Bc jts easier than explaining whats going on. Sometimes we cry so much we end up just becoming numb and we just stop caring about everything....thats me at least. I shut everyone out and im fine that way bc no one care and they never did. 

this is so relatable I go to an alternate school where people have bad behavior issues so it's really common but keep ua head up

had lots of fun working with sxdtune on this one!

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The Night That We Met (ft. sxdtune)

something simple | feat. mishaal (prod. apes prod)

Star

Perspective (prod. moon)

produced by the bootleg boy
Check him out! @thebootlegboy
Twisted up in my imagination...

out of my head

new song with Lxst Boy
check him out - https://soundcloud.com/lxstboymusic

@TheMarkerFlipper x @Lxst Boy - just the two of us (prod. Con)

feature: matego // produced by: caps ctrl & xsus

my last goodbye w/ matego (Caps Ctrl & Xsus)

this song means a lot to me,  so hope yall enjoy<3
also last release for a while since ill be super busy
love yall<3

written and performed by: @futoh
mix and mastered by: @futoh
produced by: @boyfifty

lyrics:
i didnt care, you were showing off,
yea no wonder we never blasted off,
you went with him with no care in the world,
but didnt look back to see what had unfurled,
dont look at me with those eyes and those curls,
you were my world,
but now i sit back cause i know that its over,
and through it all, yea i kept my composure,
tried so hard just to work it out, yea,
but you didnt want that,
you needed a reason to leave cause i wasnt special to you, and you got that,
but now that you want that,
what others cant give you,
but hey i was on that,
i gave you the world when you would wake up, 
dont say you forgot that,

(vocalize)

i didnt care, you were showing off,
but now it has come back to haunt me,
wish i could sleep with the ceiling off,
instead the memories surround me,
make it so hard to breath,
my sweat is soaking my sleeve,
i wont lose the fight to my conscious,
the next time she ups and leaves,
beat myself up for no reason,
i know im worth something,
but when im misused i just cant see it,
think im worth nothing,
you used to say i was pure gold,
but now where are you that ive been told,
that you didnt care a bit,
so ill find somewhere my heart will fit

no wonder (prod. boyfifty)

Beat: https://youtu.be/iDIn2DdCbIM

J'cherche des seize enroulé dans mon plaid
Sur ma chaise à rouler mon p'tit pet
Ça y'est j'me rappelle je sais pourquoi j'me répète
À chier à la pelle mais c'est pas grave c'est ma quête

Ils ont rien à dire, j'viens rajouter ma feuille dans l'vent
Personne veut s'salir, on voit partout des faux-sanglants
Qu'est-ce que t'idéalises ? Dis moi maintenant c'est l'moment
Toi à quoi t'aspires ? Ça m'intéresse bien étrangement

Les doigts sentent l'encre pourtant la page est vide de sens
J'ai rien dans l'ventre c'est le seul truc auquel je pense
J'veux rien entendre ouai j'aime bien être à contresens
Démarche dansante c'est vrai j'maîtrise l'impertinence

J'suis rempli de questions, parfois le temps y répond
Parfois tout paraît long, genre Paris dans les bouchons
Parfois ça saute des ponts, la dernière répercussion
La dernière des percussions, la plus rapide des solutions

Parfois j'me demande, pourquoi tu fais du son ?
Pourquoi tu fais du sombre ?
Lunettes de soleil comme si t'avais peur de ton ombre
Tu crains ton sommeil comme s'il te menait vers ta tombe

Ils disent que ce monde est pourri, mais regarde ce qu'on a accompli
Plus belle est l'explosion si après tout est détruit
Les plus belles des émotions viennent juste après la pluie
J'aime bien écrire, mais plus j'suis triste et plus j'écris

J'cherche des seize enroulé dans mon plaid
Sur ma chaise à rouler mon p'tit pet
Ça y'est j'me rappelle je sais pourquoi j'me répète
À chier à la pelle mais c'est pas grave c'est ma quête

Vide de sens [prod. JustDan]

I never left that classroom
Your ankles on my shoulders
Bodies turning over
And over again
Pitting flesh against flesh
I could scream if you didn't take away my breath
While we were touching, teasing, tasting, taking
And I could already feel my heart break
And still I burnt out my lungs on words like "forever"
And now that I'm older I guess I know better

I gave you the very best parts of me
What little I had to offer
So you can go home 
And I'll get stoned
And we'll forget about the heart inside your locker

Neighbor

i think its u w/seon (prod. kado)

Just a 17 year old trying to make music I like... from a bedroom

Perspective (prod. moon)

Dysphoric

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