No one else can tell me shit

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Die2222Night

lyrics:

(-i hear in my sleep)
(nobody knows)
(i wouldn’t tell if you told me)

(i don’t know my name, you say that’s concerning)
(nobody knows)
(i wouldn’t tell if you told me)

still don’t know
is it safe now?
i don’t wanna have to
take another greyhound, yea

moved six times
it’s all i think about
it’s hard to move on
when you’re all that i think about

my face looks strange
it’s never the same
i've felt the same way
for like a hundred days

i feel so scared
when i see that you’re angry
but i know
it’s not something that i did

(when you can, you won’t be mad at me)

we don’t exist outside our passport
(blink and you’ll miss it)
i feel like everything i did was too late
(dream-like precision)

and i’ve got friends but what is that for?
(blink and you’ll miss it)
if i feel hopeless in my room all day?
(dream-like precision)

and i’ve got no more room for bullshit
(blink and you’ll miss it)
so if you bring it, i’ll just ask you to go
(dream-like precision)

don’t give a fuck ‘bout who you're cool with
(blink and you’ll miss it)
cause sometimes it feels better just to stay home

(i think i lost my mind)

(blink and you’ll miss it)
(dream-like precision)

venturing - We don't exist (jane plane remix)

two dogs, a raccoon, and quickslvr walk into a bar

awesome_nightcore_banger.wav

mastered by Aden Howell (@liquidaden)
mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEnmHlSJ5gg

This place? (It's trying to kill me!)

Been learning not to speak, hold my breath in quiet sighs
ive been having all these dreams bout drowning again
One more glass of wine, smile with nothing in my eyes
Theres something in my mouth and it tastes just like him

And i used to feel something when you changed you mind
And left me rotting at the foot of your bed
Maybe im a little scared youre always on my mind
Maybe i dont want it after all

I fall in love with ghosts, ive been hunting every day
I know just what i want but i break everything i make
I know how this thing works, you forget me by tomorrow and i close my eyes while wide awake
I fall in love with ghosts, i still feel him in my spine
I cry to lady luck, let me roll just one more time
You whisper in your sleep and then vanish in the morning

And i'm lying on the bathroom floor forgetting what i look like
I've been praying for someone to clip my wings
Staying up until the morning, roses sewn into my eyelids
The sheets are stained with blood ill never clean

A kiss like a backhand to the face
I wouldn't wish for something different even on my own life
Three little things i've never heard you say
Sometimes poison tastes like sugar if you make it just right
I set myself on fire and i do it full of love for myself, i don't bite and then tell, no
He likes the fantasy much more than what's in front of the mirror, watch me cower in fear

And i'm lying on the bathroom floor forgetting what i look like
I've been praying for someone to clip my wings
Staying up until the morning, roses sewn into my eyelids
The sheets are stained with blood ill never clean

And i thought for a second i was capable of love
Forgotten at the altar with my heart left on the ring
Crying to a stranger, saying prayers to up above
I lie every night, but at the end i only want 1 thing

i’m playing dumb again, looking pretty in his bed
I couldnt stay mad at him if it saved my life
Tell my mom im sorry, im not ever coming back
Not until ive healed the bruises on my thighs

Lucid Fantasy

your pet

my neck

a retrospective on endurance & growth. thank you for one year <3

made by resampling "nobody knows i sampled the amen break"

written, produced, and mixed by jane plane

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i look back in time 
to last july
i wanna know if i’ve grown from then

stress exhaustion 
in my eyes
remnants of all the time i spent

how the fuck did i make music
while enduring all i did?

back was aching
and it still is
on a couch, all my summers been



and after all this time 
you’re still so special to me

and after all this time
can i still endure it?

going back in time 
asking how i made this

can i make something that feels the same?
can i ever make it feel the same way?



take my medicine
i’ll eat some food and take a walk 
for the hell of it

i think the mix is way too loud
i need to edit it

i’m too stressed out to reply 
to important messages
i know that it’s embarrassing



god
i don’t know what to do,
what to do anymore

if i can’t write my art 
the same way as before

there’s stress in my body
i’m sleeping on the floor 
of my friend’s apartment

the body takes the score



and after all this time 
you’re still so special to me

and after all this time
can i still endure it?

going back in time 
asking how i made this

can i make something that feels the same?
can i ever make it feel the same way?

EVERYBODY knows i sampled the amen break

it's clear what i want

leave tha room

rare haunts scrapped demo
im a victim of a little manipulation 
and i am a victim of some misinformation 
and i will be a victim in this sorry institution
im a victim til i die

and im an asshole cuz of things i did to loved ones
and i cant get my life back cuz i really never had one
i wanna say your name so bad but its all said and done
i am an asshole til i die

at the edge of august
and the birthday of september
i remember things that they said
i hadnt even graduated yet

the things that you call me on the internet are vile
but i haven't heard the bullshit you claim in a while
i thinkyou’re kinda twisted and you’re living in denial
you are an asshole til you die

but i detest labels that categorize real people
i wouldnt stoop to your level so deceitful
i made your life hell cause you did the same to me, so
we’re all labels til we die

at the edge of august
and the birthday of september
i remember things that they said
i hadnt even graduated yet

i held respect for you until you started lying
and you held respect for me until i started crying
i didnt understand the one night stands were you just trying
that’ll stay with me til i die

and you hold resentment for me, like of course
but the more i hear from friends of friends, the more i feel its getting worse
i hope you moved away and got a bike and got a slime green hearse
but you’ve got a mouth bigger than mine

at the edge of august
and the birthday of september
i remember things you said that were all lies
i am a victim til i die
and youre a victim in another life
and we’re both jaded but at least i try

i am an asshole til i die

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