep dollars by the book
I will never ever die
if you wanna beat my try again
Its your turn to try now

(micah)
Delay what you can’t stop just to see what happens
Can’t choose to fight or flight, you’re not that good a captain
So when this ship goes down, we’ll choose not to imagine
What could’ve been if your heart had the passion

Sink or swim as friends call for help
Wishy washy till the end of time

(me, tired of this fucker)
Im stupid im a shithead
ill play dumb
if u ask me how im feeling 
ill shut up
ask me why i stoly yr tv
just for fun
Idiotic and an asshole
rock that shit homie

And im smarter then i look
Wont you look me in the eye
I keep dollars by the book
I will never ever die
if you wanna beat my try again
Its your turn to try now

(wisp)
i cant process it much
everytime i try to its hard for my brain to touch
i kept fallin in love
till i realized that shit wasnt for us

i know theres a problem 
but when i think about it i say its all good
its all good

diamond w/ edyn, Micah Callari n wraithlights

the original song is genuinely the best song ive ever heard

og: https://soundcloud.com/thatcherblackwood/laurel?si=f13daaa3f277405fba9e99da19d95ee3&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

laurel by thatcherblackwood but its just piano (first half)

happy birthday @blissom
blissom - moment5
blissom - my breathing changes when im around you

@owenislost

fractured bliss✧･ﾟ: *

@666hardcoreband
@webcage
@elephantswhominesalt

flipzone ceo

Business contact: dynasticmgmt%gmail.com

bela fujoshi's dead

dynastic

Recent comments

music fan

mouse

BiscuitFoot

turnsol

Related tracks