Leaf

✨vocaloid✨

Vocaloid (kinda) songs I like

Forbidden - 403 ERROR (a.k.a. xi vs ZUMMER)

"The most childish one so far."
- original video description 

song is not mine!!! it belongs to Ferry

the cover was cringe so i changed it

update sep 3 2023 this song is now out on spotify go listen to it and support ferry PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!: https://open.spotify.com/track/4KWZuk0UWxCOLxdOSJwXqq?si=U_RMvpsBQyy26gEaeiNT2A

COMFORT ZONE - FERRY FT. FUKASE

-THIS IS NOT MY WORK, I JUST WANT TO LISTEN TO IT, SONG IS BY FERRY-

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8Brf3y0cLrxdn-Fv2P1BvQ
^ Ferry's Channel

If found this, I am uploading this because I want to listen to the song however the artist, FERRY has not posted it on soundcloud at time of posting this.(Which I mean is like an hour after it came out on youtube ) Go support FERRY and their music as it is some of the best I heard. THE SECOND I SEE FERRY UPLOADS THIS SONG TO SOUNDCLOUD THIS WILL BE DELETED, I DO NOT WANT CREDIT FOR THIS SONG I JUST WANT TO LISTEN TO IT

also ferry if you see this I seriously love your music and art and wish you only good times to come!

COMFORT ZONE -  By FERRY

Melanie martinez - Where Do Babies Come From - Remix

clovers cave in fnf

Abnormality Dancing Girl Feat.flower

project sekai aunnobeats akitoya vivid bad squad cover

aunnobeats akitoya cover project sekai

KING (Ruikasa Project Sekai)

Enigma ⧸⧸ Kevin (synth V Original) - tart

tart ft. vflower - draw5

tart ft. sonika - theory of i

Child Protective Services Theme Song

~Translation~

Love love love love love love love love
I’m a puppet in my own misery runtattatta.
All ways are blocked; I can only crawl about pathetically.
I’m bound hand and foot within all these pains.
It’s as if I’ve dissolved into my own hazy sensation, scattered every which way.

Love love love love love love love love
governed by an ambiguous kind of justice runtattatta.
I can’t escape from here, no matter what I do. As if in a stream, it gushes out of me.
I’m bound hand and foot within my loneliness.
A hierarchy possessed by its own broken sense of feeling.

“Wow, look at what’s on her desk…”
Inside this dirty, stagnant birdcage of a classroom.
Break me… Break me… Break me… Please?
The union of crime and punishment.

Look! Their voices, their faces—everything is gone.
Oh dear, as you can see, as you can see, there’s nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing here.
The voices I hate, the faces I hate—everything is gone.
Oh dear, just as I wished, just as I wished, there’s nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing here.
Better keep that impulse within my mind in check. Truly a trifling matter.

Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie
I’m steeped in lies runtattatta.
I can’t believe, can’t believe in the promise you made at all.
I’m trapped within these gaping pains.
It’s as if I’ve dissolved into my own laughable despair. I’m a mess.

Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie
I’ve turned into a misanthrope runtattatta.
They can’t fight it, no matter what they do. Just keep on, keep on disappearing!
I’m trapped within this gaping loneliness.
Bewitched by this surging power, I have these options to choose from.

Keeping quiet, hiding myself. “Peek-a-boo…”
Lingering in the twilight, after class.
Love me… Love me… Love me… Please?
Crime and punishment, growing inflamed.

Look! Your voice, your face—everything is gone.
Oh dear, it’s like everything has gone mad. There’s nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing here.
Your wishes, your feelings—everything is gone.
Oh dear, as you might have guessed, as you might have guessed, there’s nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing here.
Things are unstable inside my brain. Rest assured, no harm is meant.

Look! Your dreams, your name—everything is gone.
Oh dear, it’s like the surrounding has become completely distorted. Looks like you’ve finally realized.
Your past and your future, too, they’re all gone.
Oh dear, everything’s gone, as if crumbling down, as if crumbling down…?

Look! Your memories, your existence—everything is gone.
Oh dear, you can’t remember, you can’t remember. “But they’re supposed to be right here,” you thought.
Your everything, your entirety—all gone.
Oh dear, there has never been anything here from the very start, from the very start.
Erasing the mind. There is absolutely no trick or trap here.

MARETU×Kairiki Bear ft. Hatsune Miku - Disappearance Addiction

I own nothing.
Song by Inabakumori
Support the original uploads!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DeKLpgzh-qQ
http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm32801250

【Inabakumori feat. Kaai Yuki】 Lost Umbrella / ロストアンブレラ

sorta flubbed this one but i'll do better next time i promise

LYRICS:

Once again I was left in the dust
Destructive ones like me fold when there is nothing to bust
I couldn't see
Past the bright facade - layers of rust
It's not like I'm saying goodbye
Hey, why are you smiling still, cool guy?

"This world is a cruel place to people like you,
I'll keep you safe"
Said the prison guard, digging his grave
And so I craved
Every single meeting with you the same to say
"How are you? How was your day?"
So

"Um... listen, it's gonna sound weird, but..."
"What is it? You're hitting on me?"
"NO!"
"It's just that...Those parties you love..."
"Yeah?"
"I want you to take me to one"
"Huh?!"

So a boyish constitution
Gets to lead a revolution
Everything about you screams "a bad idea"
Yet the walls around my sheltered heart
Begin to break and fall apart
Your smile is brighter than the most relentless sun

"This world is a cruel place to people like you,
I told you so"
I won't give him that, damage control
Won't help me then
Ah, I wish I felt nothing at all
But I'll take that blow, take that blow
I'll take more!

"So dear, are you having fun?"
"Ah, sorry for spiking your guns"
"You mind if I join you now?"
"Oh it's okay, I'm calm--"
"You know I really hate this town"
So

When a boyish constitution
Gets to lead a revolution
Everything about it screams "a bad idea"
I won't ever bear my foolish heart
I'll paint my face with blood and dirt
The chain has broken, I've no right to feel this hurt

Once again I was left in the dust
Destructive ones like me fold when there is nothing to bust
I couldn't see
Past the bright facade - layers of rust
It's not like I'm saying goodbye
But just in case, I wanna tell you I --

"There's a stupid thing I used to say -
"Pathetic ones like me lose before we join the game"
- That's really lame!
So tomorrow I'll see you again"
"Then don't you dare flake on me, I won't let you get away with ditching this time!"
Don't leave me behind again, cool guy

【vflower】FALSE DISPOSITION【VOCALOID Original】

This song is pretty simple in terms of music, but I had lots of fun making it (the lyrics especially)! 

LYRICS:

Oh what a tragedy, a terrible woe
The only hope of our society - what a blow! -
Has fallen dead struggling against a terrible foe!
“Okay, I’m gonna call the ambulance”
“Please, no”

City wrapped around the borderline
Seems to be set on crushing every dream of mine
Well, screw that! I won’t settle for a boring life
I have no ammo but an ambition to fight
Hey, tell me, sister, why you feel no discontent
You’re working 9 to 5, but that just can’t be it
Expensive taste in clothing, oh I have you on lock -
How many office ladies always carry a glock?

But ah, crap, no, I had it coming
I got in trouble again, but now it isn’t funny
I could really use a Prince Charming now
Or anyone if they could help me somehow

And a hero busts onto the scene
The cutest, coolest boy that I have ever seen!
I guess not all is lost for this pathetic place
Oh god, okay, he’s not that strong, oh no, come on, guys, not his face-

Hey, are you okay, are you there, hey
Blink 3 times if you hear me, alright? 
“Eh?”
Awful, awful, it may be too late 
“Say, you sure messed him up”
“We didn’t fight!”

So you say you ran away from home?
I guess it’s common in this god-forsaken hole!
You know my household’s also pretty shit and all -
My older bro’s a loser and my mom is a whore!
“Woah”
How about you live here for a bit?
“I never said that, I don’t even know you, kid”
Come on, he saved my life, I could’ve gotten killed!
I’m gonna feed him, walk him, let him stay, I plead!
“Ugh...”

Oh, boy! We’re gonna do great things
(I don’t know what that entails, but that’s another story)
Anyways, you wanna go out with me?
“Okay” 
I knew that we were destined to be!

Team Buster busts onto the scene!
The coolest rebel kids the world has ever seen
Both you and I are lost in this pathetic place
At least that way the fear doesn’t hit like a mace
And now you ask me, “Do you want to run away?”
My mind is racing - what am I supposed to say?
“If nothing holds you here then you don’t have to stay”
I want to say “okay” - I’m ashamed, but I’m suddenly afraid 

I may not know anything at all
And something tells me this is out of my control
I guess in retrospect I could’ve figured that
At least that way the shock wouldn’t hit like a bat 
And spastic light specs brighter than the bluest skies
Begin to dance around as panic clouds your eyes
And you can call me dumb, impulsive and unwise
But there’s no way I’ll stand here and watch, paralyzed

Who would’ve thought! No, really, this is quite a scene
The cutest, coolest boy that I have ever seen
Turned out to be a monster mutant death machine!
“I wouldn’t call myself-” “You will not turn him in!”
“I see you kids sure love being dramatic, huh?
I think you should calm down before you go too far”
Okay, I think I need some time to take this in
“I think I just lucked out” “Oh, you did?”
“He most definitely did”
Well then, I guess it’s good nobody got hurt in the end!

【Yuzuki Yukari】Punch It, Punk!【VOCALOID Original】

LYRICS:

Channelling love through the noise of sinful thoughts becomes a
Challenge with no guiding voice to pave the way, you say
This safe existence’s lacking in joy,
But as opposed to what? The world that 
Just wants to play and break you like a toy?

Channelling love through the fear of being torn apart by
Crowds of your barbarian peers, the human filth around us
Wants to trample all that is dear
Under the guise of watchful reason
But no, of course, I’m being too austere

A thousand years ago it was a tepid autumn day
A lock has sealed this door,

But no more 
Blinded by the sun,
You spin the barrel of a
Fully-loaded gun
“If there’s no winning 
Might as well just have some fun”
I want to scream, when will you
Get it through your skull
That I will not
Let you drown
“The light is gone -
The thought keeps running through your mind,
But fearing life is easier than fighting, right?”
Oh please, just hide
Behind this back of mine and save your helpless spite
Knock on the door - access denied

Channelling love through the smoke and cheap substandard spirits 
Laughing, you got off the hook, but you keep dancing in its
Shadow, now I overlooked your playing buddies with a monster
I fostered hope to reclaim what you took

And in a thousand years I’ll see a tepid autumn day
And only think about
Its grace, but

Blinded by the sun
You play roulette still with a
Fully-loaded gun -
A disappointing image
Always on the run
Oh I believed that you could 
Change your ways somehow
But you just keep
Crashing down
“So are you done?”
Your quiet voice is filled with spite - ironic, right?
Why don’t you get out of my sight
“Oh, you’re too kind”
The day goes up in flames
You know, I really tried
Knock on the door - access denied

Everything will pass
The edge will dull -
I know what’s best for you, and after all
A day will come,
Warm and bright, when I
Tear down these dismal shelter walls

【vflower】STRIKE 3【VOCALOID Original】

I own nothing.
Song by Yuro Mashima
Support the original uploads!
https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm36314738
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-75h7CRZYNs

【Yuro Mashima feat. vflower】 Chichin-Pui-Pui / チチンプイプイ

Despite my best efforts, Kyo's English is still really muffled. But hey, that's what the following section is for!

LYRICS:

So, I see, I found myself pinned up against another
Impenetrable wall
No, it won’t take long at all
Short talk and go
Don’t look so shocked, come on

It’s fine
And even though I think this could be our goodbye
There’s defiance in your eyes
Ah, of course, it must be pitiful to see
Someone with a face like this, even if that somebody is me

Laugh, surely, you know the moves
To disgracing, beating, mixing trash with blood and dirt
And even so, I wouldn’t mind at all
But enter Mother Mary robbing me of my cathartic resolve 

It’s a dead-end endeavor, it’s time you understood
That this whole situation won’t bring you any good
Oh, I know that your heart's beating faster than it should
But I can’t let you in - wouldn’t even if I could

So, I see, I found myself trying to win another
Inconsequential fight
Hah, my bark turned out to be much harsher than the bite
Alright,
Sometimes life doesn’t give a damn about how hard you try
But forgive my helpless spite
What’s the point of this self-pity? 
It’s not pretty - 
Being part of bleeding hearts, just wasting time,
Waiting for a sign

Hey, hey, is this weird or what?
This familiar feeling ties my insides up in knots
It’s silly - no, Occam, bring out the saw
Cause I’ve got some doubts to cut before I grasp onto this thin straw

It’s a little suspicious, I’d like to know some more
Maybe we’re not as different as I believed before
Has it been a month, really? One week turned into four
Call it my wishful thinking - I see an open door 
It’s a dead-end endeavor, of course, I understand
Seems the devil has found business for my idle hand
It’s unlikely, you tell me - I tell you, it connects
Call it my wishful thinking - I call it common sense

It’s a wicked endeavor, I’ve always understood
That this whole situation won’t bring me any good
For a moment my heart's beating faster than it should
But I can’t let you in, even though I wish I could
I’m not one to see people as means to meet an end 
But some ventures require a sacrificial lamb
This particular troubled youth on the diagram
Found his footing in saying 
“I need, therefore I am”

tart ft. vflower - draw5

dyushka shchavelsky ★