"Lovesick, etc." blends inspirations of pop punk, alternative rock, and hyperpop into one energetic, fruity EP with four loud, hauntingly lovesick tunes

lyrics:
i wish things could end up going nicely
but i know they won't
but i'd like to hold onto hope
oh
maybe someday you'll think about me fondly
but i bet you won't
'cause we all have blind eyes
that's right
you put on the blinds
you tell me goodnight
well what does that mean to you?

i shouldn't have taken a chance
'cause the aftermath is mocking me
shouldn't have taken a chance
'cause the whiplash is killing me
i don't know how i thought that things
would end up any differently
i shouldn't have taken a chance on love
again

i know i think about you nightly
maybe someday i won't
maybe i have too much hope
oh, no
i wish i could keep you in my heart
but i know i'll fall apart
if i try to give you love
fuck
i wish you were mine
when i tell you goodnight
what do i mean to you?

i shouldn't have taken a chance
'cause the aftermath is after me
shouldn't have taken a chance
'cause the whiplash is killing me
i don't know how i thought that things
would end up any differently
i shouldn't have taken a chance on love
again

i wish you were mine
when i tell you goodnight
what do i mean to you?

i shouldn't have taken a chance
'cause the aftermath is after me
shouldn't have taken a chance
'cause the whiplash is killing me
i don't know how i thought that things
would ever turn out perfectly
i shouldn't have taken a chance on love
on love
on love
again

just give me the strength to take a chance on love
on love
on love
again

Lovesick, etc.

shouldn't have taken a chance on love

///// notes /////

this is my longest song under phixel so far, and im really proud of it. throughout the production of clearer skies, i used many pieces of artificial intelligence such as gansynth, vqgan+clip, gpt-3, and of course, maeexo, an artificial singer trained on recordings of my voice. im so excited that you guys finally get to hear this song, and i hope you enjoy it <3

///// credits /////

produced by phixel
written by gpt-3 + phixel
backing vocals by maeexo + iris day + jestrr
additional production by gansynth

///// lyrics /////

[phixel]
(okay, 5 over 4, its gonna be fun its gonna be a lil experiment we're gonna try it out)
(1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9 , 10!)

i just wanna see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
ill just wait and pass the time
until i see clearer skies
i just wanna see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
i know there's something there
up in the sky

dont you just wanna go up there and see
what could be there?
it could be just like when we were teens
when we weren't scared

[phixel + jestrr - in unison]
i just wanna see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
ill just wait and pass the time
until i see clearer skies
i just wanna see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
i know there's something there
up in the sky

/ little piano solo over conversation between me and iris day /

[maeexo + phixel]
M: I always think about the times we had
those memories will never die
i cherish them as years have passed
i think about them all the time
P: and when the darkness sets in
and we're left with all this sin
and now it's time to tell them
we know they're listening
M: i don't know what you're thinking (yeah, yeah)
i might be a bit timid
P: (haaaah) but i don't know what you're looking for
for, for

[phixel]
i just want to see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
(to feel the wind in my hair)
(to feeeeel)

/ saw lead + some more instrumental /

[phixel]
oh is it so hard to be decent
you let yourself get away
ooh, you went and seized your big day
was it worth it at all?
i wish i could see the sky
in a much different light
when i look around at night
i see no stars 

[maeexo + phixel - in unison]
i just wanna see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
ill just wait and pass the time
until i see clearer skies
i just wanna see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
ill just wait and pass the time
until i see clearer skies

clearer skies

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Everything is as I see
I can feel the earth shift around me as I speak
(Hey, hey)
You took the world away from me
Will you have my back when it crumbles on my feet

And I don't wanna be the guy
Who has to start it
But I'm not gonna let myself
Become a target
I know there's magic in the air
And I know you can feel it there
But I don't wanna disappear

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
Will we last if I'm not around?
if I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
'cause I need some time to figure
All my feelings out
If I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

This is who I wanna be
I don't wanna go
But I got to leave
It's just the way it has to be
If I leave you hurt
Out the blame on me

And I don't wanna be the guy
Who has to end it
And I swear I will do my best
To try and mend it
I know there's magic in the air
And I know you can feel it there
But I don't wanna disappear

(Can you show me how to grieve?
Why am I always so naive?
Should I bother to believe?
Or is it better if I leave?)

(Can you show me how to grieve?
I can't breathe
Why am I always so naive?
It's just me
Should I bother to believe?
I can't see
Or is it better if I leave?)

(One, two, three, four)

Can you show me where you go when the lights out
Can you bring me to the place that you hide now
Can you show me how to breathe
'Cause I'm not as strong as I used to be and

You know I can hold the fort down
But do you hold me close
When you're running around
Don't try to lie or deny it
I know where you've been tonight
So I'm asking you now

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
Will we last if I'm not around?
if I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
'cause I need some time to figure
All my feelings out
If I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

Everything ain't as it seems
Tried to change the world
But the world changed me
You left me bleeding on the floor
Lying on the glass
I can't do this anymore

But there's a couple things
About me that you'd better know
That if I find a guy like you
I'm never letting go
I'll never leave
Never cause you any harm
And the only way I'll go
Is if I die inside your arms

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
Will we last If I'm not around?
If I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
'cause I need some time to figure
All my feelings out
If I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

I know there's something left for you

caldecott (feat. Polygon Cove)

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i dont wanna sound corny
like machine gun kelly joyner lucas logic russ and eminem all at once
but did you know
 depression and anxiety causes memory loss and my memories back all i want 
im not tryna be a shortstack all i want
my fucking music career back all i want
i just wanna make ends meet till my life ends 
that’s all i want 
that’s all i want 

i wanna facetime
you without hesitating that you’re too good now
you rolling with these big dogs i never could now
i gotta figure it out
they know me tounge-in-cheek but i think its time to spit the dick out my mouth and get my shit together , see the sun despite the weather
why you bitchin at me total drama island heather 
i send you to the nether
and now i wish we never meeet 
you’re too upset 


i don’t wanna sound petty
but i think that i deserve a Charli follow 
she tweeted my lyrics, that’s all i got
and did you know
that i didn’t put out any music last year so that someone else could come take my spot
think i don’t deserve it well then come take my spot
make somethin that sounds much better and be more hot 
stop livin paycheck to paycheck so i can be less impatient, that’s all i want
that’s all i want 

you don’t like the noise of steamrollers too bad cuz i’ll never stop paving my way
raving my way
shaving my legs
it’s like i got a inflation kink 
…
the way im taking up space
stickers on my face
hatin you a old head you need a update
we need diet coke damn i feel like BK
not because im gross but cuz i have my way

all i want

prod. me

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and it breaks my brain
you don’t see the error in your selfish ways
yelling at me throwing shit for the display
you don’t know my ego or my damn first name

pack my shit right up in my broken suitcase
maybe i’ll be good to talk to people in a few days
when the smoke clears up and nobody says hey
guess i’m in the bed i made when i had asked for space

but i didn’t mean out of the galaxy
i just went to the moon to level out you see
then had to go back home where no one’s proud of me
because they never guessed that i would sprout to be

a mantra dick who contradicts everything i say
hope my enemies found peace and former friends all found their way
if you knew me now you don’t you dodged a bullet i would say
sorry but i’m not at all ashamed for pushing me away
cuz i don’t even know the extent of my harm
when you want me to smile but i’m dead in your arms
i’m just practicing for what i see in my dreams
thought that i was gonna change the world but now it’s changing me

i just want someone to grab my shit and tell me how to live
and i was a bit excited that you were the catalyst
i just want someone to grab me tell me everything’s okay
so i can pick all their words apart for what was dumb to say

and attack back
cuz compliments feel like attacks when you don’t trust that you’re gonna make ‘em happy back

i wanna bust that
that stupid look right off your face
the one that tells me i’m allright and everything’s okay

who the fuck do you think that you are
making me promise to eat, take my meds, be a star
moved six times last year so how can i not feel alone
in a place where i can actually rest, build a home

like i’m puttin up condemned signs
i dont like the pressure and the deadlines
wanna chase the high of meaking headlines
i need to recover give me more time

i need to recover give me more time
give me more time
give me more time
give me more time
give me more time

i don’t know how long it’ll take
sorry no release date for the day i fix my brain
i just hope you’ll be patient for me
was my hard work all worth? i guess i’ll have to see
in the meantime i just hope you’ll keep waiting for me

it breaks my brain

original by @jedwill and @jun-m-325148681

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it's my 3 year (tr)anniversary so here's a song

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3hWKrKYI13vgQN9rHhqdDz?si=hOoqdC4gTjKEwWm4ife8eg

lyrics:
i’m just a regular girl
just like mitski or frankie or sidney or charli
i’m ur manic pixie dream
or at least i really wish people said that to me

i know my makeup looks bad
it’s intentional
i don’t need all these tutorials
people treat me like i’m 10 years old
just cause i started hormones in high school
if i looked just like hunter or laura
maybe lesbians would find me more adorable
at least my mindset’s less horrible
since i bought clear frames and moved up to oregon

my last episode was in may
i recorded a whole album in like three days
but when i listen to it now i don’t hear me
cause i wrote all the songs when i was 18
i used to really deeply hate me
now i only kind of hate me
i’ve been doing a lot better lately
and i’m not afraid of being crazy

i’m just a regular girl
just like mitski or frankie or sidney or charli
i’m ur manic pixie dream
or at least i really wish people said that to me

can’t change who i am, don’t feel safe around cishets
even online you’re always grouping me with men
government wants to write me out of existence
but in a year or two or three we’ll all fucking be dead
you say voting fixes everything, i can’t help but laugh
we’re all hopeless, but the least we can do is act
if i live to the apocalypse i’m stealing a life raft
swim to DC, kill the US president (in minecraft)

i’m just a regular girl
just like anybody else

collection ii

regular

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