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Parannoul - excuse

5/8

mastered by @prodmusa

You said
That everything is fine
But I'm not confident that anything is all right
And you said
That you think that I'm cool
But how do I know that's even true
I'm embarrassed of all the thoughts I have
It’s the rarest when I don't fucking care
I feel stupid all the fucking time
What am I doing here?

You do what you do
I stay in my bed
Radio active mutation in my head
No, no
Please don't feel bad
It's not your fault
I'm just jealous as fuck
(Jealous, jealous)
I'm just jealous as fuck
(Jealous, jealous)
(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah)
Yeah
No

You said
You care about our connection
And you don't want me to take anything the wrong way
And you said
You said that it'd be best
If we stopped acting
Because its distracting
And that's fine
The race can't always be mine
And maybe it's just my sweet tooth
(Yeah, ohh)
But I sense sugar in the recipe

You do what you do
I stay in my bed
Radio active mutation in my head
No, no
Please don't feel bad
It's not your fault
I'm just jealous as fuck
(Jealous, jealous)
(I'm just jealous)
(Jealous, jealous)
I'm just jealous as fuck
(Jealous, jealous)
(Jealous, jealous, ohh)

And when the ceiling tiles fall down
What will replace?
I'm not the one enamored by
The hand that's stricken my face
And when I feel sick in bed
Will the fetal position save me?
All that I can do is hope for the best, I guess
And I don't wanna puke when I'm on stage
And you better not trap me in this cage
Distract me from the fear of open sky
Manhattan makes me feel
(Manhattan makes me feel)
(Like I'm)
Like I'm dying
Like I'm dying
Like I'm dying

You do what you do
I stay in my bed
Radio active mutation in my head
No, no
When all is said and done
I hope we can still be friends
You do what you do
I stay in my bed
Radio active mutation in my head
No, no
Please don't feel bad
It's not your fault
I'm just jealous as fuck

JEALOUS

Oh, I can't fall asleep
'Cause I'm thinking about
All of the bad dreams
That I had when you would
Tell me I was everything
And now I lay down
And all I see are sheep
And subtle things
To remind me that
I'm nowhere near
Where you left me
Last year

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I don't want to fall apart
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I ignored the alarm

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
Take back your patterns
My mindset is better
Know I can
Forgetter
Forgetter, forgetter

Oh, I hoped, honestly
I was thinking about
All of the wrong things
Maybe something was
Just off with my perspective
And now I think
I see everything so
Crystal ever-clear
Makes me wonder why
I ever turned the nightmare
On myself

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I don't want to fall apart
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I ignored the alarm

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
Take back your patterns
My mindset is better
Know I can
Forgetter
Forgetter, forgetter

(Vocalizing)

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I don't want to fall apart
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I ignored the alarm

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
Take back your patterns
My mindset is better
Know I can
Forgetter
Forgetter, forgetter

jacqueline

You say it's not you
You say it's someone else
But how do i know
When it's coming out your mouth?
You say she's got friends
Yeah, people I don't know
But her face is the one
That waits for me to come home

How do I know
When it's really you?
Will you tell me words
That will make me fall
In love with you?
And I don't know
What to think
I don't know what to do

That's when a teenage crush
Gets a little bit ugly
And I didn't give up
'Cause I knew that you loved me
And that's all that mattered
To me

I thought I didn't know you before
But now you've turned
Into an alien
Will you hunt me like a wolf
Or pick at me like an avian?
I can't believe what I see
A person that looks just like you
But doesn't know me
She's looking at me
Like I'm an alien

I'm hard to displease
Just treat me with respect
Don't know what you don't get
Is that stupid to expect?
Just tell me what you want
Just tell me what you're here for
Is it anything more
Than self destruction?

Is it anything more
Than acting out?
I guess it is by now
I can tell that
You mean it now

I thought I didn't know you before
But now you've turned
Into an alien
Will you hunt me like a wolf
Or pick at me like an avian?
I can't believe what I see
A person that looks just like you
And does bad things
Somehow I'm the one
Who's the alien

Yeah

I thought I didn't know you before
But now you've turned
Into an alien
Baby, would you
Hunt me like a wolf
Or pick at me like an avian?
I can't believe what I've seen
Somebody that looks just like you
Still scares me
And I feel like I'm an alien

featherbrain

can't fall asleep
i think i just need to eat
i shouldn't go to bed at 3
i should just brush my teeth
i'm sick of dreams
where i feel seventeen
i can't do anything
like just falling asleep

i know it's bad for me
tomorrow i promise i'll
take better care of myself
but its not easy
its not easy

can't fall asleep
i think i just need to eat
i shouldn't go to bed at 3
i should just brush my teeth
i'm sick of dreams
where i feel seventeen
i can't do anything
like fucking fall asleep

i know it's bad for me
tomorrow i promise i'll
take better care of myself
but its not easy

when nobody's watching i
just stay in my head all night

it's 3am
i gotta wake up again
i gotta fake it pretend
like i'm not still asleep
i'm not falling apart
no jumprope in my heart
my body's gonna give out
on me

i know it's bad for me
this make believe
what's truth for you
are lies for me
so i just want autonomy
and i have to be patient

she'd wake up at
a reasonable hour
maybe take a shower
if i could allow her
she'd make herself a meal
and it tastes fine
spent a minute online
make it to work at 9

but she's probably busy
staring at the ceiling
probably isn't feeling
busy doing nothing
she could be productive
maybe even happy
spending time with her friends
smiling and laughing

it's easier said than done
it's easier said than done

how do i block it out in a way
that's more selfish than this?
i don't think such a method exists

i turned to recluse
and self-diffusion
to solve for answers
with synthetic solutions
and swim down
to lows beneath
all the places
that the light couldn't reach

if you
break through
somehow you reach me
get rid of these leeches
eating love for food
leaving selfish isolationist attitude

i want you around me
so badly, so badly
you're chosen family
you kill the bad things
i don't know what to say

all good people are asleep (feat. saoirse dream)

I fell asleep
With my head on your chest
And if I knew that'd be the last time
I would never have left
and I'd never guess
That the one on your bed
was just a part of your ego
Not a part of your head

Oh how we danced
When they broke up
On the phone
I was tired of affection being
Passed on the side of the road
And I couldn't know
All the changes to come
I wish I was realistic
But I was too young

I fell in love
With your lust
And your drug
But they're one in the same
When they both kill your lungs

You call me names and
You call me jaded
Oh I'm more than a little frustrated

I had a dream
You were back in my room
And I was happy to have had you
But I knew that I didn't want to
But I settled back
Let my mind take the wheel

If I avoided unreality
I'd murder the real life

I feel the difference
When I wake up excited
I can feel the distance
In-between selfish greed
And the want to be loved
In the absence of green

You call me names and
You call me jaded
Oh I'm more than a little frustrated

(Oh I'm more than a little frustrated)

lake city quiet pills

10 of 10

featuring, coproduced, & cowritten, & mixed by @can-of-bliss
mastered by ryan schwabe
art by atlas ezra

~~lyrics~~

(sd)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

if i work hard enough, i can get out of this town
while all of your parents are just flying you out
give my honest opinion, put your head in the ground
if you want explanation, i’ll be shutting my mouth
but i play games to make being broke feel fun
wondering how much money can i waste this month
spill my guts to the cashier while she’s ringing me up
i could go back to california anytime that i want

i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

(can of bliss)
i wanna hurt you and make you feel bad
and then have a breakdown and show you that i'm sad
but i know i won't do that cause that's kinda dumb
make discussion, tell you where i'm from
i get so frustrated every day of the month
cause i'm not getting all the attention i want
doesn't help it's been so long since i made a new song
yeah it's been so long, yeah it's been so long

(sd + can of bliss)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

(sd)
don't take it serious
i've been doing so bad lately
don't take it serious
i've been doing so bad lately
i've been doing so bad lately

(sd + can of bliss)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

star★☆

collar

2/8

mastered by @st1cksyea

I'm not on the mountain
I don't see my friends when the weathers not friendly
Water like a fountain
Took a lot of tears, but I guess I'm here now
Life's hard, so I find
Life's hard, but I'm fine

Holding on to the hands that tell me to stay on the ground
Holding on so I don't make like god and not fucking exist

I left California
Bestie did some shit that I don't wanna talk about
Could never forget you
Sometimes I laugh to myself about the good times that we had
And its sad
But you get knocked down and you pick yourself back up 
And you move on to the next best thing
And I'm just finding what's best for me
Life's a charm on my necklace
Nicotine for breakfast
Writing-
It's a metric fuck ton
Everybody's got one
Life can be a lil fun (If you want it to)
And I wish you could understand the way
That I perceive the things that bring me joy

Holding on to the hands that tell me to stay on the ground
Holding on
Holding on to my friends and my family, so dear to my heart
Holding on so I don't make like god and not fucking exist

BUY ON BANDCAMP

make like god

where i'm at

mixed by @soupandreas
mastered by Ryan Schwabe
cover art by @daywaiter, photographed by niko olivo

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