demos/scraps

Gypsophilia (Feat. blackwinterwells)

gasping for air | Track 1/6
produced by @irselr w additional prod by me
written, performed, mixed & mastered by Micah Callari

[Verse 1]
Hush, I don’t care anymore
You wrung me out like a towel and I don’t care for it
No more of all your lies to keep me trapped
In your fucking spider web until all the strings have snapped

[Chorus]
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

[Verse 2]
You would rather forget it ever happened
But I’ll never abandon all the thoughts I had (in the moment)
My first impressions changed, now we don’t see eye to eye
Now we’re just seeing ghosts (and you’re just ghosting me)

[Bridge]
Leave me for dead, I wouldn’t mind to
Never see you again, I’m fine to simply
Die alone in my bed, and let the scavengers
Avenge me post my death

[Chorus]
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

[Outro]
7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

7 dollar beverages {prod. irselr}

prod. me

you said don't forget
but do you need me 
what's my meaning
just hold me like you know me
you told me that you loved me

does it hurt still
cause your words hurt my head
all the things you said
did you trust me

hold on to memories that I won't forget
don't turn away
do you feel do you
do you hurt do you
you - do you

your kiss touches on my neck
feel the sparks fly from my chest
all the stupid words I said
it dissolves into my head
evanescence of regret
I can't let this moment go
cause you are all that I know
you're my world

stay it's okay
you know that I'd never leave you
just wait cause someday
you and me will feel this feeling again
cry tell me why
tell me why I can't feel your heat again
try again 
try again
your kiss still stays on my neck

you told me you'd hold on till we 
die so why can't I find your hand I've been searching 
where did you go I stil need you
love you need you you you you you

when you kissed my neck
it felt- it felt like you don't know me
were you really there
did you - did you share the same feeling
I can't forget all that you said 
was it even real
or did I not love myself
take my hand
take me back
take my heart from you

do you feel do you
do you love me still
do you love me still
do you love me still
do you feel do you

do you still feel

Change

no, i don't know what i'm supposed to do now
i'll justify my heart and get the fuck out
i bet that i will never leave my hometown
i bet that i will always let my friends down

is there or is there not an end?
i feel loved by my closest friends
but maybe there's just more out there
like something that can make me feel right

is this subjective?
can i reflect this?
will i heal from this?
will i ever leave my hometown?
nothing's ever locked down, oh no

is there or is there not an end?
i've lost all of my closest friends
i've destroyed my environment
now i reap what i sow
and i sit in my room now

no, i don't know what i'm supposed to do now
i lost all of my friends because of you now
i don't know what to tell you 'cause i'm too loud
too proud, just go fucking tear me down

do you know what the hell you did?
this is something i have to live with
now i'm getting lost in the bismuth
kismet, i'm all play no business

i've felt okay for the past week
but now i need to fall asleep
it's already 6:30

no, i don't know what i'm supposed to do now
the voices in my head are getting so loud
if you need to come and tear me down
i'll show you this confidence that i found
left hook to your jaw, knock you out
i'll make you hit the concrete in the first round
so fuck around with me and you will find out
i'm not the piece of garbage that you threw out

is there or is there not an end?
i feel loved by my closest friends
like, maybe there's just more out there
like something that can make me feel right

(no, i don't know what i'm supposed to do now)
(i don't know what i'm supposed to do now)
(i don't know what i'm supposed to do now, do now)

GTFO (cut from IKTSLFY, 2020 version)

summer's almost over and i've only gone swimming one time
it was with you so i'd say june was pretty alright

yeah i wanna tell you something that's been on my mind
i think you're really something
i think about you all the time

i love the way you think
i'm pining after you, you know baby
and i don't know how to make you see
that you belong right next to me

g-g-g-gimme gimme something to think about on the drive back
im riding in the backseat and getting flashbacks
back when you and i were still so in love
oh, i remember texting "i think you're fucking everything"

i love the way you think
i'm pining after you, you know baby
and i don't know how to make you see
that you belong right next to me

Pining (rare haunts demo)

my ableton can't play this in realtime so i give up i'm not freezing shit that shit takes so long

REEEEEEEEEEMIIXXXXXXXX

Cough It Up (cut from Meadowlark)

jasmine biscuits song =)

kayleigh mcallister x synthia supersaw - they/she

i forgot to post this
circa february 2024

heartbeat (jersey remix)

[Verse 1]
Look, I’m not tryna make this deeper than it is
But we both know we dragged this out way too long
You’d say you’re “busy” every time I tried to talk
Then post pictures like you’re fine — yeah, that kinda stung
I’m not blaming you, I get it
Life gets loud and we both got habits
You wanted someone who could fit your plans
And I was just someone you loved when you had the chance

[Pre-Chorus]
And I kept saying “we’re good,”
Even when both of us knew that we weren’t
I guess I got used to pretending
And you got used to letting me hurt

[Chorus]
So honestly, we were done long before we said it out loud
You were halfway gone, I was holding on,
Neither one of us proud
And it’s cool, I’m not angry now
Just saying what I couldn’t then
Honestly, we were done —
We just didn’t wanna admit it yet

[Verse 2]
You’d come over late, talk circles around the truth
Say “it’s nothing,” then act like everything was about you
I let it slide ’cause I didn’t wanna start something
But that silence kept hitting harder than an argument
You kept your guard up, I kept my mouth shut
Hoping maybe we’d land somewhere in the middle
But love ain’t a puzzle you can force to fit
And we both know we stopped trying a little

[Pre-Chorus]
And I kept saying “it’s fine,”
Instead of just saying “I’m tired”
You kept saying “I’ll try”
When your heart had already expired

[Chorus]
So honestly, we were done long before we said it out loud
You were halfway gone, I was holding on,
Neither one of us proud
And it’s cool, I’m not angry now
Just saying what I couldn’t then
Honestly, we were done —
We just didn’t wanna admit it yet

[Bridge]
I’m not calling you out
I’m just calling it what it was
Two people scared to let go
Hanging on to old versions of us
If we’d been braver
Maybe we’d have ended cleaner
But we were kids trying to fix
Something that needed a leader

[Final Chorus]
Honestly, we were done long before we said goodbye
And yeah, it hurt, but truth always does
When you say it for the first time
And it’s fine, I’m not bitter now
Just saying what I couldn’t then
Honestly, we were done —
We just didn’t wanna admit it then

we were done

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GTFO (cut from IKTSLFY, 2020 version)

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