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My discography reflect upon my state of mind
I be thinking bout what I've been writing this whole time
Who am I really fooling when I'm saying that I'm fine?
Listen to my lyrics, learn I'm twisted like some twine
~
Trust me I am trying
I am done relying on these to drugs for peace of mind
They grip me like a vine
I use them when I'm feeling like I lost control of my
Life, this inner strife will strip me right down to the spine
~
Lately ain't been feeling like myself
I just escape at night
Pack another bowl and I just disassociate from life 
Love to medicate my mind
Thoughts that I can't leave behind
Miss when I was younger, God please take me back to simple times
~
Found myself on the ground floor
I've been working on myself and going out more
People come and go but I'm around for life
so I must learn to love what is behind my eyes
Dark and Light you must have both sides
Shine too bright and you might ignite
But if you in the middle and you balance out your mind
Problems will be little for enlightenment you find
~
Lately ain't been feeling like myself
I just escape at night
Pack another bowl and I just disassociate from life 
Love to medicate my mind
Thoughts that I can't leave behind
Miss when I was younger, God please take me back to simple times
~
Just for a minute, Admit it ... I'm wrong
that's why I'm singing this song
I can't find a meaning, pack weed in the bong
haven't been happy for long
you make your purpose, stay committed so your life isn't worthless
At times I feel nervous, But I just remember I'm forged in this furnace
I'm molded by all the heat

Simple Times

this isn't really the most me kind of song
just a lot of gibberish thrown together but i did want to share at least something as it's been a hot minute
i hope i'm back to usual soon <3

Lyrics:

it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better you're never hearing this

could you tell me that you love me
even if you'll never mean it i need something
i been needing reassurance that i'm something
this shit is fuel for giving up please
so could you tell me that you love me
it's fucking lonely in this body so i share it with her lusting
oh could you fuck me

could you fuck me right back
i won't get attached
just need to make it thru the night without a rollie or a pack
at least the music has my back
yuh
cuz i know people never last
yuh
i made this shit so in a week i'll have a song to cry to
i made this shit so in a year i'll be at peace and i won't mind you
she said that she'd be right there nothings ever right there
i'd honestly be dead if i found another life there

so let me know if you relate
or i'm alone to fight my fate
i tend to fall in love too quickly
have the habit getting clingy
have a habit sort of sticking
it's probably something that i'm missing
from my childhood or misery
and now i can't remember much
but i know i never really wanted this
and the things i'd give to run back life again
now i fantasize bout the corny lovey shit
but it's probably better you're never hearing this

yuh it's probably better you're never hearing this
yuh it's probably better you're never hearing this

it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better you're never hearing this

something, anything.

@reject333
@not-a-fucking-hero

maybe im not good enough
for you to gimme all ur love
i rly miss ur fuckin touch
so ima let out all my blood

dont take the knife away from me
there aint a point in savin me
my current state youd hate to see
so ill just end it hastily

ur make believe
i dont wanna be what u make me to be
and i dont wanna dissapoint my family
but this whole damn time nobody was there for me

so ill go


dont really wanna go but i know i cant stay
in the back of my mind voices takin their place
everybody linin up for the start of the race
when i hear the gunshot i cant keep the same pace

take a 9 millimeter to the side of my face 
so i dont have to sit here and count down the days
take a chunk of my flesh just to get you a taste
when i die fuckin happy ill be a disgrace

and i dont want my legacy to go to waste
so the fame and immortality is what ima chase
but everything i want is stuck behind a lens painted grey
i cant make out the faces cant make out the shapes 

[popularreject:]
baby im not good enough 
for you to even give a fuck 
my hands are tied 
my wrists are cut 
and ima drain out all my blood
you arent where youre supposed to be
you belong here close to me 
and ive been thinking overly 
you arent where youre supposed to be 
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
smoking so much i fill my chest up
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
babygirl jus-

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

disgrace

disgrace w/ popularreject (hero)

Lyrics:
That girl crazy
I am sticking to myself on god
All these people hating
Cause I'm Avant-garde
Changed the game with my crew
Whip out the lot like what it do
Feeling drained
Change my hue
Smoking on gorilla glue
Going Ape shit
I can't fuck no fake bitch
Rapping with mystique
By the way my flows gone shapeshift
By the time that this release
Got like 10 more under my belt
Make a song a night
To fight the feelings that I've felt
Kill another beat then I turn it to a pelt
You would of thought I was playing poker
Way I play the cards I'm delt

Now I got her bending over
Casanova
I would never put a ring on it
You can witness like Jehovah
I'll blow up like supernova
Interwoven I was chosen
Send a beat I'll do my thing on it
Send a text she whipping over
She give big brain like diploma

Then I kick her out
Shawty I'm a good catch
You is just a trout
Yeah my pockets overflowing
Your mans pockets in a drought
Liquor in my stomach
Aim on point like I am shroud
Murdering the track
Like I never had a doubt
Yeah
Like I never had a doubt
Skywalker inside of my blunt
Could get me high until I'm out
You could smell the Kush up on my breath
I hate that word of mouth
But I keep my wits about me
Until I sense this goin south

Now I got her bending over
Casanova
I would never put a ring on it
You can witness like Jehovah
I'll blow up like supernova
Interwoven I was chosen
Send a beat I'll do my thing on it
Send a text she whipping over
She give big brain like diploma

This a celebration
Crack another bottle
Put a blunt into rotation
Weepings got your ears popping
Get you high like elevation
2022 Went crazy
I ain't talkin medication
Reinvesting what they pay me
All my numbers on inflation

CASANOVA [JustDan]

Lyrics:
wake up morning to a bad report
and i just cant be fucked so i just pour a fourth
then i shoot the fifth until my final form
begins to take its shape and im on the floor

and im heaving writhing turning to a beast
and i break my chains and i roam the streets
then im spinning falling faster in my sheets
and im throwing up my guts on my feet

i dont hope i choke on my internal fluid
i just wish the devil would get laid to ruin
we could find some peace and it would all be fluent
it would be just like we aint just been through it

and i hope i never get the past back
burned it up cause im like “pass that”
block it out and ill redact that
keep it dark like its matte black

it doesnt matter all the smoke in the air
never cared if i remembered anything, i was there, like
it doesnt feel the way it used to, like
sewerperson on my bluetooth, like
x2

eyes awake, steady forth
my wounds and pain is not a metaphor
my blackened brain is not a steady course
my frozen heart has stopped keeping score

now im sick from all the toxins
wanna get away but im boxed in
got a safe but never locked it
now i pay the price with no profit

pass the spliff itll be fine
they all say have a great time
fuck these demons gotta face mine
out my mind call me tech n9ne

hold my breath when i drink now
on my way to the sink now
too fucked up on the brink now
blackout cold in the street, blaow

Matte Black

prod. poppy ozu x daniel saint

Lyrics:

i think she'll be the death of me
if i survive think that i'd rather be
it's been like 30 minutes with no text
so i can't get to sleep
she's probably up in someone's ear with all her dirty secrets maybe sexually
if she's not in my bed i think she slept with him respectfully
you can call me crazy i'll accept at least minisculely
the ghost of who i knew i think just wants a fuckin end to me
an end to me
an end to me

i'm unhinged 
i'm irrational at best
i'm less convinced now by the second i should get this off my chest
fuck it
i despise your hedonism and that old group i called my friends
at least i'm not a liar, of all my flaws just give me that

she jumps from guy to girl to guy in hopes that someone can heal her
if you couldn't respect me
then how could i either
was i meant for a stage
am i meant for a theatre
caught me throwing up again
with a wonderful fever

i'm a people person eater with a face that doesn't shape
i just tear myself apart then fix myself with gum and tape
i use so many "i's" and "me's" its like the rest of them are fake
you think i'm talking to you, probably am so hear me for your sake

i think she'll be the death of me
if i survive think that i'd rather be
it's been like 30 minutes with no text
so i can't get to sleep
she's probably up in someone's ear with all her dirty secrets maybe sexually
if she's not in my bed i think she slept with him respectfully
you can call me crazy i'll accept at least minisculely
the ghost of who i knew i think just wants a fuckin end to me
an end to me
an end to me

hedonism

CLAP ACTIVATED LIGHTS

lyrics ⬇️

no i cant be here im not attached
and i apologize dear but its too bad
yea i spent a couple crummy years
and now i lack
everything i could of gained while we were sad

you cant keep up w these options
left and right you be tossin these questions to me
dont expect itd be awesome
theres not much to see

like cordoroy im waitin here while feelin like a beast
out of my mind and down on my knees
you can tell me what i needed to be
gettin so cold out that i start to freeze
double the crutches get stompped by the cleats
u dont need nothin u wanted from me
ima be further away from the scene
i dont want nothin to do w the beans
im crossin my arms when you show em to me
turnin up everything before i leave
im makin my mark i want em to see
where i would be 
where i would be if i didnt have grief
ill put down my gaurd and ill make em believe 
yea i been to places that i couldnt reach

send me a shot 
hit witta bat
outta the park
not comin back
no time soon
yea thats a fact
a big monsoon
changing the current track

yea yea i wanna lay there but not on a mat
yea yea i feel the cold air surface into the flat
yea yea maybe its all i got maybe its all i have
racin until im gone baby i feel like a stag

comin up- a dry time
double up my life line
and i dont wanna tell a bad lie
but its hard with your eyes

and you were all i wanted
then you broke a promise
it wouldnt be too classy
if im being honest

a compromise dont seem much if it already seems overwith
put a tripod in the hallway then ill wait to see if the camera glitch
got phasmephobia fearin all the ghost thatll be comin in
walk far til im clearin my system and ill settle in

yea gentlemen
cold hearts spark adrenaline 
had a bold start but you tremblin now
old cards got me holdin my ground

i cant be here im not attached
and i apologize dear but its too bad
i spent a couple crummy years
and now i lack
everything i could of gained while we were sad

monsoon (yunnygoldz)

lovesick (with Eric Godlow)

lyrics
No cowered but I’m not one to fight
But right now I’m pretty pissed so if your caught it’s on sight
you can only get stabbed by the people right at your side 
you encouraged me yourself while handing over the knife

I’m leaving everything in smoke cause I’ve been burning my bridges 
My Feelings dug in a ditch 
I hate your entire existence 
Ill never give a shit
You treated me as a contingent 
Wanting forgiveness get the fuck up out my dms 
You’re meaningless repent
For your sin 

I’m tired of arrogance 
Honestly the way that you think I think your brain needs development 
You was never down for me just a leech that was venomous, any trace of relevance was related benefit it’s embarrassing

To think
That youre acquainted to me 
If you don’t know how to feel
I’m the best that I’ve been
When I sleep I’m at peace 
haven’t dreamt bad in weeks

Keep in mind 
Anytime
I do anything its cause you’re out my life

Reduction (prod. michael harrison)

Xxbg - 157

Just trying to make music I like... from a bedroom

Reduction (prod. michael harrison)

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